a boeing 747, this massive hanger packed and they had to use a second hanger for the overflow. and always, look what happened for ted cruz comment doing great now. we left houston, he's now doing great. they don't even talk about that race and his opponent is not very good. >> laura: the bomber who sent a letter to cnn and democrats was a fan of yours. he also seems insane, completely insane. what do you say about that? you put bomb," they went crazy over that. would you like to kind of -- >> president trump: he was insane a long time before -- you look at his medical records, he was insane for a long time. bernie sanders had a fan who shot a very good friend of ours, steve scalise. and other people. he was a total maniac. nobody puts his name in the headline, bernie sanders, in the headline. >> laura: nancy pelosi said do not politicize this back at the

outraged at the death threats that have been sent to her office and outraged people are sending coat hangers are sending coathanger sewer opposite implications on certain issues. people are amazed. we are not going to be bullied. we are going to stand up. we are going to kick angus king now. leland: where does the late surge come for you? there is not a lot of polling. not a lot of national money heading up to your race. how do you try in the next 30 days to change that?

so this has a similar where it has a hanger beam in the middle.ration happened almost immediately after last thursday's decision, clearing the way, basically, getting rid of ceiling panels, scraping fireproofing, analyzing to ensure rights down the middle -- right down the middle where you drive on first street is the beam of the train box. that is why we're in the middle, that there is an actual support beam right there in the middle, that we have to lineup our temporary support system on. that was all confirmed where it was at. installing -- i mean, fabrication and design started -- the design was pretty straightforward because it was -- we've utilized the similar jacks, these gantry jacks from fremont street were able to be utilized over at first street. and then, those were able to be engaged, they were engaged monday night -- sunday night, and traffic was -- has been diverted all week, so we did actually that traffic -- split traffic over there and reopen it. we've only been closing 9:00 p.m. to 5:00 a.m. there's absolutely no affects to the

. >> i love the hangers. nothing like a hanger.f the plane and you walk over with a massive crowd we don't have to turn so many away. there are still people coming to get in. should we wait or should we start quick start? we should start. these are big crowds. montana to me as a very big and powerful state. [applause] and i believe it will be but i am thrilled to be here in montana with thousands of hard-working americans. [applause] it's hard to believe i'm saying this because it was an incredible time almost two years ago that was some day that was some evening. [applause] like what we never did before it doesn't seem long but having a good time and doing a good job time flies. [cheers and applause] and in just 19 days the people of the state will send matt rosen dale to the u.s. senate. [applause] and protect your second amendment which is under siege. this is a very big second amendment. [cheers and applause] i would not want to be the one that walks into your house without a gun. but matt will protect your second amendment and

that hanger beam is right there by his shoulder. if you look closely, that's where -- this is the northern girder where the crack on either side of that hanger beam is located. there's a similar singular crack on the southern girder, the other of the two, it also has a crack that looks similar. it's not on both sides. so i want to move into knowing where we're at. what has been out there and how is it getting shored up. then i will get into schedule. this shows all four levels in that particular location of the transit center for the supports. the very bottom would be your slab, the train platform level. the one up is the concourse. and fremont street, that's the ground level. then the bus stack. the very top one is showing essentially when you walk on the park, that's the roof supports. so what this is showing is what was installed as an initial stabilization. this was something that was put in in a short-term format. we call this phase one. this was important to get in as the cracks were in place and to ensure that there was a sta

those were put in the hangers. all of those hangers sustained substantial damage.hat we are saying now from the kernel is that the engineers can get into those hangers because of the extension extene to do a precise assessment of how extensive the damage is. but we know that "extensive" is the word he used to talk about what has happened to those plans. about $143 million price tag, each and every one of them. >> shannon: those images really tell the story so well. our hearts just break. thank you so much. the far left group of antifa strikes again. at this time at a republican office in manhattan. the group says it's just beginning. >> shannon, it was around 1:30 in the morning when the antifascist, or antifa, members allegedly vandalize the new york republican headquarters in new york city. windows were broken, doors spray-painted, blue put in locks and handles. a threatening note was left behind saying, "tonight we put the republican party on notice and defiance to the policy of mass misery they have championed." the u.s. government has established concentration

