>> you wrote in the book that you were wishing you were anyone else but there. >> anyone elsewhere, baa lee maybe. >> do you regret not going to ball lee instead? >> no. i knew i lady had to go. i quickly add the next day was great. the women march filled and the history really lifted my spirits. >> you also write in the book that george w. bush reportedly said after the inauguration, that was some weird shit. >> yes, and i said i cub agree more. >> you agree with that sentiment? >> i do. it was so strange. i mean. >> we reveal your sourcing on that, is she sitting across from me right now? >> well no, i phrased it delica delicately. i went to the lunch afterwards. >> you also said you spent a lot of time on the platform avoiding eye contact with a lot of people who had been cruel to you. >> yes. was aware there were a lot of people there who had said terrible things opinion me. i could hear some lock-her-up chants in the distance. i -- >> you're talking about jason? >> yes. i thought...