and i spoke to people older than me and people like dolores huerta, and they said, you know what?o this is a time of extraordinary creativity. and so that's kind of in terms of for me the gratitude, the creativity, just doing things if we can, if we have the privilege, because we are very privileged the three of us right here. we're incredibly privileged. that we can be talking about this, that we can be saying, oh, my god, gratitude, gratitude. at the same time, as a covid survivor, let me tell you, that changed everything for me. every day i'm like, i'm here, my husband is here, my kids are here, my doggie, walter, my cats, you know, people who i care for. yo, i'm like, good. i'm good, now let's go out and do something crazy, do amazing journalism, meet incredible people, laugh with cristela and with you, take up space. yeah, it's all about it. by the way, i love adele too. but i'm i'm sorry for you, cristela, pobrecita, you were crying alone in your car. i'm so sorry for you. >> sometimes we feel what we feel what we feel, maria. we can't stop it. that's human nature. that's ok