so i had numerous of dark days. they began to open up though as i got a diagnosis, but then again, i got misdiagnosed and i'm trying to figure that one out now. but again, those dark days came from me of not knowing. but now i have more bright days because i know much more than i did then about mental illness and er.g th doesn't com to accept that you are different, to accept that when you come out of the closet and even let people know that you are dealing with a challenge in your life, accepting that you are going to have to go through all kind of different changes, all kind of different moods. not only your mood, but their moods too. how do you know if you are going to be able to? everyone doesn't accept it, but guess what? i did. i accepted it. i accepted it my own, because it was dealing personally with me and i knew i had to go on through life. so accepting this diagnosis and dealing with it was something that i had to do. next comes treatment. now how was i either going to seek treatment, get treatment or wha

not to give up and go back to the darkness, but switch providers. because by and large, there are good matchs that can be found. of course this is true in relationships, true in jobs and true in all aspects of life and certainly true in psychotherapy or any cognitiive-based therapy. finely finally i started to get help, but that help came very slowly. another thing i needed to leash how learn how to manage is how fast you can recover? for any kind of managed care program that would limit the number of sessions, say psychiatric or psychological sessions that someone would receive, i think a profound disservice is happening and we'll see what happens when the affordable care act takes effect next year, 2014 and what we'll have in terms of managed care and there will be managed care for mental health. if i was limited to even a 20-session limit, i wouldn't have even gotten to the point i have gotten today. i would still be in the darkness. i would still be a horrible mess. so it took me years, years' of therapy and it did finally work for me to pull ou

not even allowed to walk their own streets after dark.le electric power left in the city, but what lights do glow around town, much of it comes from places like this -- small kiosks serving the congolese version of barbecue and what passes for cold beer. christian is one of our fixers, tasked with keeping us on track and out of trouble. which, believe me, is a big job around here. you know, it's an amazing-looking city, if you blur your vision a bit, you can see it the way it used to be. >> beautiful. i think it could be the best place to live. very kind people. people like listening to music, eating. >> what's the congolese word for barbecue? >> barbecue. >> cheers. >> cheers. >> i like any meat on a grill. it's looking good. grilled goat with cabri, a traditional stew on the side. >> now we're talking. >> roasted, put some sauce in there. >> that's delicious. >> as you can see, people don't eat meat. meat is quite expensive, almost $2. >> which is a lot. more than mousse people make in a day or even two days. what are the first things y

ted and i have been there after dark.if go there after dark, you get a sense of wloor, you know, it's reasonable, you know, whether it's so dark that you might contribute to a reasonable fear. >> greta, i couldn't agree with you more. the jury needs to be out there. just being out there in that dark was eerie for me. so i would think that you would definitely want to have that jury out there for both of these people -- for trayvon, as well as zimmerman. >> the news is that they went late tonight, until 10:00 tonight. so it will be a long ditoday and more tomorrow. thank you, panel. coming up, changing the rules of obamacare. is the obama administration giving a break to fat-cat business owners instead of you? senator mike lee says yes. he's here to tell you why. and big news from former governor sarah palin and tv host and star elizabeth hasselbeck. especially when it comes to my investments. you want a broker you can trust. a lot of guys at the other firms seemed more focused on selling than their clients. that's why i s

thanks to zero dark thirty but really that's so you know we have a vaccination program in your dark thirty hour but i wanted to sum this segment up by just saying you know you can you can run with whatever theory you want whatever narrative you want but the truth is and this is also released in the guardian that the the nine eleven confession tape with some of a lot of back in two thousand and one when he came out and they found in the cave in afghanistan that actually came out there was a cia sting operation from the guardian expose this that the cia set him up to allegedly confessed to nine eleven my question is why didn't they arrest him if they hound him there to confess the crimes of nine eleven in front of them they let him go manny and for the next nine years he's rogue you know doing whatever i did on pakistan so that's my biggest question of all that question is your guess is as good as far as a thank you man you out rob lowe for coming out of breaking this down shit. you guys are sure to stick around after the break we'll talk to two people but the tragic death of journalist mich

