it was hardly a bestseller, but kontji anthony found it quite read.s between sherra and lorenzen and the two main characters in the book are uncanny. and as you're going through the book, you're hearing claims of infidelity to domestic violence. marc perrusquia: so i asked her. i said, did this really happen? she goes, oh, yeah. absolutely, this happened. 99.9% of that book is our real life. i just changed some names around. andrea canning: the book ends with the sherra and lorenzen characters settling in for a night of romance. but in real life, ren's close friends were beginning to share the same suspicion his mom and police already had. that on the last night of his life, sherra wasn't ren's lover. she just might have been involved in his murder. bill adkins: i felt very confident that she played some kind of role in it. but to what degree, i did not know. so maybe even indirectly. indirectly, directly, yeah. before the fact, after the fact, she had something to do with it. andrea canning: maybe, but no one was able to prove it. as the fifth annive