realize that i had stopped believing i told myself i had in doctors and hospitals and never had y vaccinations. i called and got all of them. it took me a long time to convince the nurse i needed all of them so i have renounced the old worldview but i am living in the new one. >>host: but you do find that courage. that happens after you and sean and you are banished from the family. >> i confronted my parents. my sister and i both experience something with my brother and she said i should tell my parents. so i did and said we need to deal with that and my father decided i was lying and i was trying to destroy the family. my mother said i was crazy and made memory can be trusted that was hard but the hardest thing after that they called my brother and told him of everything i said then was a period of threats he called me and said an assassin would come kill me and then cut me out of his life and disowned me and my parents supported that decision so they said you can't come home at christmas because that will make your brother uncomfortable. >> i was most upset by your mother in t

i had to get out. o as you're going up you reach up and pull a little knob and the goddamn canopy goes off. and you get up so high. i don't know how high, but i got kind of warm, so i said it's time to go. i turn the stick loose, and when you do what happens to the nose? boom, abruptly. and as the tail dropped you have the straps here with a big buckle, and you hit that buckle and the straps come loose. boom, i came out. i remember the damn tail going by with all that fire. and somebody said when you bail out you go a, b, c. but, hell, i looked down and the goddamn trees were so close. you reach up and pull that sucker real fast and, boom, i'm in the trees. and all of a sudden i'm sitting trying to get out and i hear this voice -- i said, oh, shit. realisticly? german guard, and he looked up and i'm in the trees and he's helping me get out. and he looks up and sees a little gold bar, and he salutes me. and all i can do, return the salute. i was introduced to the german -- i became a p.o.w. 12th of augus

he knew i had looked at the data. i had looked at where we did not have data. and i was able to talk to him about it. he knew this was the greatest antipoverty tool we have. the greatest. and if you make sure that women have access all over the world -- 200 million women were asking the world to have this tool. and we were not delivering it, as the world. i knew when i decided to take this on, the reason we were not delivering it was political controversy in our own country and religious issues. so it was a difficult decision for me because of my catholic roots. i am still catholic. but when i met so many women around the world, and they would discuss with me, that this is literally a life-and-death crisis for them as a mom. they would say, "if i have another baby too soon, i will die in childbirth." or, "i have five children. it is not fair to my last child or the others to have another one when i cannot feed them." and so i had to wrestle with my catholic faith and say, "what do i believe in?" i believe in saving lives, so this is the right thing to do. david:

to choose my mom i had to take my doubt i suppose i was at work at the time i had paid time off but i have a customer yelling at me every day people in the night states are being forced to make an impossible choice between going to work or caring for themselves or their loved ones i was working the day that the twins were delivered via syrian section and up through 2 months after their birth pretty sure i cried the 1st week daycare drop off and it just broke my heart you know every time that they cried for me as i handed them off i had a completely unpaid misread of the live i ended up having to start a group when we just soon make rent and other expenses especially medical expenses this is one of the only countries in the world that doesn't guarantee paid maternity leave i hope you don't get sick i hope that i don't get sick and one of the few wealthy countries without paid sick leave the toll that it takes for the whole family it's screen not having a wee led to us filing bankruptcy we still struggle postpartum was really rough i'm sorry and it's a little seriously families for mil

i had. a good job but as endured and and east texas i bought my own little house and the military was something i always wondered do i come from military family i was always taught that it's every citizen's duty to join the military if you can you should and so i want to go ahead and join and start a career. but of course i was 17 years old i had a boyfriend that encouraged me to go in so that's why he didn't give you permission to go. when i was in high school i was impressed with the marines but i had met a colonel that used to run laps around the track after soccer practice and. you'd be perfect for the marine corps because they are really smart and that's what the marine corps needs the professionalism the camaraderie everything about it inspired me. after i graduated high school i left for orlando florida which was the 1st time i was ever on an airplane and a life. initially it was just wanting to go see the world because i'm from a really small town i had a college scholarship to go pla

and bill and i both thought that was a really good idea. however, we had very young children at the time. and i was on several boards and working at the foundation as an executive. and i said to bill, i don't have time to put pen to paper. i just can't do it. bill said, that's ok, i'll do it. so bill started writing it and he did a great job, but he got very used to writing it alone. so when this contraceptive initiative that i was leading came out, i said, bill, i really want to write about this in the annual letter. and he felt like the annual letter was going quite well from his perspective. and so we had some difficult discussions at home and i finally wrote a sidebar in the annual letter. the next year, we discussed it again before pen was put to paper and i wrote a piece of the annual letter, about a third. and the next year, we had another discussion and i wrote half. now, i always write half of the annual letter. we have to sometimes have those uncomfortable conversations. bill and i believe in equality, but did we really have it in our voice? not

