i felt they were just wonderful. just wonderful guys. i was impressed by the fact that they wanted to help each other. they really wanted to help each other. of course, this helped the nurses, too, because we were extremely busy. we didn't always have enough help. we felt we didn't have enought help. we had enough people to do the work. they were tremendous young men, so many of them so young. so very, very young. >> when you had a lull in work, did you have a chance at liberty? >> yes. we had liberty. usually they called it rest time for us. usually several of us nurses would go someplace together. we were in london a few times. usually when we went in to london or anyplace else, we met young soldiers having rest time too. maybe find a place to go dancing or just sit and talk to each other. it was considered a rest time. we didn't really do sightseeing or that sort of thing. we didn't have a chance to do that. i made friends, several nurses made friends among the english people. a few days after d-day, i was called down to the gate. thes

and i felt that it changed the pace of america for us. my generation was called the greatest generation, you know? i guess we're very proud to think of that. and i do think -- i just think it, the depression and the war just made a big difference in people. as i say, i just feel it brought the american people much closer together. worldyour opinion, did war ii change the rest of the world? >> i don't know. i -- felt -- i felt at time that france presented us very much. -- resented us very much. i might be wrong. i could very easily be wrong at theybut i felt tahhjat resented. i felt somewhat that england resented us for a long time but englishel, i feel the are our very good friends right now. >> in your opinion -- go ahead. >> i think harry truman did the writing by dropping the atomic bomb. because i think many, many, many americans would have been killed if they had invaded japan. of course, my husband was over there. i didn't meet him till long after the war, but he was in the pacific and he was in the last battle of okinawa. and he fe

i felt that i had another year left in me. reasons now that i look back and it was the wrong reason because shane worn was back in the club. at the time, your marriage was disintegrating... not at that particular time. over a period of years. you certainly hit the bottle, the vodka bottle. there had been instances where you were unfaithful to your wife as well. this was a low ebb in your life, wasn't it? it was. iwould this was a low ebb in your life, wasn't it? it was. i would suggest that this was after i had finished playing professional sport. the club employed me in an ambassadorial role where i would host in the sweet and i would have a vodka lime and soda and then it would become a double... and then a triple. i was on the verge of becoming an alcoholic reliably, starting to rely on alcohol rather than enjoying it. reliably, starting to rely on alcohol rather than enjoying itm was a refuge from reality? watching the players, wanting to be out there and desperately wanting to be there. but the worst part was i felt we ne

i felt more comfortable that way. n i came out my father was in the hallway and he gave me a slap and he said, "go back and dress up appropriately. " and then i put on that yellow dress and inside i felt like i was different now. i wasn't proud any more, i wasn't happy any more. i fought against my sexual orientation for so many years. i was on my own because my family didn't want anything to do with me at that point. and, eventually, i was homeless. so i felt that i needed to heal from this thing that was causing me suffering. and so i took myself to churches. reject sodomy! reject perversion! they were praying for me. and then as they're praying, they started stripping me off, it was my clothes making me a man. so they stripped me naked. and they started to lay their hands on me. and these are boys and their pastor. they laid hands, in particular, on my genital area, because they said it was the centre of it all. and that is when i felt that it is torture. but i said, "this is who i am." inside me i felt it was ok to

and hope to duncan is the main reason i felt lonely was that i saw no future for myself. i was scared and nothing had any meaning and i felt like no one understood everyone was concerned about me and tried to help but they didn't understand. marcus has been living in the eastern german city of leipzig for the past year he overcame a crisis and rebuilt his life. which appears to do it i had studied economics and was highly motivated from the start. but when i was finishing my doctoral thesis i experienced my 1st crisis. the thesis wasn't moving ahead and at the same time i was hoping to find meaning in a new intimate relationship. you know the 2 of i was in a difficult situation and didn't want to admit it. for ethical reasons i didn't want to end my existing relationship. i didn't want to abandon my girlfriend. but i was contorting myself pretending and that brought on panic attacks very severe ones just like. marcus looked for new ways to make sense of his life. going to i don't know where i got the idea from but i thought that yoga and meditation. would help calm me dow

