i think my first recollection of hearing about same—sex relationships was actually during a kind of kidschurch that we went to on sundays. when the adults had their sermon, we would go into another room and have kids‘ church. i remember they had these picture books that talked about different bible stories like noah and the flood and they had another one for the story of sodom and gomorrah, which is the interesting bible story about god burning two cities to the ground. and traditionally it's thought to be because the cities were full of people who were gay. that's what is understood in kind of church teaching. and so i remember being told that the reason these cities had been burnt to the ground was homosexuality, i think we were told, but that we were too young to understand what it was, but it was something very bad. at a very young age, probably five or six years old, that really lodged in my brain, and ijust sort of made a mental note, "whatever that is is something very wrong." and when i was 13 i realised i was gay and that came back and i remembered it was something that god was

i actually do because i just see it as very disingenuous. so here's my question back if you're sitting here and that's your question. here's my question back to you. what has allowed you to remain ignorant about a what to do about racism? in 2018 why is that your question. and that's actually a sincere question to you. because if you take out a piece of paper and start writing down why you don't know what to do, you'll have your map. and none of it will be simple. none of it will be easy. i want to close with a personal example of transgression that i made recently, some racism i recently perpetrated in a meeting. and how i sought to repair it. because we, as white people, don't have a model, i don't think, for what this could look like. so i used to be a director of equity for a large nonprofit, and on the equity team it was myself, deborah, a black woman. we were co-directors, and then marsha, also a black woman, who was the executive assistant. so we were the team. and the organization hired a consultant web developer to come in and desig

i actually think the old—fashioned ways can be quicker, actually. e they go wrong, they don't always work. and then you have got to go back. i will put it to the test again and see how it goes. i will report back. the telegraph quoting boris johnson. goes. i will report back. the telegraph quoting borisjohnson. cut stamp duty to end the housing disgrace, borisjohnson stamp duty to end the housing disgrace, boris johnson wants stamp duty to end the housing disgrace, borisjohnson wants to move on from the burka row. we don't, it really, do we? are clearly the daily telegraph does, and boris johnson can rely on them for that. an extraordinary intervention by borisjohnson, criticising an extraordinary intervention by boris johnson, criticising all an extraordinary intervention by borisjohnson, criticising all the housing policies of the government of which he was just recently a member. and this splash is based on his column which goes into the very poor quality of much new build housing, absolutely warranted, and then just goes into a sort of mass attac

i do think that -- >> what about japan. >> actually has pulled back a lot. i think you have draghi going to be pulling back on qe. and i don't think they're going to raise any time soon, i don't think they can i think that probably is a better backdrop for overall activity and for loan growth. >> let me throw you another question a different way you think people are too optimistic, right? >> yeah. >> amy offers a point of view that says, okay, look, we've come a long way, maybe things aren't going to be as great as we think they are or as long as people are betting on. are people too optimistic? >> i think in the last 24 to 48 hours we have swung a little more optimistically as it relates to -- i think everyone now thinks that there's going to be a favorable resolution with the u.s. and the chinese i think we're now building that into the tape where a couple weeks ago i don't think we thought that >> or the fact that people are looking at kind of the trade agreement with mexico and baking in more than may come to bear at the end of the day and what the realiz

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i met my daughter she for she actually found me. so she phoned me. and she said. you don't know who i am and as soon as she said that i knew who she was. we talked on the phone for about six months getting to know each other getting familiar with each other building some trust she needed to feel safe because our children were told that there was something wrong with us they were told an alternate story that we were drug addicts prostitutes. of weapons discovered in the former terrorist stronghold of eastern aleppo in syria have been traced back to western manufacturers were known war correspondent robert fisk identified their origins through the serial numbers and then try to find out how those weapons ended up in the hands of the missed militants from. this is a weapons factory located in bosnia most likely you have never heard of it but it's here that the weapons were manufactured for one of the bloodiest battles in syria lots of homes were destroyed and lots of civilians were killed in western aleppo by those questionable rebels now most of those rebels are tied

against trump they didn't use the chinese person against ionas it was just all political oh i think it is actually you think . muller is on a witch hunt i am certain of it turned over even with the convictions and that leaves it to have nothing to do with he's convicted how do you know we haven't heard a statement from the we haven't heard the report of the don't raise the issue of convictions but do you think that you think mahler's a good man i don't have any assessment of miller as a human being ok do you like the trump putin's bromance there is no bromance the guy is just he has been tough on twitter are you dense i am in reality well you know a little tell you the world i live i live in the world outside the leftwing bubble of the new york times the washington post the l.a. times that's where all the evil aren't they know they're not evil new york times they think no no i don't know it's i've never said they were double i you outside of that that white bubble doesn't mean evil the university is a bubble of the right ideas don't see it through i read the new year i subscribe to the new york i

