me it was anxiety. right. shany, the support provided to you after 7/7, was it good enough? it was entirely absent. it took the, you know, real attention of my family to say there isa attention of my family to say there is a problem here, you know, iwas obsessed with the thus. i was very depressed. i didn't have a talking volume, everything was shouting and snapping at people. and it was my mum that eventually was right, i'm taking you to the doctor's, you're not yourself. she put a media ban on my house for a month to kind of break the cycle of being updated on what the latest was news wise and when i did go to my gp, my gp was fantastic. however, she did as much as she could. after that, it's a waiting list and gu on a waiting list with everyone else that has any kind of potential mental health problems and that waiting list can be six months long and then when you do get help, it's not somebody that is specialist in dealing with post—traumatic stress disorder. you could get any...

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thank you. shany, thank you for talking to us. shaney, we appreciate your time. and mark castle. anyone from manchester, the young girls in particular, if they would like my personal help, i would love to be there for you. i know exactly what you are going through, and i think that is really important. that current survivors help future survivors. are you on twitter? yes, please reach out if you need me, i am here.

because the pathway can be long for some people. colin talked about the idea of something triggering and it suddenly coming back and shaney talked about the same thing, so the idea that you can come back at that point is really important. that didn't happen with me. i came back for counselling after eight years when i then felt ready in myself and ithen when i then felt ready in myself and i then recognised i still had pdst symptoms. i have very bad memory now which i now understand comes from the fact when you have experienced trauma you can actually experience memory loss to take away what you we nt memory loss to take away what you went through, but that can also wipe out a tonne of other memories before that occasion and it was only when i started recognising other symptoms coming forward that i went back and againi coming forward that i went back and again i went to the back of the waiting listment i waited again before i got seen. i had 12 sessions and when my councillor...