precedent and a vote against kavanaugh is the despicable tactics time and time again in the future coat hangers being sent to the offices of colleagues with mobs attacking senators and families. the american people deserve a final and definitive related resolution to this process and judge kavanaugh deserves the same thing as the supreme court. this week after theen investigation the supplemental background there will be a vote and i trust judge kavanaugh will finally be confirmed. that hopefully the senate will come to its senses and realize how wrong oror embarrassing or disgraceful this process has been not only to doctor ford but to judge kavanaugh as well. i hope and pray we come to our senses. >> and to see judge brett kavanaugh to the supreme court these

. >> i love the hangers.ng like a hanger you get out of the plane you walk over with massive crowds we don't have to turn so many away but a lot of people are still trying to get and should we wait or should we start? start? we should start. this is a great crowd at least matt rosen dale is elected i'm thrilled to be here in montana with hard-working incredible american patriots that less than two years ago almost two years ago that was some day it was some evening it was. unlike what we have ever seen before when you have a good time time flies. and the people of this incredible state will send matt rosen dale to protect your jobs. [applause] and protect your second amendment which is under siege. very deep second amendment place. [cheers and applause] i would not want to walk into your houses. [laughter] nobody has the courage to do that. and to defend your borders and we're making america great again together. [cheers and applause] this is truly an incredible time the unemployment rate just fell to the low

of particular concern were these massive hangers with the roof ripped off.her storms just fine, but obviously not this one. ahead of the storm tyndall said they evacuated personnel and moved all all the aircraft off the base, but apparently not all the aircraft removed so that makes for a very expensive proposition here. 55 of them, each costing $39 million. at least 33 of the planes were flown to safety, but that means 22 weren't. f-22s have sort of funny looking tails with the vertical stabilizers that pop up like bunny ears. it is an open question whether in the aerial footage you can make them out. in this photo you can definitely make out those bunny ears poking out of that hanger that was shredded by the storm. mill stare times is putting it anywhere between 4 and 10. west case scenario four f-22s were damaged, worst-case scenario ten. that does it for us tonight. we will see you again on monday. it's time for "the last word" ari mel better sitting in tonight. >>> we begin with developments in a story lawrence brought you last night. a turkish official

the midterm elections, angry mobs, intimidation, showing up at people's homes, mailing them coat hangers and trying to intimidate members. that's not exactly my ideal of how the united states congress should operate. they also gave us a preview of how they would continue to deal with healthcare today, by denying consumers choices, in this case, under the congressional review act, brought by senator baldwin, they wanted to strip away the option for consumers to buy short-term policies to fill the gap in their other coverage, and in the process, according to the urban institute, deny 1.7 million americans the opportunity to buy coverage if they actually want it and that they could afford. in my state, the 254 counties, 94 of those counties only have one option. with these policies under this regulation would provide is an option for people to have a choice, to find something that fills their need again at the price they can afford. but protecting patients against preexisting conditions is something we all support. but basically the misleading argument we're hearing from the other side is t

in the -- sending them code taylor's in -- sending them code hangers in the mail, screaming at them at the end of the hallway, these cannot be the new normal. we cannot reward these tactics. if these tactics work in blocking judge kavanaugh, they would become the new normal. that should jason all of us. i hope we have learned a painful lesson these last few weeks and strive to do better. i pledge my good faith and best efforts to do so. to try and help. we should recall the not so distant past when ruth ginsburg, the former general counsel of the american civil liberties union was confirmed by a vote of 96-3. when justice scalia was confirmed by a vote of 98-0. john paul stevens was confirmed by a vote of 98-0, as well. world,tional, logical judge kavanaugh should have similarly lopsided numbers. that is, if people were willing to get past the tribalism and look at our nominee's record and look at more than 300 opinions he has offered, the supreme court has unanimously embraced. they would look at his scholarship, talk to his former colleagues and law clerks. if opponents were willi