i met my daughter she for she actually found me so she told me. and she said. you don't know who i am and as soon as she said that i knew who she was. we talked on the phone for about six months getting to know each other getting familiar with each other building some trust she needed to feel safe because our children were told that there was something wrong with us they were towards an alternate story that we were drug addicts prostitutes. free soldiers a big killed in the suicide bombing in afghanistan today local journalists fuzzy reports from kabul. a suicide bomber on foot across a nato convoy in north of kabul in the middle of the city of charcoal are. called colors i.e. and detonated his explosive laden vest killing a least three and need to servicemembers according to resume support statement three have been killed and three more have been wounded one of the wounded is american and to the rest or afghan police forces local prevention spokesperson confirmed the attacked saying that there are those civilian casualties but it has been a very vulnerable area

the fact that the iphone franchise and services i can go on and on is that enough >> i actually think it's about, it's about position. it was about positioning since march, i mean the other fangs did so well. they were up something like 30 to 40, 50% up until when apple reported so apple led facebook and amazon and netflix by almost 25% into the print. so therefore, i don't think it's institutional holders, managers, really owned it like people think that they did. maybe it was more of retail. maybe more of an etf, but active managers did not own this as aggressively as the other fangs. that's why i think the stock can -- >> they sure were. which is basically if your benchmark is large cap growth or s&p, saying i don't like apple >> that was one of the reasons, that was the, one of the reasons laid out in the icahn thesis, that it was underowned so it was going to go to these levels because you get de facto short squeeze when you get the institutions that don't on it. >> with apple, if you're an investor, you're not saying a trillion, that's it, i'm done because you recognize they're

i was a middle school teacher and i actually worked at this school years ago. i am excited to be back. this is my favorite age. >> they all look grown-up to me, >> there are some that have mustaches already. the eighth-graders. >> have there been any issues at all? >> we have had a really smooth start. we had schedule pickup day last week so most kids have their schedules and we had for the ki as soon as we are started, we are fully staffed so that is excellent. >> so some flats are coming soon. i am up to about 5000 steps already. i was here at 6 am. >> tell our viewers, this is a performing arts school. is a little bit different. >> we have over 28 performing arts classes including marriott cheese. -- we have drama, dance, it is an amazing place.

and i was agreeing with their message that, actually, i should not be in message that, actually, i should should not be in a relationship and i should get help to try and change which is incredibly sad. and you have talked about the mental health issues, and the depression. how bad did it get? got really bad, and when i came to write the book i was faced with a decision, how honest am i going to be in this book? i decided i really would tell everything, and so i talked in the opening chapter about finding myself and my late 20s, standing on the london underground, actually considering taking my own life, because i was literally that despondent about the future. i was so despondent about the future. i was so isolated, i think ijust... as you say, i basically locked myself into such a difficult situation, my entire livelihood, all those contracts, moving to the bible belt in america, not being able to talk about why i was so isolated and lonely. i just couldn't about why i was so isolated and lonely. ijust couldn't really see about why i was so isolated and lonely. i just couldn't really se

even -- i think i actually just told my wife about it. ed to go on and present a -- like a spiel about "the disaster artist." and i'd say -- someone came up to me. and i was backstage. and they're like, "so you're going to go on in three minutes." and i was like, "perfect." and then, i bent down to pick up something. and i blew out my pants from like the very front to the very back. [ laughter ] like full -- like chaps. i chaps them. [ laughter ] and from like my -- yeah, the whole thing was gone. and i just -- i didn't know what to do. they were just like, "alright, 60 seconds." and i just -- i frantically -- it would take too long to explain it to anyone. so i just grabbed -- i just saw a stylist who was -- i think it was felicity jones. >> seth: yeah. >> her stylist. and i just literally grabbed just like a rack of safety pins, went into the bathroom, took my pants off, turned them inside out, pinned them with 15 safety pins all up. making like a metallic stitching thing from the base of my butt to the top of my crotch. and then the sec

