and at that moment, i wanted them to tell me nastya i am proud of your choice there. ing for you there to help, yes, well, i wanted to hear these words, but in the end, the military commissariat refused me even when i was already in the training school, that is, there was no way back, i could not just go home, i already, well, if i got into the training school, there is only one way, that is to join my brigade then and there they refused, everyone refused, go home and well, because i am a woman, i am a woman, i still have to give birth , this is the argument , ah. will be nastya as woman, what difficulties do you face at the front, you face every day, well, if i'm honest, i've already solved these problems , but before that, i came. they give me a uniform, they give me a weapon, and they gave me this uniform, i put it on myself, there was no mirror to look at myself, and i went here, pulled myself up with a belt, and then, when i had the opportunity to look around, i saw that i have this shoulder where the shoulder should be hangs to the elbow my pants are a bit tight,