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my absence i'm cut block that i couldn't escape or the kind of loneliness i felt to present it was so overpowering that i couldn't avoid confronting it like it was the . bench when i am at peace with myself i don't feel anything the same way anymore. then i was myself and it's ok. and some credit was offered for i associate learning this with shame which. it's something i don't like to reveal. when i was asked to appear in this film my 1st thought was i don't want to tell anybody that i'm lonely serious crime. when all he can moved away from berlin 5 years ago she dreamed of belonging to a community of friends in the countryside. you're. a life i'm a single parent i live in this house with my son usually who is 11. tractors how i like the house i like the woods i like lots of things here and i haven't regretted the move. but there are very few people living out here. lloyd i kept looking for fellowship. and then i thought i have to accept things the way they are. described as. 6 men of why no. seen even my friends don't always see how unhappy i am that i'm alone or how abandoned i fee

she says the improvement was immediat >> i felt happy, i felt so light. ve that i ever thought that suicide was something that was -- >> i tried everything. nothing worked until i got the ketamine infusions. >> reporter: kelly mason was diagnosed with posttraumatic di stress order, ptsd, after several deployments with the army. she was haunted by her past and went to walter reed national military medical center for help. >> as soon as i received an infusion, i ju felt happy. i immediately noticed that the intrusive thought that i was having dissipated. >> reporter: clinical trials found that ketamine administered in controlled doses in a doctor's office might help many others with severeopeless depression. in march, the a approved a ketamine nasal spray called s-ketamine. >> it depose to a different area of the borin. >> repr: dr. erica richards is the medical director at si hey memorialpital and took part in the clinical trials. she calls this treatment a game-changer because ketamine is the firs depression drug that can work quickly, within hours. all of

that 10 million they demanded from heiko. >> i felt my whole body just collapse. ew if i cannot convince him that i don't have that money, i will never see my family again. so i looked up toward heaven. and there was this one star just blinking. i pointed at the star, this one star up in the sky. and i told them, if they can get that star, my husband can give them $10 million. >> reporter: gerfa knew heiko would have sent all the money they had, even as the kidnappers squeezed him by putting his terrified son on the phone. >> dad! just send the money. that's all they want. >> reporter: heiko didn't realize that the kidnappers were beating kevin as he spoke. gerfa was forced to watch. helpless, full of rage. >> he get hurt from head to toe. even though he fell on the ground, they continued to -- >> they kept kicking him. >> -- abuse him. but all he was doing was just listening to his dad. because that was the safety zone. >> reporter: gerfa's cousin, threw himself on kevin, tried to shield him. >> translator: what i want is to hug kevin, protect him, and i want to t

i felt like i let them down. i felt like a failure. it hurt me. ted, my family has got me through. i call my mom once a week every week. i talk to my brother and sister. i love when i get pictures from them, cards, letters. i look liking at pictures because it remind me of my family. my family did a lot for me. they did the best they could. i knew right from wrong. at that time, i had an attitude. >> you were in court when aldo was talking. what's that like? >> aldo, he goes up and he speak. i'm sitting there like nonchalant, get this over with. when he spoke, he is like, why? what made you want to kill my father? he said, you are a coward. as he was talking, he was crying. he say he forgive me. i hope you get your life together and walked off the stand. mario, he comes up. we staring at each other, me and him. he finally says something. i hope you are going to be a better person. when i got here, i sat in a cell by myself. i sat there and thought about my life. i cried. i balled up and cried. >> what did it mean to you when you found out they want

i felt like a movie star. i felt girlie and beautiful.e too. which, of course, i loved. and they put pancake make-up on me, lipstick. grown-up. ♪ she comes in colors everywhere ♪ ♪ she combs her hair ♪ she's like a rainbow ♪ counting colors in the air ♪ everywhere she comes in colors ♪ >> you're amazing. now maybe you can sit down. ♪ >> she's curious, i think, to see what her reflection is in a camera lens. interesting sort of the persona that she adopts for whoever the photographer was. whether it was richard evidan or horast or morath. >> gordon parks. i really had no sense of my identity. it just took me a long time to get it all together. ♪ have you seen her dressed in blue ♪ ♪ seen the sky in front of you ♪ and her face is like a sail so white and pale ♪ ♪ have you seen the lady she comes in colors everywhere ♪ ♪ she combs her hair she's like a rainbow ♪ >> i remember as a kid, there being photo shoots and dressing up. i felt like i had lived my entire childhood in costumes, a sailor suit and horse riding suit. and -- and that's fran