what you call puritanical i would actually call the rule of law. ieve that when you sign up to a treaty you have to respect the terms of the treaty until people decide to change the treaty. until we do that we have the internal market, the eu treaties. this is a rules—based entity. again, the uk has been one of its prime architects. and i think that this is... you know, we're not starting from scratch here. the uk, which is still a member of the eu, has chosen to leave the european union. i am one of those who regrets that, however the british people in majority have decided to leave the european union. so now we have to make sure there is an orderly withdrawal and we have to limit the damage as much as possible. and then we have to discuss future relations. but compromise... what we are not... but compromise can't all be one way, can it? sorry, there is no compromise. the uk is leaving the eu. so where's the compromise? you wanted to leave, the majority... the compromise, if i may say so, it seems to me that the compromise comes in finding a deal a

i actually like him. he's very talented. all that red, red little tiny dot of blue along the ocean. a little blue around the los angeles area. that whole thing was red and his hands started shaking. oh my god another state came over. fake news. you know what you call them, right? suppression calls, suppression. they give you phony polls and

i actually had a pretty good experience getting diagnosed, i got diagnosed pretty quickly and started treatment, but i started learning that a lot of autoimmune patient experiences really long diagnostic glaze and go to for doctors over four years before their properly diagnosed. during that time, a lot of them report feeling their systems are really dismissed and not taken seriously and written out and stressed out hypochondriacs. that was sort of my entry point into thinking about these issue issues, and as often happens, once you start asking people about their expenses, you start being a collector of stories that are very similar i started hearing other stories of women who had a range of conditions and felt the same, that their symptoms were minimized or normalized and sometimes disbelieved entirely. the book tries to dig into why that is and makes the case that there are sort of two big systemic problems that have become entwined and i really affecting the quality of care that one receives. the first being just the lack of knowledge about women's health and their bodies and symp

i read about. but now that i'm actually seeing it, i can see that this is going to be a great project that actually weaves this big, big piece of land back into the city. i am concerned that the pg&e portion of it is yet to be defined, and i hope that that negotiations with them does go fast and we can actually see what that's going to be like and incorporate that into project as soon as we can, actually, but very supportive of the project and the developer. >> president hillis: thanks. commissioner fong? >> president fong: thanks. as you know, i enjoy these big movements, these big projects in san francisco that really have a chance to change the landscape and the demographic of san francisco. good to see all the community effort thus far and that everyone's out here and engaged and has been given the opportunity, it sounds like plural, to be a part of it. like commissioner melgar, 15 years ago, i sat on the port commission, and one of the first projects was the closing of the mirant plant, and the written objectives of what they wanted it to be, and i think it's in alignment with a little bit of

might be feeling meth or might be doing really poor in their english class and they come in and say i actually be successful at this pforming arts? >> yes. i'm going to be doing drama. >> reporter: it gives you a little bit of time to just have a break. >> reporter: and have a little fun? >> yes. >> ♪ is eight -- >> reporter: a little snippet of the hoover middle school orchestra. living in san jose on a teachers wage. we will talk about some of the sacrifices the teachers make financially to teach these kids. i talked to the principal yesterday and a lot of them have to commute from far away because, let's face it, housing in san jose is ridiculous. it is over $1 million a home. we will talk about that and much more coming up in our second-- in our 7:00 hour. until then.

live in ghettos and showed it's a very different definition to the one that you might understand i actually want to discuss that but before we do that many of the three that you have posted have these hash tag putin brock's to be yes which i find very ironic because here in russia you wouldn't be allowed by law to say or publish many things that you say about the muslims in particular because in this society we do prioritize social cohesion over the freedom of speech and that has been like that over many years i would even argue centuries and i think it only intensified under clinton do you still think your rocks. and rocks in many ways. mostly found contrary to most of your ideas i mean he he would be absolutely appalled by many of the things you're saying about spineless well i think you started out by saying you know do we live in a society where we can disagree but still sit in the same room i don't mind if putin thinks many of my ideas of morally applauded that's absolutely his right to have his views i hold my views very clearly and very early for me i come from a country where there

i met my daughter she for she actually found me. so she called me. and she said. you don't know who i am and it's in the she said that i knew who she left but. we talked on the phone for about six months getting to know each other getting from the with each other and building from trust she needed to feel safe because our children were told that there was something wrong with us they were towards an alternate story that we were drug addicts prostitutes. are returning to our breaking news story here on oxy international the suicide bomber has killed three nato soldiers in afghanistan let's cross live now to kabul get the latest from our local journalist sultan finds he can you tell us what do we know so far. this is all research showing in moscow not sure if you can hear me yet do we can you give us any information about this suicide bombing please. so i apologize there's a bit of a technical problem with our connection here local journalist finds. thanks for your patience now the weapons discovered in the form of terrorist stronghold of eastern aleppo in syria have

lemonis: i actually have come to the conclusion that there are many moments where i think you actuallyncer) you work hard to give your children something to build on. i was always trying to think "how am i gonna get her through college?" i wanna have a mechanism in place to make sure that my daughters are well taken care of. i hope to leave my children with something to help them get set up. (announcer) don't let it get eaten away by unexpected fees and legal expenses. my husband did not have a will and everything went away. when my father passed away, he did not have a will or a trust.

