i was starting out o on it and i felt like i needed and wanted to write about other issues that felt more important to me and were more focused on what it means to be a human being at this point in time in society and in this world and what i think we all grapple with. the social work is both a way into the two examined and also to work with populations that are in need and doing some good in the world too and contributing in other ways and not just as a journalist. >> host: well, it's been an honor to have the conversation. i enjoyed your book i brought it so i could show it here. i appreciate you sharing your wisdom and humanity with us on such an important topic to so many people around the world. really appreciate it again and think you. >> guest: than >> guest: thank you so much. >> this program is available as a podcast. all "after words" programs can be viewed on our website at booktv.org. .. >> before we get started today please silence your cell phone

i always felt like i was lucky to have gotten peter to have gotten married to him and i felt that way and my father, who was the other mail major male figure in my life acted that i was lucky to get him. i think all of those things, growing up i write in the book i grew up in a town that was very irish and italian catholic and we were jewish, my family kept kosher, i didn't look the same as the other girls, i was really underweight, i had very asthma care and i look jewish and i felt like an outsider. it was some what anti-somatic there.in seventh grade so word painted "jew" in my locker. there was all these things that made me feel like an outsider. not as popular are pretty, i was funny, that's how i got accepted. i think you grow up ultimately i want up marrying somebody i felt like i was lucky to get and i didn't want to screw it up. so i didn't advocate for myself or demand anything. and i followed him around. that's how i wound up in that passage in the book. >> in fact, there was another part of the book where you were talking about how you are telling your father will blow you

in this woman and i felt the same way. i feel like people are saying icu. i understand what you went through and it's some thing so powerful in that. and i think the best thing is we started the conversation now in the workplace about mental health and well-being and substance abuse and hopefully that will extend t through graduate school and law school. ananyplace where there's a lot f competition and give pressure to succeed. the performance and creativity and productivity into that sort of thing. when other people have responded to your post have they provided ideas. it's a huge problem for people especially people who don't have the resources to. the stigma wouldn't be lessened because the idea is they are thinking their loved one might have asked for help sooner before it was more serious. i've had people contact me dealing with the fallout from the drug use because people spend more money on drugs and then that reward system hijacks every other need so they are not saving money for the fund they are spending all their

so i felt scared. and i was scared to tell my friends the people that really knew me the truth about what happened the shame as bad as it is for women is even worse for men because it's all tied in with him a phobia the people who are doing the raping are not gay that's not the problem they're worried about gays in the military the gays are not the rapists they're heterosexual man for the most part this is not an issue of sexual orientation this is simply an issue power and violence male sexual predators for the large part have charge of whoever is there to prey upon whether that's men or women whenever. there is. evidence of another when one has been sexually assaulted the question i keep asking myself is when does this ever. breaking news at this hour but maybe appears to be facing a huge sex scandal details are still covering yeah. this news girl news tonight with peter jennings to do we're going to begin tonight by putting a human face on the worst case of sexual harassment of the navy's history at

and i told i felt horrified and i felt sad and i felt angry and you know all along the course of the evening you know feelings just started to surface that were probably just simmering for a very very long time and she put her arms around me and we're both there and saw it was like. this great weight had been lifted off for me. i think it's important to recognize that military sexual trauma is not limited to women and in fact when it comes to the absolute numbers because of the proportion of men in much larger numbers than women actually the numbers are even greater. or i think one of the last bits of research showed that about one percent of males had been victims of sexual assault within the past year in the military that equals to about 20000 you'll get labeled as a. and that's the lowest term to be related to so it's one of the things that you just don't you don't talk about it or you don't bring anybody attention just kind of keep yourself really really hard to forget. you know up until now is. they live in my head i can hear them. i can see their faces i can see what they're do

i owed something to my parents, a loyalty to their way of life and beliefs and i felt like i owed them that and i felt like i also owed something to myself and i should explore that, i love to sing, i want to see what i'm able to do and i really want to do this. and i could not reconcile those two, those two obligations. this wasn't really a way to do it. >> your mother's role in all of this is so interesting. at times she encourages you, tara you're the one i thought would get out of here. so you need to go and not stay at times and then other times it seems like she's pulling back on that. >> my mother's really complicated. whenever i think about my mom i always think about this kind of two versions of her, so there's my mother, who i think of as my mother and then my father's wife. and they're just the same person and my mother is a really different person when my dad is either there or she's kind of acting on his behalf. she's just a very different person. when i was younger, i feel like there was more of her as my mother and then as i got older, i felt like that person was less an

i felt the same way i felt when they have convictions and i felt the same way when they asked me notomberg to come to brown chapel yesterday, and i stood for my convictions. you risk something when you stand for your convictions and the person who stood first is a dear friend of mine. he risked our friendship. we are still friends and we have talked since then, but i felt that, that is how i felt. i felt the same way when muhammad ali and i felt the same way. >> i appreciate that. just pivoting to the convictions of the voters in alabama, and alabama votes. you all vote tomorrow. what we saw and i think back to the special election and you are talking about a ruby red state and came down to black vote bringing the victory to doug jones. that is in the back of my mind as i go into tomorrow, and i think of the power of the black vote in alabama and this go around, pastor, who is the favorite? >> well, again, go right back to the right for those black votes to be cast. all that was about selma and all of that was about brown chapel ame church. i think that in the present scenario, in te

