it's left to mahmoud and fawaz to pick up the pieces. right now they don't know where to start.make money. i have my dignity. i never put out my hand and ask for help. but now i really need help. my situation is really, really bad. all i am thinking about is how to get out of here. i hate this country. my sister died here. when syrians came to live in lebanon they thought they were at least safe. with that illusion now shattered, some just want to leave. paul adams, bbc news. small music venues are being thrown a lifeline this week, with 135 of those most at risk of closing getting emergency funding. the troubadour in london, where adele and ed sheeran performed early gigs, and the jacaranda in liverpool, where the beatles held early rehearsals, are among the recipients of the government's culture recovery fund. here's lizo mzimba with more. artists ranging from chrissie hynde to paul young, and bands ranging from motorhead to u2 have played here at the horn in st albans. it's one of 135 music venues across england that are receiving emergency grants from the government. the mon