be stress on top of stress. mr. rosario. good to see you again. >> you look almost as nervous as the first time we did this. are you? >> i'm always nervous about this. being on camera. >> why? >> i'm not used to it. you're used to it. >> listen, just be yourself. just speak the truth. >> of course. >> that's all that matters, right? so we first spoke on camera two years ago. you've never been worried about what we would find. >> no. >> not for one moment. >> not for one moment. i've been an open book since the beginning. >> how many facilities have you been in? >> 11. >> 11 different facilities. you've been locked up for 20 years. >> 20 years. >> and you just had your latest appeal denied. >> yeah. >> how do you process that? how do you deal with that? >> i've been through it so many times. so my bar of expectation is so low. but it hurts. you get denied and then i want a visit with my wife and i can't even look at her. i don't want this for her.