>> it also borders on who of the aggressor, and i would have to think if that dark -- as dark as it wask there, greta, i could hardly see you. camera man. partial back there. >> diana, when george zimmerman goes, trying to get an address when he heads back to the car, the initial confront- traces who took the first punch, who attacked who? one of the most important questions for the jury. >> i agree. the 911 person, shouldn't have been following, armed following. none of that is legally and what provocation is, it's a threat of violen violence, not armed following. no evidence of anybody taking any punch on anybody, other than trayvon martin and george zimmerman. evidence to refute that. tree, maybe they were standing, this way, that way. and going to get approached by the prosecution. >> wait a minute, they still have to look at the toto tallity of circumstances back then, dia diana, we want to know what was in george zimmerman's mind, and what was with trayvon martin, who can't talk about us when we're dead. what was in trayvon martin's mind, nothing to do with the jury instructions,

it's always dark. they always come out around nighttime. then he talks about still not having seen the victim struck in the nose. i screamed help probably 50 times. anything else important, no. you didn't try to make contact with him? nope. then you can see the map. you can track down when you look at the time line in terms of where he's claiming he's at when he's talking. i would submit to you it doesn't. but, again, you rely on what the evidence shows. came out of the bushes. i don't recall if he came from the front or behind, he punched me in the face and i fell backwards. when i walked back towards him, i saw him coming at me. he catches himself in mid sentence. that is the truth. when i walked back toward him, meaning i was going towards where he was, then he goes, oh, no, he was coming at me. and that written statement given to the police, my purpose in showing you this is, he now refers to the suspect. not, pardon my language, f'ing punk, he's the police term for a criminal. he's got that down pat. suspect over and over. trying to im

the second half of last year between directv and viacom, in both instances the parties went dark, it is hard to see who is the winner and the loser here. some of the strongest media companies. it is quite ironicbs and time warner cable last week re-upped their share buyback program in the aggregate. this is by no means a battle between david and goliath. melissa: to talk about alienating the customer. >> i like to say don't let cbs go dark,e will crack down on cable, crackdown on cbs. even in the mayor race, the fronrunner said cbs cannot go dark, understand cbs -- melissa: he does not have bigger problems in new york than cbs? >> both cry poor. if extended for three hours, i bet they're getting close to a price increase. cbs give gets a quarter billion dollars per year roughly in the cable systems and wants that to quadruple play billion dollars in four years, stime warner cable s to pay up something. melissa: i'm thinking he means time warnecable subscribers. i doubt they will just absorb that cost, won't say pass that on to the consumers? >> that is the risk factor of how much the

. >>> tonight on "20/20" -- a shot in the dark. a verdict that could be just hours away. as six women huddle in a jury room, deciding the fate of george sympatzimmerman. >> every child's worst nightm e nightmare, to be followed on the way home in the dark. >> this is the path where they collided that night. >> the neighborhood watchdog on a collision course with a kid in a hoodie. trayvon martin. >> he said, you're going to die tonight, [ bleep ]. >> today, what got said in court? what everybody's thinking about. >> this case is not about race. it's about right and wrong. >> some say it's black and white. >> if he wasn't black, he wouldn't have followed him. >> is a racial powder keg about to explode? >> we are not racist! we are not! >> countdown to a verdict. >>> plus -- a wife who understands all too well, because her husband was gunned down, too. >> i said, stop right now, or i will shoot you. >> you believe he could have urn theed around and walked right back down that street. >> why didn't he go home? >> the so-called neighborhood bully, over a 3-year-old's birthday

