don’t know, i had such a simple need, i somehow understood that it was possible if i didn't have oleksasyndrome and with peculiarities, i would definitely, well, something would be there, well, maybe. perhaps i do not know, although i am a very comfortable person, great, and i remember my simple feeling of wild contempt for the father of my child, i could not... cope with him at all, that is , it haunted me, this contempt, and i simply did not know what to do with it, how should i cope, we have to cope, i say, you have me cure, maybe, maybe you will cure me in 15 minutes, how can i cope and maybe other people with this feeling of contempt for a person, by the way, for people whom we saw, who were such machomen, and who shot there, who drove on... i don't know who they were, they were ready to beat, excuse the faces to everyone, well , you know, there are such, here they are, and they played dancing, playing airplanes, they were like that, i remember one of my acquaintances, he was always conquering such a virtual world, fighting, seizing lands, here comes a real war and everything, a pe