she's got a very to both the character and for the things that he presented some things that are actually i think that he had a very. standard yeah. democrats think that if they use the image of bernie sanders that they can actually maintain some kind of you know relationship with democratic party voters that are leading the party but i don't think that you know she's really a good symbol for what's going on because i don't think that this is a common occurrence and if you look at who is supporting her i mean actual standpoint you're going to see that they're very or the donor. and important thing for him and. her and. that's very interesting i mean. i think one of the things he had to say right after her election is that you know i say has to be dismantled who is really surprised and really disappointed that it kind of you know that if you we have this trickle down economics but that was trickle up ideology always said you have the people in the mainstream democratic establishment saying we should get rid of ice i mean i'm sure this alexandria is a nice lady i don't want to cast aspersions

actually, i think my voters, you we re actually, i think my voters, you were talking about politics andntegrity of the internal market because in the long—term, that is what will actually assure our prosperity. do your vote rs actually assure our prosperity. do your voters expect you to protect theirjobs? and your voters expect you to protect their jobs? and in your voters expect you to protect theirjobs? and in the netherlands you will lose tens of thousands of jobs according to the imf, because of what will come with a hard brexit. this is all a panicky blame game. brexit ‘s understanding that brexit will not take them into heaven and they are trying to blame in now on others, saying that brexit isa in now on others, saying that brexit is a good idea but it is being badly executed because, you know, those europeans are so intransigent. no. brexit was never a good idea and it was always going to hurt. we have to limit the damage the. in the long—term, the prosperity of the eu and jobs long—term, the prosperity of the eu andjobs in long—term, the prosperity of the eu and jobs in the eu

i saw her at a conference kind of relationships. these are actually of the national security team and not some other part of the trump campaign. so i think this is very significant, both in terms of how close it was to the campaign, and how close her ties were to the national security apparatus of the trump transition. >> this is some of the details, get them right here, garrett, they exchanged e-mails in september and october of 2016, j.d. gordon invited butina to a concert and a birthday party. what we're seeing is an alleged russian agent getting close to someone in trump's orbit. right? >> yeah. and, remember, there are some unanswered, loose threads involving j.d. gordon already in this investigation. he was involved in the attempt to change the platform language of the republican -- at the republican convention to make it more pro-russia, more anti-ukraine. that was the same convention, of course, that had paul manafort, had rick gates, where jeff sessions was meeting with sergei kislyak on the side of the convention. it spools some interesting

and as i said at the time that we entered i p c w or actually working. they alleged attack site now the question i would like to raise in return and is now that they have p c w interim report has been published and it is clear that no sarin was used they only chlorinated elements could quite easily have come from tap water in the area and something is monday is that who were the white helmets working with to stage this provocation because clearly the white home reports were fake news because the i.p.c.c. doubly report has now discredited their video footage so i would like to ask in return who brought those bodies that were found by the white helmets and other organizations what was done to those bodies to prepare them as if it had been a chemical attack why were those bodies rearranged just picked up even by b.b.c. journalist on twitter i should say that obviously the o.p.c. w. did say that sarin was used in country girl and the other incident and as regards what you seem to be implying a fake videos and photos he's as other organizations seeking to disc

i actually felt like i could have moved better, i struggled a little bit with that early in the matchemely lively conditions out there. it was a lot quicker for me a nyway there. it was a lot quicker for me anyway than what we've been practising in since we got here. i felt a little bit slow at the beginning and then the positive was actually towards the end of the match i made some quite good moves. in a repeat of this year's wimbledon first round match, stan wawrinka once again got the better of eighth seed grigor dimitrov at the first hurdle of a grand slam. a straight sets victory. poland's michal kwiatkowski holds the overall lead in the early stages of the vuelta espana as italy's elia viviani won monday's third stage. viviani came out on top in a sprint finish in alhaurin de la torre, beating off his compatriot giacomo nizzolo and world champion peter sagan. team sky's kwiatkowski still has a 1a—second lead at the top afterfinishing in the main bunch. tottenham will be keeping an eager eye on south korea's progress in the asian games. that's because their striker son heung min