it's dark. you know, they always come out around nighttime. and he talked bet still not having seen the victim, struck n the nose. i screamed help probably 50 times. anything else important? no. you didn't try to make contact with him? no., you know, you can see the map. you can track down -- the timeline, does it match where he is claiming where he is at or talking? i submit to you, but you realize -- came out of the bushes, don't recall if he came from the front or behind. punched me in the face and i fell backwards. when i walked back towards him -- he was coming out me. he catches himself mid-sentence. that this truth. when i walked back toward himself meaning i was going toward where he was. then i saw him coming at me. and my purpose in showing you this is refers to the suspect. not -- suspect over and over, trying to impress the police that he knows his stuff. i'm going to be a police officer one day. suspect this, suspect that, suspect that. fired one shot. got all the lange down. the detective serino -- you got a problem now, and all

with white and dark chocolate, yes. it's like a ying and yang. >> ming: a ying and yang, i love it. >> so i have the... >> ming: what is that? >> this is sweet condensed. >> ming: oh, sweet condensed milk? >> yes. >> ming: okay. >> and then i'm going to add a little bit... >> ming: all right, and what do you need me to do here? i've got sugar. >> well, meanwhile, can you puree the sugar with mint for me? we're going to use it for a little garnish. >> ming: as a kind of mint sugar. i like it. >> on my side i'm going to do some mint, and also the tea leaves i'm going to use like making a tea. >> ming: okay. >> approximately about a cup. so after that i infuse it and let it sit for about 15 minutes. >> ming: that's also going to go into the mousse. >> yeah. so now after that i'm going to strain this tea. >> ming: all right. >> and get the essence, because... >> ming: that's 15 minutes. oh, nice strong, tea. >> right. >> ming: how is this mint? does this look good? a little longer? >> yeah, i would puree until, like, nice a

ted and i have been thereafter dark, and if you go thereafter dark, you really get a sense about whether or not it's reasonable. it's so dark you might contribute to reasonable fear. >> i couldn't agree with you more, the jury needs to be out there. just being out there in the dark was eerie for me. you want to have a jury out there to get a feel for what's taking place. >> thank you. the news is, they went late tonight, just until 10:00 tonight, it's going to be -- a long day today. it's going to be a long day tomorrow. thank you. >>> coming up, changing the rules of obama care. is the obama administration giving breaks to fat cat owners instead of you? >>> big news tonight from former governor sarah palin and tv host and star elisabeth hasslebeck, you have to hear this, stay tuned. it's a brand new start. your chance to rise and shine. with centurylink as your trusted technology partner, you can do just that. with our visionary cloud infrastructure, global broadband network and custom communications solutions, your business is more reliable - secure - agile. and with responsive, dedica

you know how dark it was back there.rd you -- you couldn't even see five feet in front of you when there was no silhouette lighting. what was going through his head. why didn't he run home. why didn't he run to safety. did he run towards zimmerman. did zimmerman run after him these are so many questions. >> greta: this is the important thing that jurors have to understand. what really did happen out there, no one could know but the prosecution had to prove beyond a reasonable doubt that george zimmerman was the aggressor. with the four minute gap and opportunity to run home the jurors quite reasonably, i'm not sure if he was really scared or stayed to confront. but absent proof beyond a reasonable doubt, that is what the prosecution was dealing with and made it so difficult. it's the burden of proof of the case? >> it was the burden of proof. you're right. i think unfortunately when you look at the evidence, when you look at this four minute per, there clearly in the minds of the jurors could have been reasonable doubt.

