really really dove into the stories and i'm talking back in mechanicsburg off of old hollow and sleepy hollow road i have buried this it's like a ghost of a memory that i brought back up when you write something like this got her a gun point at 16 years old with 3 of my buddies partying on an abandoned road off an old holler road and these 2 guys thought we had robbed their house and you know 34 guys back there listening to music argue no over whether skinner's better than sept wayne or rush's better think yes all those arguments are going on and they literally held us a gun point it was and i negotiated for my lights i literally knew they were it was a 36 and a shotgun and i knew this was going to go bad and we just sat there and i negotiated and not killing us showed him the trunk of the car where there was some less than reputable p.b.r. as that were warm and that was it we didn't steal anything when we got to live and i'm here to talk to you about it but those moments in the book it goes through the highs the lows the craziness that's happened me being diabetic since the age of 6 and it's just