so, how come? as fbi director i was stuck there, i ended up as the referee in the middle of the nastiest world cup football match we had ever seen and since i got fired i decided i couldn't look myself in the mirror if i didn't share my view of what ethical leadership should look like. so involuntarily, for the first part, voluntarily now. i suppose it invites people to wonder whether there is an element of personal ego, even a vanity in the way you have conducted yourself in this highly contentious period. sure. that is a totally reasonable question, i hope not now, i will prove it is not about me trying to be famous by going away once this period is over, you won't recognise me in airports any more. but before that, sure. i get why people ask that. it is not true and if people stare at the way we made decisions, it was not about ego. you say it is not true, i reflect on your memoir, you talk about the way you saw working in new york as a prosecutor