o.j. simpson j's, all the aftermath of the north ridge, every police pursuit you can imagine and also all my childhood videos. they use the news camera like it was a camcorder so every piece of my childhood was documented. >> it arrived i think it was christmas time and we sat down after the kids went to bed we were looking at tapes and they're all out of order. there's one where a horse and fully into a ravine. ariel rescue katie and her mother helicopter for a while and thought and suddenly mom and dad were on the ground and the kids are nowhere to be found. we call her mother and said what happened there, just t after . oh, we left you with one of the neighbors. you loved it. they gave us three. >> office at around 's house and said we got to hike down this ravine. i was showing tony and it was ultimately me laughing and saying look at this while and crazy thing and click on another video and it would be something dark and ugly. i see some down and thought the only way to getthis , to explain to myself why i did 2016 and weather as you keep doing journalism whwas to figure out where i