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lemonis: what was going through my mind in that moment was how bad i felt for dede. treated her. i was just thinking about dede. amber: and regretting that you came back, probably. lemonis: no. actually in this moment, watching sam show herself the way she did and having everybody in the world see the real person that she was, i wasn't regretting going back. today i feel like i got the real you. we should probably not be in business together. sam: i agree. lemonis: it was nice meeting you. i can't do business here. they were unwilling to make any changes. they were just using me to get rid of max. ultimately, i think sam wanted publicity. she wanted whatever cash i would bring to the table. she wanted whatever promotion i would bring to the table. she wanted whatever resources i would bring to the table, and she didn't want anything that went along with it. amber: someone is getting yelled at tonight. lemonis: that's the reality of it. ♪ 240 sweets is out of business. ambethe episode?ened?s: dh amber: [ laughing ] i did, but... i wonder if they are still together. lem

i felt excruciating pain when i landed. ijust i felt excruciating pain when i landed.ng pain when i landed. ijust kind of lay down and scream a little bit, and then the next day it said what happened. —— the scan said what happened. it hasn't really sunk in because when you get injured like that, it's not good. i don't regret it, it was such a great experience in such a massive show. i didn't realise how big it was. i went into the shopping centre that everything and got so much support from everyone, it was amazing. just six months ago to the start of the paralympic games, time is running out for will who is yet to be in training with his team—mates at at the moment. he's still a very —— very confident that he will be on that plane to tokyo. 0n the best player in the world. what will be will be. if you believe you can win, then you've got half a chance. if you write yourself off, you have no chance, so i will write myself off. thanks to some strong performances last year, he has gained enough ranking points to all but confirm his paralympic qualifications. he still ha

i felt like i was on top of the world even though i was probably going two miles an hour. it was, like, the scariest thing i'd ever done, and i think it was when i got hooked on surfing after >> please be seated. good evening. welcome to the march 11, 2020 meeting of the san francisco board of appeals. president ann lazarus is the presiding officer joined by vice president darryl honda, commissioner rick swig, tanner and santacana. to my left is deputy city attorney who will provide the board with any needed legal advice. at the control is the process clerk and i'm julie rosenberg, the executive director of the board. we'll be joined by representatives from the city departments that have cases before the board this evening. up front, we have scott sanchez, also representing the plannin

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and that's how i felt that night i felt like. i shocked the world nobody gave us a chance but we did it. micrographs friends aren't slights against you know whites or men for example there's their sites against women or nonwhites so it's always you know the idea is that statements that directed toward a privileged group are interpreted differently than a statement directed toward an oppressed group and so that's kind of the whole framework and it's it's a political framework that's used the result is of course focusing at least on certain kinds of minor slights and saying well rather than a northern door then we need to call attention to them but it's not all slight so it's very political and it's fun. with the. oh. my. hey folks dennis miller here next up on plus one dana carvey what are we going to talk about i'm going to say hi i'm going to hang on for 30 minutes and i'm going to say it's the best talk show guest on the planet. hey welcome to dennis miller. plus one happy to well my dear friend. now cast member he well to me c

i felt the need to show off. 50% of it was to show that i have done something with my life.wants to show their parent. but it was more aggressive form of, "i really want to show you now." also another part of it, deep down inside of me, that really did always and still to this day regret that i don't have, never had the person that i'd watch others have, to go for a beer with and have a chat with and lean on. and to rely on and ask advice. "can we go for a drink?" let's pause for a second and see how that is reflected in the film — the two of you meeting at a restaurant. i heard you got kids you don't see. i provide. absent father sort of thing? yeah. dad doesn't get to see his kids. it is a failure on my part, really. but then again, leaving them alone, best thing for them, really. wouldn't you say, dad? was there any sort of apology, any acknowledgement that what he'd done to you had been wrong? we never... it was one of those delicate moments, if i had brought it up... i instigated the meeting, so it was an unsteady thing. i instigated the meeting, so it was an unsaid thi

but i never really felt isolated or alone. i have known for virtually my entire life i was not suspended, but kindly asked to not ever bring it up again in first grade, my desire to have a sex change. the school that i went to really had no idea how to handle one. one of my parents is a little bit gender nonconforming, so they know what it's about, but my parents wanted my life to be safe. when i have all the neurological issues to manage, that was just one more to add to it. i was a weird kid. i had my core group of, like, very tight, like, three friends. when we look at autism, we characterize it by, like, lack of eye contact, what i do now is when i'm looking away from the camera, it's for my own comfort. faces are confusing. it's a lack of mirror neurons in your brain working properly to allow you to experience empathy, to realize where somebody is coming from, or to realize that body language means that. at its core, autism is a social disorder, it's a neurological disorder that people are born with, and it's a big, big sp

