period and long story short, sadly and this is this this is mentioned in sarah's book died he his colleagues of theodor and maxhorkheimer had gotten him an exit visa a sorry an visa to the united states to come to new york. and i often like to think honestly imagine like what would the benyamin new york be like? but he got to the spanish border and they said, you can't you can't leave. and he killed himself a out of just melancholy. he was always a passive guy, but b, he was like, they're not going to let everyone else through. i'm right. the german jewish communist guy that yeah, yeah. so benjamin has this famous line about being humanity for the emergency brake. and i think about that a lot when thinking about grief time, when i'm thinking about exhaustion, when i'm thinking about everything it is like, what if it's actually just us saying stop rather than do more and do the next thing and do the next thing. the, you know, the closer thing to revolutionary activity i've ever seen is a whole city on strike. yeah, right. that, like, the thing where working people have traditionally had the most power and this