this is called cutting off one's will for nine years at the faculty of history. at the archivalthen i took up the history of international relations and wrote a dissertation, english searches for some buddhist texts. well, in general, a lot of things were fond of. i was interested in psychology, philosophy, ethics. and there was some kind of search, as i see now, but i just wanted to comprehend god with my mind, this feeling, here is god's presence. our main direction is like that of a mother or advice, which is patroness is a ministry. in general , she was a princess of darmstadt, the granddaughter of queen victoria; she married the grand duke sergi from the romanov house, moved to russia, converted to orthodoxy. she founded the marian convent in moscow, and it still exists, we seem to have taken over from her this baton of serving people, like again such a sacrificial one, one might say, giving all of ourselves. there are up to 1500 brothers there in winter, who are these brothers? these are the disabled. these are bums. these are former drug addicts, that is, the audience is