i have actually to questions. rst i am wondering if you are aware of any as we think international diplomacy and relations any generational matching data that would show that the generations abroad are also increasingly interested in engaging and treaty negotiations and decreasing the military investments and the second because i think the point is very important one. i would expect that the curve about withtalking the data and talking about binary bipolar world where you have the iron curtain. we don't see this with a the data you showed. i am wondering if changes with like the draft or increasing in vest in sending students and young people abroad to work for the government has changed and also my lillian is don't really see the benefits of generations did in job creation. >> yeah. those are all good questions probably more than we can on the study itself but data on foreign public is sadly not nearly as as ours and not nearly. it doesn't go back far muff to really give you the same picture like so i can't speak

i actually let them go out and go to dance at other schools and prom and homecoming and every one of m, it's fun, but it's not what i want to do. >> all i want to do is surf, and that's what's fun to me. that sounds more fun than a prom or anything like that. yeah. i don't really feel like i'm missing out on anything. this is my room! i have trophies in here, that's about it. >> reporter: hardware of all shapes and sizes. >> i think the trophy's more money than the actual check i got that day. >> reporter: what do you do with these checks? >> i cash them in. >> reporter: you cash them? >> this is the biggest prize i've ever won. >> reporter: today i'ma nice pl. i thought i'd show you guys this beach. even the waves are small, but it's nice to hang out. a cool place to check out. >> reporter: how about a surfing lesson from you? >> yeah, i'd be glad to teach you to surf. it's really, really small, but it's good to try. we're at the ocean. i want to jump in anyway. stand on your feet and get a solid base. do not stand up straight up tall. >> reporter: and i got to it apin't easy. at las

more my experiences and some are yet to tear a birth city that i would never likely gone to if it wasn't for this tournament but actually i discovered were incredibly interesting and unique in their own ways. and finally here on the program border fences are generally used to keep people out but denmark is building a new border fence not to keep people out but to keep its animals in the idea has already been hijacked by some politicians. well known while for love of the water and not a good swimmer. on the plains to say we can just add a few metres to the height so can keep not only germany one hundred floors out but also asylum seekers and those chancing their law regardless of how the fence is set up will only strengthen border control and it is clear. thanks for joining us here at r.t. international we talk more and we're back and often are. thanks lisa. one else chose the same wrong one old role just don't hold. any old yet to shape our disdain because that's ok and in gauge equals betrayal. when so many find themselves worlds apart we choose to look for common ground. manufacture consent to public wealth. when the

i was thinking that i'm sure potentially but i thought that was my duty the nature of the president actually increased my commitment to staying in my role and serving protect the f.b.i. and the american people so yeah i knew it was going to be hard and it was going to be all kinds of difficult situations but i thought what a coward i would be to walk away from that when i was supposed to be leading an organization that's by spirit and culture independent we're running out of time so i just want to touch on something briefly we're told that robert mueller the special counsel is going to ship at least part of his report by the end of the summer we know the president discussed firing at some point he's also talked about having the right to pardon himself not that he says he's done anything wrong it's like a group of judiciary since they're going to have the internal investigation declared illegal at least the most so somebody who's innocent typical of somebody who's in this has nothing to worry about or do you think. these patterns of behavior reflect something else i don't know what it reflect

i actually feel lucky. e in the history of this country who have been present for a cross burning, i get to leave. >>> we're all going to die. didn't mean to remind you of it, but it is on your schedule. >> we find the loss of comedians so profound because we had fun with them, and they were in our home. >> she'd make you feel that you had a special place in her heart. >> laughing with somebody binds you to them. >> comedians don't have a great mortality rate. we lose a lot of people. >> when you lose a comedian, i feel it's more personal because i know the [ bleep ]. ♪ ♪

thoughts on that i have not had time to since i pod cast yet but i've talked about it myself as well i actually don't have a big problem i don't believe that there is a conspiracy driving the price of gold down because i am capable of trading those futures i can short gold with my twenty thousand dollar brokerage account i can't buy a thousand contracts but i can buy three or four contracts with that money the thing is in the futures contracts of gold and of course there are more open contracts than the ability to over the gold but as maturity comes close those contracts cancel each other out like a big buyer could come in and raise the price of gold i just don't see that as a conspiracy and the same thing will probably happen in biquad but it doesn't mean that is going to drive the price down someone could threaten to deliver that's why i call it it doesn't have to be the delivery of gold or the livery of well the wrath of the delivery of the big size so if someone comes in and buys to read thousand contracts on bitcoin you don't know if they have the bitcoin to the liver or not a d. exchange