well, the threat of death and some such incredible things, but i went to the monastery, nastorozhevskyayer of words, chose there prayers for children for other parents that i liked and began to pray in the evenings on the third day, the enemy of the human race appeared himself. well , i already said in a way, that you are completely insolent here, all of us are still against us. including poltergeist and that's the way i enemies. i don't recommend anyone to go there. it was a test, i will not be afraid, i will not give up , i will not give up, but only on the spiritual front. well, about this spiritual front. how did you make this decision to go to this war to become a monk to take tonsure you know, here is the lord in calls himself through circumstances and people dared to say that he was friends with vladyka pitirim nechaev and communicated with the patriarch. and that is, i met with the highest people in the church, and i naturally developed from this communication a very favorable attitude towards the church in persons. let's say, like some people. and then father vladimir ivanov ,