let's say as a public moment of 2,000 people from a corporation, i like to think that i'm weaving an arkans inspiration never give up on your dreams. but if you went to hear a life story i don't compare myself to people who have truly suffered, you know, egregious times, but this was my cross to bear, being sexually abused as a kid, and it wasn't just that first time you read about at age 14, but all through the high school years, humiliated, degraded. it has stayed with me. as you just said i'm a bad as, and i am, i walk around the world like this is my planet, i own the place. >> good for you. >> but there is a little hurt corner of that soul, the rage and the humiliation and the shame never go away. trust me, they don't. >> why now share your story? >> for me it's not about why now. i started speaking up and went into the principal office age 21 after i graduated told the story. that coach was fired from that school. he went as the epidemic goes up the coast, got another job, molested at the next job, went up the coast and got another job. >> unreal. >> it's the way it goes. but for me i