we just got it ourselves. i'm joined by ryan smith. you've been all over the trial. the hand stand video, we have our own private thoughts, why won't the jury see it? >> because it's prejudicial. the prejudicial value whether outweigh the probative value. basically what it would tell the jury. and you can see this as what does it really tell you about whether she's guilty or not, whether she killed him in self-defense or not. so that's why it won't get in. but it is so strange. the officers and you canned to her, she's minutes away from getting arrested, minutes away and she's doing head stands. >> and sinking. >> and singing to herself. so you have to say to yourself what's this all about.gking. >> and singing to herself. so you have to say to yourself what's this all about.ing. >> and singing to herself. so you have to say to yourself what's this all about. they didn't claim insanity here, so this is just her being frankly strange. for no apparent reason. >> that's the segue to...