a leave of absence so i could have just had 30 days with shepard versus almost 11 weeks. to make the most of her time off even decided to have shepherd early. because i was like i'm done i'm done like using up my leave basically i wanted my newborn with me at my house i wanted to get to know and bond with my baby i don't want to be pregnant any further into that time where i had agreed that i would be gone. that's just pretty crazy calculus to sit there while you're pregnant and make that decision every every family in america makes that decision every single one. this is. her. oh ok. practice that's. what. alice has been derek is a school teacher. he planned to spend his summer off taking care of baby shepherd we only needed a few weeks of care to get to summer and shepherd never made it. a diet april 6th we only knew they'd get to the end of may and then he would have been home with derek and derek would file it gotten some time alone with this little boy. he never got that. that next week or so was just like a boy or. press he was for at the time as hard as going to the

i had a supervisor. to the place where i get calls at 3 o'clock in the morning and he are telling me to come get him and i'm like i can i'm bad and he would then threaten me . i'd walk in from training and he'd be sleeping in my bed. when we went to one of the higher ups the chain of command they were all like his his drinking buddy and they told me just because i didn't like somebody they were going to switch me away from this guy. it was in the evening around taps and. he had unlocked the door and he'd come in and he had an erection and he tried to get me to touch him i took my right hand and i pushed him in the chest and started to yell for the other guys to kind of hear me. he hit me across. the left side of my face i remember. holding the closet thinking what just happened. to my face hurt so. when we went to the command about it me and this petty officer who saw my face. they just let it wait because they didn't want any kind of problems going on. a couple weeks later i needed the key to do my clean

i was told these things were normal. so my worldview had been reshaped to think this is how relationships work, this is how relationships between men and girls, which i was still a girl it was notl a woman, that's how this goes by the time i met a man who convinced me that we were in a relationship and part of this relationship meant i was allowed to have with men for money and bring it back to him i thought it was back to normal.t the society i was in at that point did not call me a trafficking victim i was called the teen prostitute i was made to believe these are my choices, they were more made of my own volition, there is never any conversation about the adults that it taught me these things, the worldview that had been skewed to convince me to it do these things not from the people i was around, not from the court system. it took a long time for that understanding to -- was sold a lot of work now. i can't tell you just how many times i was told i was fat. and i was just hot. instead of the fact i was a child who is being misled. and a

i had nothing to do. i had two roommates, $5 a week spending money. i had free film. what better thing to do with free film than take pictures? a few more questions. >> somebody at columbia thought, okay -- you can bet somebody at columbia thought, they want to take over a building, let them. didn't anybody think, these are the kids of affluent citizens? what are the repercussions? this was a horrible decision. what were the repercussions? parents of these kids were slaving to send their kids to colleges and then have them slaughtered. what were the repercussions? what was -- what spilled out? we know the tragedy. what were the consequences? >> some of the students went home. i know somebody who has a master's in journalism and actually her dad said, if you were involved in those protesting, you should have been shot. the conservative nature back then -- i think you have to look at the generational thing. if your dad or uncle had gone to world war ii and fought in the war and you didn't want to fight in a war, they didn't think you were very manly. they didn't underst

i do for a living. it was the opposite. she had foresight in realizing it would be helpful for somebody not only a former prosecutor but interested in shaping criminal justice reform for the city would be the right person for the space. i appreciate the foresight of the mayor to be open how we can be leaders in san francisco. i was able to transition to the policy space. here i was able to work on legislation, community relations, communication and start to shape the ways our office was going to reform the criminal justice system. it is fulfilling for me. i could create programs and see those impact people's lives. i am the change. it took truants youth to meet with civil rights movement leaders who fought to have access to education. being a young person to understand that helped the young people realize this was an important thing to give up. what we find is that young people who are truanted have a really high homicide rate in our city, which is a sad statistic. we want to change that. >> coming from a community we are black and