>> it's really exciting because i felt like i connected so deeply to her the first season but we didn't her as much as i'd hoped. so there was so much kind of sitting in me ready to explode. so it was so beautiful to get to explore that this season. >> what's going on? >> i killed someone. remember? >> yes. >> it's heavy. >> are you -- i mean, are you angry at me for some reason? >> i'm angry with myself. >> what have you learned from each other and what have you sort of discovered about yourselves working together? >> i felt like each person brought a different kind of insight but it was always something i could take away from it and really use for my character because they aren't just thinking about their characters. they're thinking about the whole piece. and that was just a completely unique experience for me. >> women across all industries for a long time have felt they have to put life aside to be a professional. and the more women get the opportunity to work as a collective, we bring all of our life into our work and our art and our parenting and our friendship. so we get to live

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i stop taking one of my medications. ijust felt understood, that is what my illness was telling me so ijust went back to what i thought wouldn't let me down which was drugs. a. what did you do? i try to kill myself on a daily basis through drink and drugs. i was taking 3—4 g a day and drinking a bottle of vodka most days. drinking at least 4 times a week. there wasn't much food in the fridge but there was vodka and there was cocaine. i thought that was my quickest way to dry and everybody would think, oh, she was a drug addict, she overdosed. because i was too weak and too scared to take my life another way. and sleeping ta blets life another way. and sleeping tablets and antidepressants on top of that? yes, beta-blockers, sleeping tablets, just to come down faster and try to kill myself. on top of that, i had a cancer diagnosis which i just top of that, i had a cancer diagnosis which ijust ignored for 12 months until my sun give up his house and moved in with me and was co nsta ntly house and moved in with me and was constantly on

culture major culture shock and where i felt more subtle was when i started partying a lot. the took some time to get to get to where i am now to it to become a d.j. and i think also making that move away from home i've grown a lot internally. as her music. which is becoming out taking techno. so it's and there in jadick it's deep it's hypnotic it gives you the present moment feeling so when when you're listening to techno you're fully in the present moment . it's music that strong fast and loud enough to push back. all feelings of fear like those left by the 2006 that's been on. when i was in beirut i didn't have time to think about these things because i was more on survival mode but then when you come to a place where you feel like comfortable and safe then these traumas start coming out through the music that i was making and i let it out and in a way i felt like when i made this if it's it was releasing this kind of trauma so it was healing me somehow. the label is called. the initial stand for food which loosely translates as we've moved beyond caring and to reflect. i

i felt like a big star on the pitch. it's a day that none of the $64.00 participants will quickly forget and for some of them would be the start of a soccer career. that. i know i wouldn't be surprised if one of those guys was playing in the ass but. that is it for now from africa you can catch all our stories on our website and facebook page will see you next time it's by. sex they can. raring to meet. if there is any erotic benefits remember you have to find it between the wife school. literature. german on the streets. so she'd have to get through the good disney get break without a football thanks again. to the little. plates of excitement same emotion not some plates facing 19 limbs. lugol's oh the results hit on d. w. me.

i felt like a big star on the page. it's a day that none of the $64.00 participants will quickly forget and for some of them would be the start of a soccer career. that. i know i wouldn't be surprised if one of those guys was gay and ask god for many years to come out that is if an album did everything is africa you can catch all our stories on our website and facebook page will see you next time it's by going to. enter the conflict with this. sebastien attorney east european state of moldova have a new coalition government my guest this week is not be mature but cock fights president of the outgoing democratic party and a former justice minister with moldova now find blood for corruption is here showing the peace process freckle in. conflict so 1st. off doubling it. when much of europe wanted to kick them out murray i'm not pro-gun he invited them in. the sun most is home to one of the worst pretty g. camps in the mediterranean. but one woman makes life a little better for her new neighbors. meet my maria and the refug

and for the first year afterti the el, i felt myself -- i thought i was giving myself cancer. i cod not stop with the news i could not stop with the -- my outrage was a 10 every day. and i don't want to be like that, and it was just -- l you know, ite -- it's kind of sickening to be that way. >> i think there were a lot of peop that had that response, and i think your journey througthose times and i think your book has given people a lot of food for thought because it's actually providedro many women whobly had a difficult time being able to put barrier between the news cycle and their own feelings about the news. >> right. >> has that been your response with the book, that peopleh identify wur experience? >> yeah. >> and they realize that it's more about thembo than it is the news? >> yeah, i think what -- that's been so surprising for me, as well. i've never done anything that's been so well-received. you know, i've never gotten accolades like this or notes and messages all day long about- and positive ones. i'm like, "whoa! i guess this is what it's like to be popular or do

