calling my mom and saying don't tell anyone anything. don't tell them any information. although she did say i called her first. of course i had already told some people. i was surely wasn't going to tell anyone else. i knew the kind of seriousness and my mom's voice so i decided don't tell anyone anything. and i didn't have to. because of those like people i don't told by people and they told by people, and they told by people. and i found out i was hiv-positive on july 172003, and it seemed like the rest of my national community, it seemed like word had spread. so immediately when i came out of the hospital, i was a college student and i was forced to go back to college in order to keep my health insurance, so i was able to, you know, treat this virus. and i remember being at school, you know, from the semester before i was the girl on campus. and now it was like i was walking to class by myself. no one wanted to do class projects with a.