i mean, i'd just be in tears all the way home. >> samela payne felt hollowed out when she heard.ood friend, fellow nurse, gone just like that. so you were going to be friends for life, no matter where -- >> absolutely. >> -- each of you traveled to, huh? >> absolutely. we were family. >> the day after she got the news, samela drove to ciara's home. she just had to see the place with her own eyes. you went to the scene? >> i went to the scene, because i -- i just still did not want to believe that she was gone. >> so everything's yellow-taped -- >> i was in denial -- >> -- and closed off. right? >> i was in denial that my friend was gone. >> she spoke to an officer who was there guarding the crime scene. >> what did you talk to him about? >> any and everything that i can remember that -- that she would tell me and what she was going through. >> and what samela said about her conversations with ciara caught the officer's ear, because it certainly didn't match jarod's story. this post-divorce relationship was more than just a little strained. samela says ciara had long confided in h