this next step involves growing the roots in a huge dark room. >> of course it's completely dark.i mean, you come in here and turn the flashlight off, and it is the definition of darkness. there is no light. because the light would in fact, if you will, contaminate the endive by helping it green up. these roots have been here for approximately 3 1/2 weeks, having come out of cold storage, and you can see that the buds now on top of the chicory roots are growing, and there's a--a lot of growth down at the bottom with the feeder roots that are in about an inch and a half of the fertilizer solution. uh, under the exact same conditions, this still has about a week to go. it's, um, very, very similar in technique, but of course different color. >> how many of this would you say goes on a day, a week, an hour? like a gazillion here. >> uh, we--yeah, we do produce a lot of endive. um, oh, golly, we're producing, uh, a lot of endive. um, oh, golly, we're producing, uh, approximately a year. >> uh, y find that most people like it, and i--i just think it's one gf those products thatthat wor

and then he goes back into the darkness.> you pull out of your house and you're heading down the road as you're looking at him? >> yes, ma'am. >> you're on the phone and he dips between two houses, is that what you mean? >> yes, ma'am. correct. then he comes back out and circles my car while i'm on the phone with the police. >> is he saying to anything to you? >> i couldn't hear him. my windows were up. as soon as i saw him coming, i rolled up my windows and stayed on the phone with dispatch. >> your car was running? your lights were on? >> yes, ma'am. >> is he walking completely around the car? >> yes, ma'am. and i didn't know the name of the street that i was on. >> so you had come off your street and gotten to another street? >> yes. goes and cuts through the middle of my neighborhood. i didn't know the name of the street. or where he went. so i got out of my car to look for the street sign. and to see if i could see where he cut through so that i could tell -- >> after he circled your car he disappeared again? >> yes, ma

and i would have to think in that dark, as dark as it was back there, greta i couldn't hardly see you't see the camera man. it was terrible back there. >> that's why, diana, when george zimmerman goes from trying to get an address heading back to his car, when they had that initial confrontation at the t, who took the first punch who attacked who would be the most critical question for the jury. >> i agree with you. keep in mind, the whole he should have said in the car and should have listened to the 911 and shouldn't have been following and shouldn't have been armed following. none of that's illegal. and keep in mind tomorrow morning we're going to talk about what provocation is. provocation is a threat of violence. it's not armed following. and so there really is no evidence whatsoever of anybody taking any punch on anybody other than trayvon martin on george zimmerman. there is no ed to refute that. there can be a tree and maybe they were standing and maybe they were this way and that way and other approach by the prosecutor. but there's no evidence -- >> wait a minute. they still

audio recordings a share with the public there's one glaring problem with keeping the public in the dark about this case how will we ever get answers from the police department about what what down and why more importantly how can we get closure from sarnia of why he did what he did and if you want these answers to stick around and not spank the set. even though it's been more than two years since the assassination of osama bin laden many questions still remain about the raid on his compound and to add another layer to the secrecy admiral william mcraven the u.s. top special operations commander just ordered the military files related the raid to be kept hidden from the public yes the files which were kept on department offense database were purged from all the computers and then transferred to the cia making them even more difficult to ever be brought to light this is cia has special authority to prevent operational files from being released their actions can even be challenge in a federal court so why all the secrecy was is a cut and dry mission accomplished of the world's most wanted

it's dark out here and what happens when it's dark? who was supposed to give us a clarion call pastor? where we supposed to hear the word? i don't know. >> speaking of remedial christianity -- [applause] i think maybe we have to start obery at an earlier level because take the situation where jesus finds a young daughter 12 years old dead and jesus comes in and he says child, get up in the actually raises the dead. that was a time when the black churches thought we had the ministry of raising the dead. we could do that but that's a little too tough for us now. the fascinating thing that i noticed is after jesus wakes up the girl from the dead and the mother and father say thank you jesus for raising our daughter from the dead jesus stops and says don't be praising me so much. give her something to be now. that's the most fascinating thing. here he has performed a miracle and then he takes time to say, she has been sick. she can't go to school, she can play with the kids unless you give her something to d and of the next chapter almost