but i just went with it, and, you know, the first time i was on the stage, i felt something i had never felt before, and it was like i had to just continue doing it. damian: wow, what doyohe c? esteban: i love it. i love it. the weather's amazing. the weather has been amazing recently. definitely flip-flop, but it's nice. damian: all right, well, let's talk about the "oedipus el rey." now, we're talkin' about oedipus, right, the old greek mythology? damian: uh-huh, so you kill your dad and marry your mom? esteban: yeah, yeah, just about. damian: whoa. esteban: it's a lot. it's a lot to handle. damian: tell us about the role. esteban: so, it's a huge undertaking for the show in general. so, basically, what luis alfaro has done is combine this heightened greek tragedy with contemporary life so it's a little more digestible for people nowadays and it's also touching upon political topics that are currently happening. so, it's amazing in how he fuses the two worlds, and that's also part of the challenge, is finding out that, you know, keeping that heightened greek, anybody's really killingi

i felt like a big star on the page. it's a day that none of the $64.00 participants will quickly forget and for some of them could be the start of a soccer career. that. i know i wouldn't be surprised if one of those guys was playing in the ass by june 20 years took out there is a final from his africa that you can catch all our stories on our website and facebook page it will see you next time it's by. bursts. home. of species and a home worth saving. given those are big changes and must start with small steps global indios tell stories of creative people and innovative projects around the world. but here is the key to the climate least drainage solutions and reforestation. the current interactive content teaching of the next generation of the fundamental potential. use in all channels available to inspire people to take action and more determined to do something here for the next generation globally as the environment series of global 3000 on t.w. and online games. this is the world famous conductor can i go with the

. >> i felt duped. i don't have a lot of faith in political candidates much anymore. you know, they make promises, they make 'em and they break 'em. >> i just feel like i've been betrayed, let down. i thought trump was going to really secure american jobs and that's just not what's happening out there at all. >> the thing is, you can't just wave your arms, you know that. you've really got to have a plan. and i do have a plan. we can give up, you're right, we can just totally give up and say, hey, let 'em have it! or what we can say is, this is the moment that we fight. i am in this fight all the way! >> joining me now, nbc news political reporter, ali vitali and politico national political reporter, elena schneider. ali, i'll start with you. this is, of course, far from her first trip into the red midwest. and you know, that's a pretty interesting message delivered as she's surrounded by working class voters who say that they're disappointed with the president. what did you learn last night? and from your travels in this region today? >> it's so interesting. elizabeth

d as a director i felt it was sort of like watching marlon brando or meryl streep orbo so.express so much through the music. ♪ >> brown: ron howard says those performances helped him tell the larger story. >> there's so much emotion and dramin opera and this was hi medium and it was very personal. personal to him at times. and that was the convincer, when i felt like we could use opera to help tell the sto of pavarotti and use pavarotti to help us understand what it means to dedicate your life to opera. ♪ >> brown: passion and insecurity, love and betrayal, soaring art: it's all there. and for ron howard, a more personal lesson. >> man, was he courageous! i'm so impressed. in fact, if there was a lesson for me, ron, in all this, it was the way that even after establishing his stardom and his career making tremendous amounts of money, establishing that he had this earning power, he still took risks in his life. "i think i can do something for people. i think i can do something for the world and perhaps even doth sog for opera." they might not understand it, ivbut this pressu

superintendent sigh i would like to appoint you there he did so and opened me up to 70 congregations in ways i felti never experienced. and it was a diverse congregations from korean to hispanic to tongan to african american church and so forth. so it helped me be in a cross cultural settings. multicultural settings. >> w churches and congregations have to work together to accomplish god's work yo. can't work in ice lace. >> that's right. >> you can't be a parish in isolation anymore. >> one of the things you said during the break one of the things churches do is disaster relief. what we have given to communities throughout the midwest now. and even before that. and with the hurricane and puerto rico all the ways in which we give. that's one of the things check theed connected to united methodist a lot of church give but that's key to us. >> about being a methodist. >> right. we have to be a part of a lamunind njust chch. we pay poent ofshared giving. long career, to grow and work and expand? >> i think we are not inclusive enough. i think that united church of christ is a great ministry in that re

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i felt quite relaxed today in the build up to it, but we both said to each other as we were walking toe starting to feel a little bit nervous now. that's what you want when you are playing tennis. with the nerves of the butterflies in the stomach. he does not expect to return from the sappy world of the singles to the end of this year. he will now play only in a pair. at doubles is quite something. looks fairly happy as well. earlier the british number one was beaten in the second round of the singles. he trailed by a set overnight and turn that deficit eventually losing 7—5 and a second set. although he did save six match points in the process. we saw over 700 runs scored today as australia and in particular david warner took and in particular david warner took a liking to the bangladesh bowling to move to the top of the world table. he hit 166 as australia posted 381 in their overs. australia's 48 run victory keeps them on course for a final spot. as this stops at trent bridge for the final time decide to the task for bangladesh is becoming a little cleaver. flags waving, their suppo

