as you start i guess you gravitated towards the real world you must i went to it from ohio i don't think they were out there scanning for paypal so you had to go solicit that thing after how do you know did you say you're in you're hired these are hearing years old. is so not spending lightly on how your office is that was 19 years ago with the real world you're right i had to go looking for it so i was watching the rebels in new orleans which is the previous season the one that i was on and i saw a commercial and i said i was there like do you want to track down i was like i do you want to try out well sit in the video so i made this video on a v.h.s. by the way because back then we didn't have our little camera phones that you know it's hat today so i had a v.h.s. i remember putting press editing it by pressing play and record on my v.h.s. . videos because i always would record everything off might big huge v.h.s. camera and so so yeah i sent in a video and back then there wasn't...