. >> this is behind the house that he comes out of darkness?ehind the building? you said there's some bushes he may have come out it. >> when i walked past i didn't see him. i walked through to make sure -- i looked to make sure he wasn't there. i walked straight through to see the stop sireet sign. when i came back he was waiting somewhere. >> where is your cell phone? where was your cell phone? had you already had it back in your pocket? did it get dropped? >> i had it in my hand. when he -- when they said would you like to police officer to meet you, i said yeah. >> that's when they disconnected with you? >> yes. i put my cell phone away. when i walked back towards him, i saw him coming at me. i went to grab my phone. i don't remember if i had time to pull it out or not. >> you attempted to try to recall that. >> to call the police. you're not sure if you got it out of your pocket or not. >> no. >> that's when he slapped you. >> he just hit me. >> what did he say before that? he asked you something like do you have a problem. >> he said you

. >> darkness can't drive out darkness. hate can't drive out hates. only love and light. >>> the new amphitheater, a candlelight vigil was held to remember the life of trayvon martin and other young victims of gun violence. they wrote notes of hope and peace. there were demonstrations days earlier. this was a conclusion and was nonviolent. >> we give out into the universe for trayvon's family and all of the young people who find themselves receiving a mess san jose that their lives actually are hanging in the balance. >> oakland police report no arrests in any of the events yesterday which included an annual bike ride that turned into a rally for trayvon north continue. they made sure there were not any troubles. they walked behind a march from the plaza to lake merit. they were raising attention to marissa alexander. a woman who was jailed for firing a warning shot. they want her released understand the stab your ground law. ever jean quan spoke at one of the rallies. she attended a demonstration. and when quan stepped up to the microphone, they trie

. >> and if it was dark, it would be even harder to see?would agree. >> an internal holster worn inside the pants. it would be difficult to see, especially in the dark. in fact, this friend told mr. zimmerman's lawyer that this kind of holster is specifically designed to be hard to see. >> the internal holster has the gun, if my fingers are the gun -- if i might approach the witness for a moment. >> you may. >> the internal holster holds the gun in here? >> i would think, yes. >> hidden from view, correct? >> it's designed, correct. >> in effect, concealed? >> yes. >> the purpose of a concealed weapons permit is to allow you to do what? >> to make sure no one can see it. >> the entire purpose of this kind of holster is to make sure no one can see it. yet that's exactly what mr. zimmerman says happened. he says trayvon martin saw the gun that night and then reached for it, justifying mr. zimmerman's use of deadly force in self-defense. >> i had my firearm on my right side hip. my jacket moved up, and he saw it. i feel like he saw it. he look

i can't go into the house until it's dark.o me it's a sin to get in out of the open before it turns dark. i'm just having a lot of fun with wine business, my birds, my family and just one happy fellow. >> i think you can easily say that august sebastiani would have enjoyed this funeral get together. family, friend, good talk, good wine. sebastiani once said wine was good when one glass invited another. >>> another wine industry pioneer died, julio gallo. and george watson brought us him obituary as well. >> reporter: julio gallo died yesterday after he was struck in a car. his wife and one of his granddaughters were injured and hospitalized but released this afternoon. the 82-year-old gallo was considered a master wine maker of world renowned. giving tribute to man who was co-owner of the largest wine maker in the world. started out with 5,000 borrowed dollars. they learned their first wine making techniques from a book from the modesto library. julio gallo was not a flamboyant millionaire. he avoided the limelight and preferr

you take the kid with a dark hood in the dark with marijuana. and that's so prejudicial coming in to a jury. the judge should not have let that in. >> all evidence, theoretically is prejudicial, or you don't seek to introduce it. ith -- two questions, whether it's legally admissible. >> the probative value, that's what is questionable. >> jim. >> and an ability to mislead. a middle class jury, hears black kid anddrugs. marijuana makes people go buy cheeto's at the store. you really dirtied this kid. unfortunate. >> i think it's a bad strategy for the defense to make him look bad. it's better off to say this is an unfortunate, tragic accident. stay with us, panel. much more to talk about. since february 26, 2012, the night of the fatal encounter, has the media been fair, looking only at the facts, or the media just picked sides? get to gretawire.com and vote in the poll. straight ahead, self-defense or murder? why did an mma trainer testify? and not what you expect to hear from rush limbaugh. surprising comments about obama care. and governor ric