coat hangers sent to the offices of some of our colleagues, fund raising brides offered, mobs attacking senators and their families at restaurants. the american people deserve a final definitive resolution to this process. judge kavanaugh deserves the same thing, as does the supreme court. this week after the investigation. the supplemental background investigation of the fbi concludes, there will be a vote and i trust that judge kavanaugh will finally be confirmed and hopefully the senate will come to its senses and realize how wrong, how embarrassing, how disgraceful this process has been, not only to dr. ford, but to judge kavanaugh as well. mr. president, i hope and pray we will come to our senses. i yield the floor. >> thank you, mr. president, i come to the floor once again to raise concerns about the nomination of judge brett kavanaugh to the supreme court. these concerns, i think, permeate every aspect of the nomination process and the nominee himself. when judge kavanaugh came forward because of the nomination by president trump, he came from a list of 25 names. these names wer

those were put in the hangers will all of those sub stains one - - sustained substantial damage now the engineers cannot get into the hangers because of the damage to do a precise assessment of how extensive the damages but we know that extensive is the word that he used with the planes of the 143 million-dollar price tag each and every one of them. shannon: and those images that you are sharing. thank you so much. and a far less group and teeth strikes again this time in manhattan and is just :3ginning.in . >> around 130 in w the morning t five hit windows broken and spray-painted and saying tonight we put the republican party on notice in defiance the us government has established concentration camps around the country shamelessly murdering black people and continuing thisle with impunity over decades. justhe attack is just beginning talking about republicans with those fascist clowns who dance for them. and the g.o.p. the founder of a far right organizationd to be clashing with the antifa processorson on - - protesters. today the they called on democrats to cease the attacks pointing

out of .earings, breaking the rules and then to incite people and to see our colleagues get close hanger sent to their offices and with those spouses or through the airports or delays of obstruction every step of the way. here is what needsos to be understood but then to be looking out for the victim. looking on the side of empathy but there is nothing empathetic about the cruelty they have shown judge kavanaugh his wife and their children. nothing but presuming for long - - anybody is guilty without evidence or with a standard refrain of the criminal justice system. so some commentators have called this the atticus finch moment from the famous novel to kill a mockingbird by harper lee. we all remember that atticus finch was a lawyer who did not believe in the mere accusation was synonymous with guilt. he represented an unpopular person that many people presumed was guilty of a heinous crime because of his race and his race alone. if there is a vicious and unrelenting attack so i find the most distressing my colleagues that have engaged in this relentless and vicious attack express no re

coat hangers being sent to the offices of some of our colleagues, fundraising bribes being offered, mobs attacking senators and their families at restaurants. the american people deserve a final and definitive resolution process. judge kavanaugh deserves the same thing as does supreme court. this week after the investigation, supplemental background investigation of the fbi concludes there will be a vote and i trust that judge kavanaugh and will then finally be confirmed. and hopefully the senate will come to it senses and realize how wrong, how embarrassing, how disgraceful this process has been not only to dr. ford, but to judge kavanaugh as well. mr. president, i hope and pray we will come to our senses. i yield the floor. >> thank you, mr. president. they come to the floor to raise concerns aut