i had the worst insomnia i had in my life. during those 12 years i lost relationships, friendships, my grandmother died by suicide, i often needed time away from the book to take care of myself and make sense of what i was doing, to interrogate different parts of the book, to examine my life as i was living it. writing nonfiction for me has never been cathartic, quite the opposite. writing this book is the hardest thing i have ever done. what kept me going? i wanted to write about people who rarely had a home in the literary landscape. i wanted to write about growing up poor in miami and about all the ways queer black puerto rican girls are invisible and hypervisible and about my community without losing sight of what mattered most, the people i was writing about were real, that they existed, they lived and loved even if the rest of the world didn't see them. when i started writing this book i thought not just about how to write my story but how my story is and was collected to a larger world is what my place in that world mig

to write books plural. >> i mean if i had my way i would have gotten my book deal even though i had a vision of my life andcareer . in many ways i wanted to be specific about literally early 30s, that connoisseur phase but i knew that early on that was impacting my life and you work in media, you consume a lot of media and you're clear about the narrative and you can always tell when something is going to change and talking about student loans i didn't feel that i wanted to write the same boring tritepresentation of gay black men . in order to write the book i didn't know necessarily i was even getting another book deal, it was contingent on the first one . but i knew i can't debut this out and i got to write the book that i wanted to but it would do well enough to where i could tell this and i wanted another idea, i don't know if it's really me and obviously we will see, i don't know, it depends. >> does writing about something like student loans, is that something that haunts you and you can't ever get too far away from? was the process of writing about it equal parts triggering an

i had been terrified, i wrote that i had been in pain. i wrote it in that moment if i havhad been able i would have tn him apart. i didn't know if he had experienced a thin if i knew thi hadn't experienced it as a game. it was the first time i think that i didn't immediately see it to someone else's. my brother attempted to accommodate me and at the end of the process there were still two minds present, not one having gained control over another. it's almost what a testament like you are putting this on the experience and there were times before that you put in the buck you are still engaging in what you call reality bending. he was so much nicer to me before the accident and something to the effect he was my best friend before and so wonderful and now these mean. then you go back and realiz rev, he was violent and abusive before the accident and it's almost as if they were playing this game. >> guest: he had a serious head injury and i have revised when the accident took place because they were expecting he might be violent after that acc

reagan: and i knew that i had to keep on. now i had been faking on all these foul balls, so i had him foul in a few more directions. in the meantime, i had dizzy dean on the mound, stepping back and using the rosin bag and shaking off the sign and getting another sign so it would take up time, and all of a sudden curly sat up straight and started to type, and i thought, "here we go." and he handed me the slip of paper, and i started to giggle. it said, jurgens popped out on the first ball pitched. [laughter] [applause] frank: there is another first for this evening. to introduce a man who doesn't even know he is here. [laughter] frank: mr. dean martin. [applause] ♪ dean: where is burt? [laughter] dean: burt, it is a pleasure to be here for your dinner tonight. [laughter] frank: listen, dingdong, we honored him four years ago. dean: [laughs] so i made a mistake. [laughter] dean: and this is for you, clutch. [laughter] dean: are you kidding? ronnie and me -- i call him "ronnie," he calls me "deanie." [laughter] dean: but we sat

i been doing? when had i last seen her? >> i really thought he could be her killer. >> but while police try to prove it, another attack. >> he's got me by the throat and he's shaking me and yelling at me telling me not to say a word. >> you're a prisoner in this apartment now. >> yes. >> her body had kind of been propped up, on to the bed. >> even law enforcement, they thought, what do we have on our hands here? >> there's growing danger because police are looking in the wrong place. >> i lived to tell, and nobody believed me. >> this monster is walking free while they're wasting their time on me. >> can the killer be caught before he kills again? >> it makes you realize how fragile your life is. and that anybody can take it. >> a killer was- the loose in a texas college town. leaving students and parents, terrified. with the shocking discovery ever jammie hart's body, investigators were trying to piece together clues, was the young woman connected to her killer? or did the police have an active predator on their hands? her

i was saved by technology. had a triple bypass a few years ago five years ago if not for that i would be dead and here i am condemning technology. and then ask my colleague to repeat the question so i have a hearing aid is state-of-the-art but doesn't do any good. a bionic man not quite informed yet. it is an experiment. i realize that and flying without a net. >>host: how does somebody with the name lewis get the name stu stud. >> i read the novel by james t fowler in the thirties a chicago guy and i was taken with the trilogy of books but then it got me into trouble. the book working, there is a fireman in the book and soprano language talking very colorful idioms. so this is a letter that i got from george. she missed it but a librarian is not too exciting such as when you wrote the book working one of the people was a spy and from jerry falwell and looking at dirty words and said mr. cooper request is come for a book and i said to the subscriber we don't have pornographic literature and that it's called working

