so hello to john hohmann. hebron morgan, i'm in elephant on there. so great to have all of you here. how comfortable or uncomfortable is it to talk about what you've done this year? honest. take off the filter, john. i'm just thinking about that as you court. thank you. let's make it. we did have a film which was was going to tell you about, jen, it's, i colleague met go what they going. yeah. and then just good publicize it to be quite low price in mexico. so i've got, that's probably the wrong answer to get it. all right, and you don't like, i'm okay. i can talk about, i think now a paper to have to talk about the process, the journalism and not just deliver the reporting that does that feel good? is what we used to talking about obviously, you know, we used to talking about, i would say the people we're doing theories on and the issues returning theories on but then the process itself, you know, it's a hearing for them and very sometimes it's a happy process sometimes the depressing process depending on the kind of thing they're getting shot. so y