dark one. that's a dark one there. >> steve: wow. who are you thanking with that one?burger flavored spaghetti o's. because whether you're eating regular or cheeseburger flavor, she's not coming back. [ laughter ] >> steve: another dark one. >> jimmy: i know. i love spaghetti o's. >> steve: they're all dark. die alone. ♪ >> jimmy: thank you, volleyballs for being the mummies of the sporting equipment world. [ laughter ] weird one. ♪ thank you, third cousins once removed or as i like to call you, strangers. [ laughter ] ♪ thank you, jellyfish for being the only fish with a shower cap. [ laughter ] ♪ thank you, mcgruff for looking like a dog who's either about to fight crime or flash me. [ laughter ] there you guys have it. those are my "thank you notes." we'll be right back with more "late night," everybody. come on back. [ cheers and applause ] ♪ >> jimmy: hey guys i want to talk to you about pepsi max. it's not what it appears to be. it has all the big taste you want, but with zero calories. i love it so much it makes me want to rip my sleeves off. if you're the type

it was very dark out there. mean, things had to be illuminated each for the photographs taken that night. it was wet. we have dark lighting conditions. for lack of a better term and otherwise, isolated area. dark behind buildings. okay? wet conditions, which, you know, wet conditions can -- you got rain, you've got ground water, slippery environment. and then you've got, like i already said, the isolation of the individuals in the dark. those are all variables that have to come into play because they play on the human mind during an event. >> one point i want to make concerning -- well, my understanding is that you utilized mr. zimmerman's statements that he was struck first as you moved forward with your opinion, correct? >> yes. that was his statements and that is what i used. >> >> the other evidence that you aware of in that regard? >> as far as striking taking place -- >> judge, i object as to the basis. he is trying to testify. >> what is your legal objection? >> it's an improper question. >> did you look

colors -- dark blue, red. watch what you are wearing. dark blue, red and black attract mosquitoes. certain people genetically are more attractive and type-o blood is twice as likely to attract mosquitoings as type-a. o-mosquitoes. >> are you type "o"? >> caller: i am. >> noose one reason. and mosquitoes are smart. they go after smell. you may have the perfume. they get attracted. and the colors. you like to wear light colors, pink and red. so be careful with that. some of the things that we use -- deet sprays, they take the smell away and it confuses the mosquitoes. that's the smart part. if you drink alcohol, once in a while, socially, they get in your sweat and the mosquitoes -- especially beer is a big deal. it gets in the sweat and moskeetos know where to point. they are a smart species and look for beautiful women for the most part. [chuckles] >> stay inside and watch fox newschannel irksz on that note, see you next week. >> thank you. have a great week. >> caller: we jump back to the royal baby watch. it is heating up. we are live outside st. mary's hospital where the media a

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it's not just a question, madam president, of keeping the american people in the dark, which was true. but the american people were actively misled on a number of occasions. senator udall and i have been walking everyone through that, the bulk phone records

and last night was pretty dark. >> police believe the driver of the boat was drunk. the bride-to-be and her fiance were to be married august 10. >>> a bus full of teenagers coming back from a church camp overturned just minutes from home outside indianapolis today. three people were killed and 26 more were hurt. indiana authorities say the dead included a man and his wife. the bus driver told witnesses his brakes failed after he took an offramp from the interstate. >>> neighbors in oakland are on edge after a woman was killed by the very violence she worked to prevent. 66-year-old, judy solomon was gunned down blocks from her home wednesday afternoon. and now, her neighbors say, they've had enough. they have been talking about hiring private security for months now. but as kpix5 tells us, solomon's killing convinced a lot of people to move forward with that plan. >> fbi statistics show oakland has some of the highest burglary and robbery rates in the country. bill is part of that statistic. his house was broken into twice in one year. >> i feel either cut and run or

