know is that we've been promised in the quran that our enemies are going to suffer, so in surat verse, iah 104, um, allah says, and don't be weak, in the pursuit of the enemy, if you are suffering, then surely they two are suffering as you are suffering, but you have hope from allah, and that that which they don't have, so you're being told that if if you're at war with someone and you you see that you're suffering, the idea that they are not suffering is not there, allah is telling us, allah is promising us that they are suffering, now they may try and hide it, they may not report on their casualties, they may not report on um their deaths, they may not report on the... amount of people who are seeking medical, mean mental health support after, but the reality is this is a promise to us made by allah, they are going to suffer. we can say it's ptsd, we can say it's guilt, but ultimately it's the promise of god. absolutely, and uh, if i could just come back to yourself, mean, how do we really begin even address the kind of trauma that you were mentioning as well, but in particular the traum