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let's bring in an expert to talk about this, trevor hanger joins us there's four possible outcomes thingse democratic sweep, democrats take the house, or democrats take the senate how do you predict the odds on the likely outcomes rite now >> thanks for having me. right now we see the democrats are likely to take the house we think the republicans are mostly going to hold on to the senate that's at about 2-1 that that's the most likely outcome. you can see republicans hanging on to the house and also holding on to the senate, sort of a status quo scenario there. something around the 20% range then a democratic sweep is looking less and less likely down around 10%. hard to see a scenario where democrats can take control of the senate but republicans hold on to the senate if the democrats take the house is sort of the likely scenario now according to your odds and others, is that bad for things like oil companies is it bad for things like like jpmorgan? >> i think it's important to remember that president trump will be president on november 7th no matter what happens the regulatory environm

a boeing 747, this massive hanger packed and they had to use a second hanger for the over flow. >> heot elected by an overwhelming majority of 63 million americans. >> as has been stated that claim is not true. president trump was not elected by a majority nor even a plur ralty to be accurate. he lost the popular vote by about 2.9 million votes. the spokesperson for the republican member of congress trump campaigned for in illinois estimated the rally size at 8,000, about a third of the president's claim. >>> 46-year-old robert bowers showed no emotion during his first court appearance yesterday. bowers was charged with 29 felony counts. that includes using a firearm to commit murder and killing people engaged in federally protected religious worship. that carried a maximum penalty of death if convicted. bowers also faces 11 state charges. his next court proceeding will be thursday morning. >>> support continues to pour in for the tree of life synagogue in the wake of the horrific violence. a muslim-american group has raised more than $125,000 through an online crowd funding campaign

i'm just going to be knocking on your door with a door happeninge hanger, and that's it. >> thank you very much. mr. murphy? >> yeah. our last candidate took over $200,000 associated with the real estate industry. in her second campaign, she ran unopposed and took $100,000 from the same people. that money obviously didn't buy votes, it bought access. i think it behooves voters to be informed and look at where the money's coming from in campaigns. the one that's run here is going to be well funded. my colleague, mr. mar, has a not for profit and can tap that network for donations. my donations come from friends, family, neighbors, people who support me. and i actually have some pluk. i ran for green -- pluck. i ran for green party. i did so successfully without being visited by a developer and visited by the f.b.i. >> thank you. >> so -- thank you. >> thank you. mr. win? >> we've seen recently how the mayoral race went. it got dirty with certain candidates not signing pledges of not accepting certain expenditures. this is a supervisorial race, smaller race. 70,000 people. i did qualify

it includes seeing some of our colleagues get hangers set to their offices, chasing senators and their spouses from restaurants and through airports. not to mention delays and obstruction along every step of the way. here's what i really think needs to be understood. our colleagues across the isle claim to be looking out for the victim. they claim to be on the side of empathy. but there's nothing pathetic about the cruelty that they have shown judge kavanaugh, his wife and their children. there is nothing about presuming that somebody is guilty without evidence. and there's nothing consistent about our colleagues who forget many other standard refrains about our criminal justice system, convicting too many people in the evidence is been. some commentators have called this our atticus finch moment, recalling the famous novel "to kill a mockingbird" by harper lee. we all h remember that atticus finch was a lawyer who did not believe that a mere accusation was synonymous with the guilt. he represented an unpopular person who many p people presume was guilty of a heinous crime because of h

we know there was extensive damage to all of the hangers on the base.e hearing from the commander of the 325th wing out there, they haven't been able to get the engineers in to do assessment of the damage to the flight line. we know that the damage is in fact extensive, shep. >> shepard: callaway is a town that we were talking about as the storm came through because we watched the walls, the eye walls of the hurricane and the western eye wall went over callaway. we were wondering how bad was it. >> you know, shepard, nothing is untouched. i'm standing in an rv and boat storage facility. i see maybe one board that could be salvaged. everything else is trashed. we saw local hardware and feed store. they don't have power but they opened up in the parking lot. everybody out here needs tarps, bottled water, generators. it's coming in and the local hardware and feed store is delivering to the people that need it. >> our house is in worse shape than the house that needs the tarps. >> what are you going to do? >> survive like everybody else. we're going to keep