news producer i had to stop watching t.v. ews because i just kept saying the death toll i kept seeing these stories of people who were healthy in 2 days later they were dead trying to stop watching the mirrors i also read a lot of stories about people who were leaving notes and videos on their phone for their loved ones in case they guide and i was never seconds away from death but there were definitely moments where i thought to myself am i going to get out of here and one of the things i remember doing is not deciding not to make any videos i mean videos kind of documenting my experience but never actually made a video saying goodbye because i don't want to concede that it's my part of my life now that i'm going to give a one sentence one sentence to wrap yourself with for now so i mean it's just it's a mental game you just have to convince yourself that you can push through and i think that's the most important thing she's telling you so it's yeah it's possible 90. dr g. sin thank you so much we now know that it is possible

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the only mother i had ever known. i always thought to really just giving the life of any mom would want to give a child. even when i struggle, she was always there. try to figure out how can i help. she would always ask me what to do. and obviously the gave her no answers that were helpful. but she tried. she tried very hard. and she was there. so when i was arrested, and it so that all of the people that i was hanging around and teaching me all of these things that now 16 -year-old girl should never learn. they were nowhere to be found. the only person left standing was a mother. she been my best friend from that moment. she came to visit me every other week in prison and we are still close. her and my husband, on the closest things to me. hilary: she got to know your husband before you got out i was very struck by but everything goes wrong in their life, their mother may not even know what about it. and you just at least at this point, and as you read the book, have such a loving relationship with your mom. there was

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that was redeeming beyond anything i had ever experienced. they saw something in me that was worth salvaging. the only as something worth investing in and it was hard to believe in myself and i started excelling at everything that i put my mind to and ended up getting a 4.0 in every class. ask a what do you think the students you talk about being accepted. what were tse interactions like? >> i don't know if there is an examplef those that treated you in a different way to get a university where there are people that send their children there. a lot of these kids come from very privileged backgrounds although they were the same age as me, completely different from my own and you go into thinking one thing that i found his we have more in common than i ever thought that. it was cool to sit down and see these conversations and that they were interested in learning what life was like from our perspective. seeing how could they be more respectful of the experiences and be more helpful of changing the prison system, the justice system. they were abo

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so i had to bail out. and here we are doing -- we were doing about 400 miles an hour because we'd pushed everything to the wall. so i said to myself remember now out of ten months -- nine months of training not one minute on how to bail out. so you rise to the occasion. pull back on a stick, get some goddamn altitude, and as you go up you reach down on the left side, there's a little wheel that you rotate for nose down. as you turn the stick loose, your nose goes down. pull that sucker up anyway, and as you get up -- i don't know how the hell i got up, all i know it got pretty warm and i had to get out. so as you're going up, you reach out and pull the knob and the goddamn canopy goes off, you get up so high -- i don't know how high but i got kind of warm so i said it's time to go and turned the stick loose. and when you do, what happens to the nose, boom, abruptly. and as the tail dropped you had straps here with a big buckle, and you hit that buckle so the goddamn straps come loose. boom, i come out. i re

i had photos of him. and i had captions. latoon sergeant and i had a picture of him standing next to a tree where he was wounded in in the stomach. and i actually located the guy, and he lived 45 minutes from me and we didn't know that. so i found most of his members that was with us that day, and we still get together. i got wounded about a half hour after that. and at nighttime we couldn't film. and like i said, we were fighting until 2:00 a.m. in the morning. and i picked up a weapon that night and used it. dick, why don't you tell them about your experience. [ applause ] >> like 1.8 million men in our generation, i got drafted. i was 23 -- can we go to the next picture? yeah, go there. yeah. there it is. okay. sorry, i didn't realize i had to do that. like 1.8 million men in our generation i got drafted. i was 23. i had just seen my first pictures published in national geographic magazine, i wanted to be a photo journalist. so when i got drafted to daspo, i was thrilled, i was going to be a photo journalist. as you see th

