astrakhan region, ivanovka village. and spent the night in astrakhan at the station and at the stop was at the bazaars spent the night, because that at the moment at the station, a young girl seemed to come from me. i don’t know how old i was 25, what it was and she would have applied to me, how to see red square in moscow, see if the red train in moscow was like brothers to me, her husband would already have a small baby. although i have already arrived at the apartment. them. so she took my passport and bought a ticket, she won't give me a passport. that is, we're going, we've arrived in kazan. here they rent an apartment there, they have a special taxi , they, as it were, put us in a taxi. here they drove at the accumulation of the car, where the traffic jams, as if to ask for mercy, and at the moment i already realized, even then , already when i was already at the apartment, that she was already deceiving me. and at that moment i couldn’t do anything, because there was such a big collapse of men, no matter how i survived, at the moment i didn’t have a cell phone. why did they need you? well, they earned a lot a day 5 10.000. they are at a different point. i am at a different point in the morning, let's say 8 o'clock, there is a cluster of cars. people work, as it were, until 8 o'clock in the evening. they also hid their legs and bought wheelchairs, as if for invalids. it was such a business, but you will actually get something, as it were. which legs were hiding, they came to me, as if they took all the money, the package was folded and that's it. and there she already led the account. well, you were fed, fed, at least not, you didn’t eat, you didn’t feed her, you sat hungry, but sat. how did you survive then? well, passers-by will give a pie there, sometimes they will take tea there. how long did you spend in such slavery a year a whole year you were sent to kazan by train, it is not important in a bag. in some carried to the train you were taken in a wheelchair correctly, you could turn to passers-by and start screaming to create noise. people would run when you were in a traffic jam on the road. you could ask one of the motorists to say, call the police squad. well, a lot of people would have gathered and you would have started to understand this situation. there were people who made sure that i didn’t have a phrase. not under the gun forced to ask for mercy. maybe you liked it all, and it suited you and you didn’t want to ask someone for help contact me. i would like to ask for help. well, it turned out like this at the moment when the man stopped at the traffic jam, as if we were talking to him. i explained to him the situation that i did not have on the phone. i can’t call, neither relatives, for example, nor my mother. here you can somehow donate organs there, so he told me , i can help you the next day. he told me to drive up, such and such a car, such and such a number, as if he said, immediately jump in there, a minibus drove up, as if i immediately jumped in, they threw my stroller over, as if i poured it out, they were not afraid to contact this person. it's not clear where the car will take you. that is, what was it? you couldn't take it anymore or what or last try, because where will he take you? you also do not know how you would like to be saved. i just thought how gullible i would be and thought that at that moment i didn’t think that i could get there further. just imagine, here in moscow it’s full of people. which all remain directly nikolay how are you feeling? what well self ask yes one other third cases. it would be nice if the sixth one would have responded, not the sixth, tenth, fiftieth, fifteenth twentieth, but someone would definitely have entered his situation. i was scared. i was scared that they, in addition to the fact that you are being held captive. they could have just killed you, i didn’t think that they would kill me there. uh, like a threat. they are there that there is no kill. no one has become a secret to anyone that such a socially protected category of people. this is a very good source of income ever. for this year, your relatives were looking for you, she seemed to be not interested. that's even at the moment he was leaving, the city is she even who is her mother? my mother, how would she take me in 2003 from the internet. here she was deprived in childhood, when i received, as it were, an injury, as it were, from her words. she told me that here we had a road crossing, as if my grandmother lived . and our house was across the road, as if she went to her grandmother. i ran after her and an oncoming motorcycle with a cradle. you see, at that time i was a year and nine, as if i had already walked and ran after her and an oncoming motorcycle with a light me, as if moved out of me and got a head one, as you shave his head. here i had a seam turned out. i have a spinal injury, as it were, here i was immediately abruptly, as it were, she soon took me away and treated me, as if they were babies. so, as it were, i was there until 6 years old, after 6 years, as if i was transferred to another boarding school and i was there. from the age of 23 there was your mother decided on parental rights. no, she herself abandoned me already in the baby house. that's when i was told to pick her up. here she says i can't take it hard. i can't handle at the moment. she had a child there, which is the most recent, she gave birth to a brother, then they also deprived him of her, because she drank, and a motorcyclist suffered some kind of punishment, who actually crippled you and your life, as if he was imprisoned, he served time. and what happened to the legs of the bones to walk, at least to limp, no, i could not walk, because it went from realization. they took, as if during an operation, when they operated on me, they took a function from the spine to the point nervous system. as if it went with me, as if this place no longer feels anything with me, but my legs refused, they completely refused, and i took them up to 15 years after me with these legs. so i crawled in this orphanage in a stroller, no matter how they gave me, i crawled and went outside. and all these legs i tore off mine and, as it were, the first leg. it’s like, i rubbed a callus, also tore it, no matter how the doctors havatno, no matter how much they looked, no matter how they didn’t care how i crawl there, as if he brought it for birth. it went specifically to me the first leg, as if a poshchik about amputated, then above the knee and even higher, and i kind of burned my second leg, as if blisters appeared. i didn't seem to feel it either. i , as it were, also ripped off their pose. how i got into my leg infection, well, i kind of had a bed in our room and was a battery, and i sort of leaned over. this is the place, and how i would love it. and in the end, after the burn, they also amputated your legs, too, because the infection went, as if life, of course, turned upside down, growing up is education itself, no matter how a tragedy, who then i worked with you paid attention to you when i was in rehab. so i worked with a girl with the alphabet and began to study, as if i were a little bit, as if she taught me with this, then i began to slowly pull myself up. do you think your legs could be saved after all. i think, yes, it was possible, it was possible at that time there, if there was a serious injury to the back of the brain canal of the spine, then there are cases when nothing can be done about it. only care remains for this patient, so that there is no longer an island of magical complications that lead directly to amputation and possibly even death, did you ever find out? is it possible for you to make some kind of prostheses, if we have a rehabilitation center in astrakhanprostheses in 2014, they took measurements there and said that it was impossible, because the bone. very short, it is necessary to increase the bone, as i understand it, that there is no mobility of the pelvis, you don’t feel it right, how would the limbs, respectively, typical exoprosthetics. it just won't fit nikolay. we're not just a protesa, but an exoskeleton. bionic due to which which would help nikolai move at the present time. we are developing such developments, but again, that is, these are all test samples, so put nikolai right there today, as it will no longer work on prostheses, therefore, only in some research projects. well, then nikolay can be connected to this process, but if he is interested in participating, as a tester of such it should be interesting. yes, of course, i would like to participate. you live alone, i live alone. my mother died like if my brother had abandoned me, how would the fellowship of my sister also turn out to be. they wanted to take away the ho