was talking one way right when the oil disaster happens this is not louisiana sweet crude to very dark crude it's going to be harder to clean up and have other other ramifications and then all the sudden the department he works under for ls you gets a ten million dollar research grant from b p. now all of a sudden it turns into the nicest louisiana sweet crude ever now all the sudden the microbes are just going to eat it all up joining me as well as you environmental scientist as over to over to after dr overton got his grant he went on the media to ultimately this all will get converted by natural bacteria back to call the dark side where it came from initially you say this is about all that's making it stay with this little a bottle of full of stuff that that's all that it does seem that bad honestly apart gropes will drive through a degraded i think our environment is going through a come out relatively easily unscathed i mean it doesn't take a genius to see what's happening here people are being paid off or they're being threatened. on july fifteenth two thousand and ten heads tour

. >> it gets really dark. >> super dark and super concentrated in flavor. all right, so we're ready for our next step. we're going to use a couple of plum tomatoes. just want to cut this length-wise because we don't want the skin. we want all that pulp. what i'm going to do is just scrape the pp. keep my hands nice and flat as possible. and i'll slow down as i get closer to the skin. and we're going to go ahead and put the tomatoes in there. all right. and a couple of flavors: we've got a bay leaf here. also one teaspoon of smoked paprika. and this really does add some serious flavor, and it's actually a pretty common ingredient in spanish cooking. all right, so we're going to cook all this. continue over medium low until most of that liquid is evaporated, and again it turns really dark and caramelized. that's only going to take about five to 10 minutes. so that smells so good, and you can really get some of that concentrated tomato flavor in there. so that is our sofrito. one-and-a-half cups of water goes into the pot. and we're also going to add one and a

the chance to speak to kimberly dark national security and foreign policy correspondent based in san diego has been conducting a very thorough investigation into michael's death evers ask him really what drove her to look deeper into the matter. there you know kind of sitting on the news i mean i think it should call on a journalist to see that this is happening i actually sat on this story for a good couple of weeks before it just kept bugging me kept nibbling out of my my mind thinking hey you need to go out and have a look at this and see what's really going on so when i decided to go to los angeles nationally spend the day there and and and kind of retrace what happened in spain that probably agencies that are involved in this it became quite clear quite quickly that this seemed to be a lot more than just as a single car accident and it seemed a lot of the details that were being provided to the media who aren't in the los angeles area were you know fuzzy at that let's put it that way let's let so over those details set the scene of the car crash for us what kind of road how fast

a dark morning. july 26th, welcome to "morning joe." with us onset we have mike barn call.ormer communications director for george bush. and nicole wallace. and senior political editor and white house correspondent for "huffington post" sam stein along with me and joe. good morning, joe. >> where do you begin? new york has always felt like when washington hasn't been working, at least we figured out how to run the toughest, biggest city in the world with giuliani and bloomberg. >> he's doing a good job.

arizona governor jan brewer said in a statement, this is as dark a day as she can remember. on these big wildfires, firefighters come from all over the west. but the hot shots killed here were from this area. all members of the prescott arizona, fire department from just 30 miles down the road. and that has made the loss here all the more tragic. triple-digit heat and 45-mile-per-hour wind gusts fueled the yarnell hill fire into an out-of-control monster sunday, overpowering an elite team of firefighters. >> we're devastated. we just lost 19 of some of the finest people you'll ever meet. i mean, right now we're in crisis. >> reporter: the men were trying to help get the blaze under control when the fire suddenly shifted, taking them by surprise. >> you know this fire was very radical in its behavior. the fields were very dry, relative humidity was low. the wind was coming out of the south. it turned around on us because of the monsoon action this afternoon. they were just caught up in a very bad situation. >> reporter: all 19 members were part of the granite mountain hot sho