the hanger out by dulles with the shuttle and the black byrd and the enola gay and when i'm on the mall, i will duck into the museum on the mall, and i feel comfortable saying this, since i know you're amid renovation, but it started to look a bit shabby, outdated. so tell me, what is in store for this renovation? >> well, you know, they were actually looking at the building after the earthquake that affected washington over, over ten years ago, and they were sort of examining building downtown to see if it had been damaged in the earthquake and what they discovered is that all of the stone panels on the outside of the building were warped and cracked and they had been letting water into the structure of the museum for decades. and that's, it had nothing to do with the earthquake, it has a lot to do with the fact they made the panels much thinner than they were supposed to have, and they didn't bracket them properly, so the building, the building is just in really poor shape. and so we realized we basically have to take all that stone off the outside of the building and almost rebuild t

protests erupting at the capitol with the supreme court cliff-hanger now hours from a make or break vote. democrats blasting the fbi's report as a sham. republicans hailing it as vindication. as we await word from critical, undecided senators, stunning words tonight from a former supreme court justice about brett kavanaugh. >>> russian spies charged for hacking the files to falsely accuse them of cheating. >>> the hunt for a masked killer dressed in black and terrorizing chicago. executing people seemingly at random. >> the fact is somebody in this room probably knows who he is. he's somebody's neighbor. >>> one of the biggest superstars on the planet cristiano ronaldo now accused of rape. his national team sidelining him. tonight nike weighs in on its billion-dollar man. >>> growing questions after seven officers are shot while serving a warrant. one of them killed. others in critical condition. was it an ambush? >>> gas prices rising and soon could hit their highest level in four years. why your family could pay more next year. >>> and parents behaving badly. brawling on the handshake

protests erupting at the capitol with the supreme court cliff-hanger now hours from a make or break vote. democrats blasting the fbi's report as a sham. republicans hailing it as vindication. as we await word from critical, undecided senators, stunning words tonight from a former supreme court justice about brett kavanaugh. >>> russian spies charged for hacking the files to falsely accuse them of cheating. >>> the hunt for a masked killer dressed in black and terrorizing chicago. executing people seemingly at random. >> the fact is somebody in this room probably knows who he is. he's somebody's neighbor.

. >> i went to -- a boeing 747, this massive hanger, packed.d to use a second hanger for the overflow. always, look what happened for ted cruz. he's doing great now. ♪ every road in the world is now an information superhighway. and the car has become an accessory to the smartphone. ride hailing, car sharing, carpooling... ...mobility services are proliferating. and there's a new generation who don't seem to want to own cars in the first place. it all means massive disruption to the car industry, cities, businesses and investors. ♪ ♪ ♪ >> people never say -- this isn't bragging. that's never being anything like what's happening. >> one we are told to get ready to see more president trump as he goes all out for the midterm election season. the president is hosting 11 rallies for g.o.p. candidates across six states in the final stretch of the campaign. when it comes to president trump, a new poll from the nonpartisan pri shows a sharp partisan divide among those who prefer the democratic candidate, roughly equal numbers. 49 to 48% say they are doi

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. >>> tonight, the caravan cliff hanger, a march getting closer to the u.s. border as president trump leaves many scratching their heads by warning of quote unknown middle easterners in the crowd. >>> also tonight, what a difference two years makes. >> as i call him lying ted cr. he's lying ted cruz. >> donald, you're a sniveling coward. >> liar. terrible ted. >> the president coming to the aid of a former bitter rival in the fight of his political life. >>> and breaking news, a category 4 hurricane taking aim at resort cities in mexico popular with americans. emergency evacuations underway. >>> also breaking, a frightening scene at a tv station in d.c. an intruder shot by security guards after smashing down the doors. >>> a bizarre new plot twist, a body double caught on camera, a man wearing jamal khashoggi's clothes apparently pretending to be the murdered "washington post" journalist. >>> a former nfl star in prison for orchestrating a murder hit on his pregnant girlfriend. now walking free and wanting to see the unborn son, now a teenager who survived th

