there's a piece by janet malcolm, the late janet malcolm. it's called 41 false starts. and so she starts a profile about artist david saul 41 times. so she starts in scene in his art studio. she starts with with something he did as a kid she starts with a story about him. she goes at it from 41 different directions. and that's profile at the end, it's over. and when you read it, it's impossible not to want to do exactly that, you know, with a piece. and there's so many remarkable know because they just take it over the years. and there's a great profile of anatole broyard, who was the critic for the times and he pretty much was was a black man who passed as white and his kids didn't even know that he was black for years. and it begins with someone who's staying in a house that he owned. and they look at a magazine and they've cut out part of his bio. and that's the part of bio that says that that he was black. and so then they begin and they build the story. but the other, too, is that it's filled with contradictions and half the time you love him. half the time you're