your absence, because you are not alive, stop the race , oksan, really, try not to avoid the pain aksanass on this baton, can i ask you what the most it was important today for you, what you endured, living through pain, growing through pain, i really really don’t want to do this, and what i’m faced with now, when, well, the relationship... ended with me constantly asking, being constantly in a position asking, that he has debts family, the fact that the financial situation is difficult, yes, i work, but this is still not enough for a family of two children and two adults, then he continued to simply live separately, but the person decided to disappear, it seems to me that the very beginning is only now, and he disappeared, lived in a change house, somewhere on a construction site, and i called, i said, how is this possible, then tell me, you give up children, you give up everything, i miss you too, i filed for divorce, it’s sad, but i expected this from you, i can’t resist your decisions, i can’t do anything, i don’t feel like i’m everything change anything, wait, seriously, you don’t