. >>> tonight, the caravan cliff hanger, a march getting closer to the u.s.order as president trump leaves many scratching their heads by warning of quote unknown middle easterners in the crowd. >>> also tonight, what a difference two years makes. >> as i call him lying ted cr. he's lying ted cruz. >> donald, you're a sniveling coward. >> liar. terrible ted. >> the president coming to the aid of a former bitter rival in the fight of his political life. >>> and breaking news, a category 4 hurricane taking aim at resort cities in mexico popular with americans. emergency evacuations underway. >>> also breaking, a frightening scene at a tv station in d.c. an intruder shot by security guards after smashing down the doors. >>> a bizarre new plot is

." >> tonight, confirmation cliff hanger, the fbi report on brett kavanaugh is in. >> enough. enough already. let's vote. >> we're inside the partisan divide. protests erupting on the steps of the supreme court. >> kavanaugh is not welcome here. >> and in the home states of key senators. >> senator collins votes for kavanaugh, mainers will not forget. >> what the president's pick for the highest court is saying tonight about his emotional testimony. >>> plus, swimming with the sharks. the splashy new guest investor, unable to bait the sharks five years ago, his failure later ringing in much success. >> hello. >> why the "shark tank" keeps reeling us in. >> it's the american dream. people want to be successful. >>> and why some lady gaga fans had a million reasons to be surprised at a screen of "a star is born." ♪ baby i just need one good one to stay ♪ >> but first, the "nightline" five. but first, the "nightline" five. thank you for joining us. the report is in, but the review isn't over just yet. some key senators still undecided after reading the fbi's investigation to the

this incantation that with him in the supreme court is going to be back alley abortions and coat hangers and be terrible none of this is even remotely possible it's hysteria mixed with hysteria misinformation and you also have a this is the most important you have a a and anti trump sockpuppet. bumper sticker media that feels this gives all of these people all of the time they work no matter what no matter what the allegation. and if you dare dare to question the legitimacy the veracity the factual basis the the evidence that contradicts from other witnesses as well your anti-woman anti-female you are you're in favor of rape and rapists and you are shut down if you show anti social media and in your own workplace if you're an academic you even question this dare question any aspect of this and you are a male chauvinist pig you're horrible and you or you feel that the full weight of censure i mean this is divided people i know people who are so angry who i always ask them tell me what about this particular case bothers you the most i don't know i just can't get this guy what about this gu

because of safety or maintenance issues. >> all of our hangers receive damage. do believe some of our aircraft may have sustained damage. we however will not know the extent of the damage so we can get inside those hangers and take a closer look. reporter: take a look at this video. this freight train derailed during hurricane michael and the wind was so extreme it pushed the railcars off the track so the wind damage is most extreme on the florida coast and as the storm moved inland across west was an act out power to hundreds of thousands of customers throughout the southeast. president trump tweeted -- coming back to our life shot you can see utility crews hard work about 250,000 customers are still without power but that figure way down from what was yesterday. neil, that you. neil: jonathan, thank you. great reporting throughout the tragic store. you will keep you updated will talk to attorney general of the state of florida was worried about people getting in that state, if you can believe it to add to their woes. she will not have it. also waiting for the

and the first time was when i had the experience of being whipped with a wire hanger. was something else. and i realised, well, you don't go back. the experience is once to leave, don't go back. you got married to ike. just tell me about the wedding, because it's unconventional. that was really bad. ike was crooked from day one to day two to the end of... everything he did was conniving. i was different. i thought the wedding was... i was fairytale—ish. i thought a man would ask you to marry him, wear the white dress. this was my wedding, a piece of paper pushed across, we signed, and after that we went to a brothel and watched sex. that's even hard to really think about. so, as far as i was concerned, nothing had changed. i was still with ike. i wasn't married. as faras... my thinking, i was the same what i was to him, which was he knew already that i no longer cared about him, and was paranoid about me leaving. he had already sensed that i was thinking of leaving. so, that was the beginning of the end. the beginning of... that violence, and how evil he was. it was ev