there was a lot of them, so i had to do several sessions. i said nowhere in the oath of office, nowhere in the constitution does it say you should be talking to the press unless that is part of your job. nowhere does it say you should be stabbing your colleagues in the back so you look better. you serve the nation, and if you job it seriously, you get a and i wanted to stay, if you can't, find another place to work. david: when you are in the ,ilitary and you say you do xyz and they don't do it, what can you do about it? gen. kelly: in the military, if we tell someone to do xyz, expect people to question orders, to push back. i can't, as a commander, know everything. the white house is not -- you can fire people. i had to fire a few people. but very, very few. they were very disruptive, but i had good people. the vast majority of the people who work there are good people. they just need some direction. david: when donald trump was elected, you were already retired from the military. gen. kelly: i had retired from the military about eight mont

but i you know i had a lot of injuries so it was a natural transition for me and i was very grateful to find something else creative that the passion. i started as a to enter 100 shows yeah 800 shows in 2 years makes natalie portman in black swan look like a lay up all for that i cannot imagine how you are going out and you musta been on point or in plea a for like 60. minutes and regular. they had me if they had a nickname for me because i had sort of long gangly legs and these long pretty iffy and they called me bambi on my because i was like sort of an awkward deer on point . but that's what they called me up but i loved it i love i'm gets i was minimal i mean he's 10 years younger than the rest of the cast their rooms like big sisters and brothers to me in theirs and welcome some of their fans and he was such a phenomenon. so i was very lucky it was sort of the beginning of music with the. can't as it was a really big deal at the time so yeah there are 3 i don't want to jump in here and recommend something to you but i recently maybe have seen it as a former dancer there is a bri

and i had an equal role in writing it. but i never thought i'd go out to speak about it and i refuse to be on the television program. i was very careful - - i did a lot of the planning. nothing was done in advance. then i got out of the way. >> do you have any reason why you don't like to speak? >> no. i don't really like to compete. he speaks well. he's done it all his life so why should i compete with him? >> i asked him why it has worked. that's one of the reasons. we've never competed with one another. >> what about economics in your life? >> i was trained fine. 28when we got married, my idea of being married, at least at the very beginning was very different than what people these days feel about getting married. >> what was it? >> i did not attempt to have a career to equal my husbands. >> and where did your family come from? my family came from what was russia when we were there. it's now - - it's not russia anymore. it's the ukraine i guess. i never really kept much track of what happened because i was an infant whe

i had 3 miscarriages before i had shepherd one so he was just really special to derek and i. i'm sure every parent thinks of but i mean. he was very wanted we thought we were going to get to keep him and watch him grow up. alison shepherd would have been 5 this year her daughter as many as 3 and a half. and presley's 9. in 2015 when shepard was 2 and a half months old allie got a call from his daycare asking her to rush back shepherd had stopped breathing. at day she ended up swaddling shepherd putting him in another kid's car seat and then put the car seat on the floor another room and shut the door and she didn't check on him for over 2 hours. and she found him blue. doctors advise against putting babies to sleep in car seats saying it increases the risk of sids or sudden infant death syndrome and then i met them at the hospital where i watched them continue to perform c.p.r. and. stemmed so. this is pretty much like every mother's nightmare. it's just a gamble and a risk that i don't think that any family should have to take. i think our baby should be older and stronger.

i had a few extra pounds, but i worked out five or six days a week. that the bulls and stay in tune with my body —— vegetables, and i would say i was of normal health. you were a coach as well? yes, i coach american football here in the united states, in newjersey, football here in the united states, in new jersey, southern football here in the united states, in newjersey, southern newjersey across the river from in newjersey, southern newjersey across the riverfrom philadelphia. fifth grade boys about 13 years old, andi fifth grade boys about 13 years old, and i went up and down the field quite a bit. well, i think the other member of our conversation has something in common with you. also a sports coach. i want to introduce brendan sheridan from west yorkshire in england. how is today so far? similar days to when i came out of icu at penta fields. you also spent quite a lot of time in intensive care. and i think like brett, you we re care. and i think like brett, you were pretty healthy going in. covid—19 then hit you very fast? yeah. you know, itra

