now we're rejoined by our guest, ari denique. his. he's a research fellow at blue print for free speech, r e. tell us about your case. what did you do that made you blow the whistle? saint john? well, in 2001. ah, it was invited to join 3rd reserve police force. now to me that was a great opportunity. since i come from a family of 4 use officers. i mean, my brother was a police officer, my uncle, my causing so everybody was a will use officer. now i was the giggles of family. i was think there was a computers. but in south africa that, that what you and your ice and i joined the force now in 2004 i was, i witnessed a, the 1st torture of the units and it was horrific. it was terrible. i mean, i grew up in greece, up until 17, in the democratic country, and you know, docile to well be brought up some. so when a, so a and african suspect he was a suspect of stone and laptops, been stripped naked bass into a chair, and then police officers putting a bug over his head and suffocate him. you know, that was at any point for me. so what i did