tight on the budgets always so i didn't have a lot of days to move fast it was the opposite of stanley kubrick if you want you mentioned life and death because in this book it's very apparent that after painting as amazing they were a man take a picture of your parents and their meeting in the shadow of world war 2 you literally seem to be almost suicidal in your desire. for it too far to say for death of the being rejected for an all to enlist i explain that in detail it was very painful for me i haven't. lived a magical life for 15 years in new york and in france my mother was french my father was a soldier colonel in world war 2 in mary it was a beautiful but here they never belong together they were. i'm the product of that it's a contradictory relationship between 2 people that has haunted my whole life and by writing the book i understood myself better as being torn between these 2 and i'm the child of that divorce and i try to write about what a child of divorce is like he sees the world in a different way he sees the world as a lie i mean what people are saying about themselves is ofte