aminka didn’t go to kindergarten at home today. already big, she says that she will be a doctor, sheor sergeant adel shemgunov, please accept our condolences, what helped you not to break down, how did you withstand all this? love and gratitude for the fact that i had the opportunity to be the woman of a real man, during the funeral, looking at dali, i always heard a voice, some voice that i constantly repeated thank you, thank you, thank you, i remember how i then attached my last letter to his heart, i lived all this time with gratitude, and what was in that letter? i wrote to him about how much i love him. you know, a child taught me this, because the child accepted the loss more worthy than anyone else, after the funeral, when we brought the big portrait, we went home, amina came up to him, kissed the portrait, raised her eyes, looked at me and asked one single question, mom, dad will not come again, i am very grateful to him for what he he left me his continuation. how old am i now? 4 years old, does she even remember dad? yes, she, she talks about him in the kindergarten, and w