that people don't understand why people like me are hair right and i'm always fly you know i'm half feagin half pakistani my mom's family from pakistan that's moved during partition you know my great grandmother ended up in fiji as indentured labor which i know is i have a similar story to you in that way and the money that exploded back from her labor all the way in the fiji islands is came back to the u.k. i mean i've been paul of the british working class generations we've been part of it our histories are so intertwined so it could be a point of solidarity and connection and yet it's a conversation that just leads to division and fight and you're not really british i guess not a lot i was born in the switch there isn't a way that i could be more british and yeah i think the tenor of that conversation is to say well you are ok so you're legally british you have a british passport you're not as british is as someone else who doesn't look like this that phrase you know we are here because you were there our parents were british is when they came here one of the things that really struck m