ifirst helicopter crash right in front of our house.as it you and your crew? the message goes live at all red and there was nothing. ten minutes later i am back to my phone and it was still not delivered. and i know ash always uses his phone for guidance on the helicopter and everything. an hour later, still not delivered. and then one of his other really good friends that we work to flights with said it was him, he's gone. i said, flights with said it was him, he's gone. isaid, i flights with said it was him, he's gone. i said, i will always remember it. i was hoping it wasn't, even when i woke up this morning, i went straight to it, and it will still not delivered. very surreal. haifa straight to it, and it will still not delivered. very surreal. how do ou feel? not delivered. very surreal. how do you feel? gutted. _ not delivered. very surreal. how do you feel? gutted. gutted, - not delivered. very surreal. how do you feel? gutted. gutted, but- not delivered. very surreal. how do you feel? gutted. gutted, but what| you feel? gutted.