you know, just didn't want, to and i didn't. i have vague images of the pit, but i didn't really focus on that. >> immediately after the murders, the cult leaves the farm and roams the country for the next few months. slowly, the members disband and luff returns to missouri. his role in the murders starts to weigh on him. >> nine months was -- it was december when i got out. >> you got out how? just remind me. >> well, by this time, we had been moved back to missouri. that's where he lost control of the group. it was unavoidable to have them contact with outside again. >> did you review your own complicity in the crime at that point? were you able to say to yourself -- >> well, i began to doubt whether i could continue any farther because god had gotten too ugly, just plain too ugly to follow anymore. that grew eventually into serious doubts about whether or not what we did was right and then eventually to a conviction and it was wrong. >> luff's growing realization he participated in...

which he is capable. it revolves around a family named avery who are fellow group members. >> the avery family had been a part of the group early on. they had lived up there before we moved up. he had basically emptied them of everything they had. when they moved up they had money, and it was his. they had a second car and he got one car and left them the one that didn't run. when it got to the point where he had basically used them in every way then he had no use for them. they were seen as unwelcome. and so he looked at me, we were working out together, just the two of us out in the barn, and he says, i just want you to know one thing, we're not bringing friends this time. >> lundgren approaches luff and tells him to dig a large pit in the barn. it is another command luff follows without question. >> you knew something bad would happen? >> i would say within a few days, at least, beforehand, we certainly -- i mean, those of us who had prepared the pit in the barn understood that...