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few minutes you wake up and you realize it was just a dream and then i almost i must admit occasion i felt sad really and i thought that was nice. to date dean has never been out in public with his dogs but that's not to change very soon. in the early. when dean isn't at home spending time with his girls as he calls them he's mostly out alone. when i'm out of my car often i'm on my own. working here is the sound of the birds . i don't feel the need to be with other people. i'm comfortable in my own skin really. against. i'm aware of the fact that i kind of claim to be anti social in the things i do but it is much that i don't seek out activities that involve other people. for gene love didn't last after 3 years of marriage the mother of his 2 children filed for divorce he had 3 more relationships but they all ended and he's all but given up hope of finding his soulmate. it's just i have had people say to me don't you get lonely you know why don't you give up what you're doing and just have a really normal relationship but i don't feel the need to do that i really don't. i think it's partly

>> i went on vacation and i came home with what felt like food poisoning. ked myself out i think a little bit more, on top of everyone else freaking me out, too, and it kind of created an elevated sense of chaos. >> melissa's panic was understandable. while she and her family were vacationing in the dominican republic, news reports escalated about the startling number of american tourists dying there, at least eight since last year. when the reality star posted about her illness, the story took on a life of its own. >> there was one report that was out that i was dead. my parents were frantically calling me that morning going, we are getting some people calling with their condolences. like, mom, i'm on the phone with you. i'm in my bed. i'm not in hospice care. i was never dying, i don't think. i felt like it a few times, but i was never really dying. >> doctors successfully treated melissa's stomach condition with medication. she's fine now, and stepping into a new role -- reality show judge. melissa joins the latest season of cmt's "dallas cowboys cheerlea

i did. you know, i‘ve always felt very much part of the team, not running a team. all the time. i go where i‘m needed, do what is needed, and i‘ve never had to act less young or less girlish. let's take a look at those markets before we go, because as you can see they have opened higher here in asia, pretty much taking their cu es in asia, pretty much taking their cues from wall street, which also had a good day on friday. i should also just had a good day on friday. i should alsojust add that had a good day on friday. i should also just add that japan had a good day on friday. i should also just add thatjapan has come out with some revised growth figures. it is saying it has analysed growth for the first quarter and it is actually 2.2%, it was expected to be revised down. that is it for the show. this is bbc news. the top stories this hour: police in hong kong are still dispersing activists defying orders to clear the streets after a massive protest. organisers say more than a million people turned out to protest against an extradition law, which will allow suspect

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>> ashton and mila win the enter net for this "in touch" cover story clapback. >> i felt suffocated. by me. >> you had a very dark secret. >> what was the secret? >> i don't know. i only have this photo. >> the post got a ton of love from former friends, including dax shepard who searched damn it i was going to take a run at mila kunis. >> they're not the first stars who accused "in touch" of being out of touch. in 2017 chrissy tiegen called the magazine trash for claiming her marriage to jon legend was on the drink. sarah jessica parker called the sister story -- >> i'm a tabloid nightmare. my life seems so much for democrat mattic and interesting than it is, just because of the tabloids. >> in 2016 jennifer aniston reached her breaking point when "in touch" published this photo of jen's nonkpis tant pregnancy. she published a scathing op-ed for huffington post. >> picture me with a bump and circle around my stomach. i was just fed up with it. >> sometimes when you get the that point, you reach the breaking point. >>> alex trebek revealed that he had stage 4 pancreatic cancer. that'

safe then these traumas start coming out the music that i was making and i let it out and in a way i felt like when i made this it it's it was releasing this kind of trauma so it was healing me somehow. dance for love was the slogan of a youth movement that began at the end of the 1980 s. in berlin. by 2000 the love parade was a mega event and made music history. this couple launched the love parade 30 years ago it was registered as a political demonstration the march route ran along former west berlin's famous shopping boulevard the dumb which is ruing alias dr martin and his girlfriend back . to look back on the 1st event on july 1st 1989. the 1st everyone was scattered about those 20 people and started out just what is right here we didn't have an event management we just said hey let's do some. and pumped up the generators. and the people on the sidewalks they just stood there with their mouths agape that's what marcia was hoping for people stopping with their shopping bags thinking what is going on. the dancers had slogans like peace joy and harmony peace on earth or a one world one