easy. and if you ever returned, the same would happen? they may find some other way around, put me to psychiatry clinic, it will be torture, it will be a way to make me absolutely... it is no way to go back to russia, it is a dangerous threat to my life. there is strong evidence that i am injeopardy and i do not want to underestimate the danger. does that mean inevitably you are constantly looking over your shoulder? co nsta ntly scared 7 you could be scared for a few days, but you cannot look behind. no, i'm not a fatalist, but i'm in very good hands. rodchenkov is accompanied by his american lawyer, who's clear about the threat has client faces. russia has a very well— known history of retaliating against people that are enemies of the state.