. >> his father, manfred, or fred as most people call, and came to take charlie home. >> how is your> upset. he was definitely one -- he was crying. he couldn't drive. i didn't really have eyes for him in that moment -- >> you are just a mess? >> yes. >> and charlie still could not believe what he was hearing. >> it really didn't set in until i saw the house and then it all came crashing down. >> his home was a crime scene. >> the house was taped off and, there were people going in and out of the house. a lot of neighbors around. like everything you see on tv. >> you never think it's going to be? it's surreal. very much so. >> what is that lost feel? >> yeah, i can't put it into words it was tremendous, it was awful. i immediately called mark and babbling on the phone, i couldn't even speak. >> mark was charlie's uncle, lynn's brother. >> after the initial shock, here is disbelief. then burst into tears right away, i started screaming, i was just stunned. >> linda grew up in ohio, she was the baby of the family, the only girl. here she is with her two older brothers, john and mark, b