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>> i had it on not too long, i had it on backstage. they said i didn't need it. if you notice nobodies had them on in the group. reporter: workers had them on? >> the workers were because they had working next together. reporter: what kind of message does it help, not social distancing not wearing masks? >> i can't help that. i'm trying to be nice. signing a bill and you criticize us. here is the story. there is nothing i can do to satisfy the media, the democrats, or the fake news, and i understand that we did the greatest job mobilization in history with the ventilators. and i don't think there was a story what a great job we did. now we're helping germany and we're helping many other countries, france, spain and italy by the way and nigeria, sending 250 to nigeria ventilators. two months ago we didn't have any ventilators for ourselves. we were, the cupboards were bare, right, deborah? they were bare. you had no idea. there is not a thing i can do to satisfy the fake news and not a sing thing i can do to satisfy democrats. i watch this phony chuck schumer. ever

in fact i had and ideal growing up. being in nebraska city in the forties and fifties and sixties was a young one - - wonderful place for people to grow up we look back and say we had the most wonderful way it we did not realize it. now my father was in business with his father and then when my grandfather died he bought the assets from the estate my father would have liked me to be in business with him he encourage me to go to engineering school but i had no intention to go into that business. i tried as a young person but you have to have talent with your hands and i don't. i couldn't conceive of the mechanics necessary you have to understand where to cut and nail and i just didn't have that. i couldn't wait to get out of nebraska city even though it's a wonderful place to get on - - grow up but i was ready for new adventures. my father would have enjoyed me coming into business with him, he knew i would never do that. he even counseled me when he fired me and said you just will not make it as a carpenter. you're not g

and so i had to wrestle with my catholic faith and say, what do i believe in?elieve in saving lives, so this is the right thing to do. david: did you find sometimes, a woman would say, take my child? because i cannot raise this child. melinda: more than once. i learned from warren's wife, if you can go in anonymously, i will go into many rural settings, a woman from the west. a pair of khaki pants and a t-shirt. i will give you an example. i was in northern india. i visited a health clinic. so i went into a village. i talked to a woman. by the time i was finished, i had one last question. i said so, what hope do you have? her name was mina, what hope do you have? she looked down for a long time. she cast her eyes down. i thought oh no, i have asked something inappropriate. she finally looked up at me and said, the truth is, i have no hope. i have no hope for feeding this child or that one, or educating them. please, take them home with you. and when that happens -- it was not the first time it had happened to me -- it is heartbreaking. to see a woman who clearl

promise the senate unless i had cause there's no cause i not doing it so then he was fired the need duty attorney general said i made the same promise i'm not doing and he was fired. although there was a question of he resigned or was fired the third in command was a solicitor general carried out the order that was known as the saturday night massacre. three days after that the public reaction the outpouring was amazing. we got bags of mail. huge canvas bags o of postal mail and three days later the president saidd i will appoint a new special prosecutor you can have the tapes than on halloween lawyers went to court one was not recorded it was in a private residence the other one had a tape malfunction he said we will find out what happened and we did it really did look like that was correct. bad luck for us now weree waiting for seven tapes now the day before thanksgiving and the lawyer said we rgot to tell you there's a third problem one has an 18 a half minute gap where should be the conversation that we subpoenaed the jge sai

was still feeling we can exhausted but other than that i had no covert symptoms i thought i would be able to return to work the following week possibly part time it was obvious the situation was extremely serious the prime minister had been gravely ill police were dealing with huge problems and many will isolate c. i felt like oh to turn to work if possible given i was now recovering in order to relieve the intense strain and number tat. on the saturday i sought that saturday i saw expert medical advice explained our family symptoms and all the timings and i asked if it was safe to return to work on monday tuesday sick child care and so on i was told that it was safe and i could return to work and see child care. on sunday the 12th of april 15th days after had 1st after her 1st displayed symptoms i decided to return to work my wife was very worried particularly given my eyesight it seemed to seem to be infected by the disease she don't want to risk a nearly 300 mile drive with our child given how ill i had been we agreed that we should go for a sh

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we can get anything done because of this. >> i am a retired police officer. have you hadany success of reaching out to the law enforcement community but agitating the song officers? have you thought about that quick. >> absolutely i have a wonderful relationship with law enforcement. i do try to educate them. they don't understand what is happening overseas so it is very very important law enforcement, teachers, psycholot , anybody dealing with young people really needs to understand what is happening. yes, absolutely at one point i even helped the fbi to develop an intervention program they never ended up using to do that touchy-feely intervention work but this is something when exit for white nationalist but all young people to make sure even the most marginalized communities have access to opportunity and are empowered because it isn't just a solution to defeat extremism for part of crumbling infrastructure. >> thank you for coming tonight. im curious how you excommunicate yourself from the group it seems like the work now is dangerous have you ever had to deal with th

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