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school life was very hard, i felt like i was being judged.t but my friends were very supportive. they didn't really know what it was, they really did help me boost my confidence and feel better in my own skin. so, i was incredibly fortunate to be provided with a wig. it gave me a boost of confidence, it made me feel better about myself. i feel like i could go out more. i felt excited to go out into the world. i am incredibly fortunate. i can't emphasise that enough. i have a whole head of hair, all natural. and it's not only hair that i'm grateful for. since two years ago when this all started, i've felt like i really have had this new perspective on life. i feel like every little thing i am really grateful for, and i feel like something so negative can really turn positive and if someone is watching this, there is really light at the end of the tunnel. a very touching story. well, elen‘s story took the gold prize for wales. here she is moments after receiving that award. it does feel surreal going from losing half of my hair having no hope,

i felt it was important for me to rebel against these patriarchal ideas. ght, "whahat can i do that will be as female as possible, but then i will seduce them by making it contemporary fine art so they cannot dispute the fact that it is fine art and not craft." i persevered simply because when you are an artist you have to stand up agagainst criticism otherwise it is not the right profession for you. it is my feminist statement. work isof your biographical. how comfortable are you telling you your own story or giving people access to your life, your personal life, through your art? >> the funny thing is i am a complete introvert so i think this is like e creating a balale for me in a w way. i am so clclosed in my e everydy life and i stay home a lot and i have a very good friends and i do not let everyone in but that i share my personal experiences with the world. that is me creating a balance in my identity so i am not completely closed or revealing myself completely to everyone who comes around. my searches for connection. i feel connection is also lost.

i -- i just -- i felt terrible. i was scared. and i just... i was mortifieand afraid of what this was gonna do to my family, d... you know, i still was in love with bill at the time. um... so i just -- i felt really respsible. >> had you seen that before? >> no, i hadot. >> so, in your book, you wrote that you deeply regret tiat you took on the lewinsky phase of the invtion, but at the same time, 20 years later,'t you diee that there was any practical alternative to doing so. explain at. >> well, we just chatted about there was no one else in the wings that jano could have reached out to.pr so as tical matter, it was us. but it was her judgment. we recommend that we take it on, so the -- but the buck really does stop with janet reno. i dcommended it, but she ha the choice of saying, "it shouldn't be investigated at all." but she did the right thing. she knew that it had to be investigated. as sad and tragic from a human perspective as this was and monica's distress -- i mean, her -- her anguish, considering taking her own le, i mean, this is a

i fundamentally believe that there are some within the da that i believe are to be a minority front. and they were so powerful that you feltep down? it wasn't a fight worth having. i mean, having said that, i want to be clear, that not everybody in the da was racist. there were a few number of people who wanted to debate with us this vision of non—racialism, they wanted to deny the history of south africa, they wanted us to not focus on addressing historical injustices, they equally so were not committed in truth to a project of building everybody together. and that's became a consistent point of friction all the way throughout my leadership tenure, and as a black south african, i could not in my own self, betray the fact that i felt it was important to build a one south africa but you must address those injustices. it wasn't a comfortable position for you to be in, you brought up the situation, the election in may of 2019, and under you're the party had lost votes for the first time in its history. you lost five seats in the national assembly. you used to be the official opposition in south africa's biggest province, as y

i felt like i was on top of the world even though i was probably going two miles an hour. it was, like, the scariest thing i'd ever done, and i think it was when i got hooked on surfing after[music] >> san francisco city clinic provides a broad range of sexual health services from stephanie tran medical director at san francisco city clinic. we are here to provide easy access to conference of low-cost culturally sensitive sexual health services and to everyone who walks through our door. so we providestd checkups, diagnosis and treatment. we also provide hiv screening we provide hiv treatment for people living with hiv and are uninsured and then we hope them health benefits and rage into conference of primary care. we also provide both pre-nd post exposure prophylactics for hiv prevention we also provide a range of women's reproductive health services including contraception, emergency contraception. sometimes known as plan b. pap smears and [inaudible]. we are was entirely [inaudible]people will come as soon as were open even a little before opening. weight buries a lip i

that is how i felt about washington, too. love presidential biographies. requiring that i would understand what was going on. i would read micro histories. i would also read like three or four biographies at the same time in conversation with each other. i would emerge with some sort of understanding, of the president, hopefully. that just never happened to me with washington. i felt like, you know, a surprising assertion to make. you look at washington books. quite a few. one book on frida. i felt like i had to do something to that bookshelf. it needed something. >> you talk about how all these washington biographies, not just that there is a lot of them, but they have a similar cash. at the beginning you said typical washington biographer grew up going to historical sites, lived in virginia. it sounds like me. [laughter] what you weret kind of responding to in the world of washington biographies. >> ind found that, i joked that when these men got their book contracts, before they signed it, they had to take a solemn oath and say i have all the same goals

i just felt it. i researched that you were from miami, i knew that you wanted to come back to miami. lemonis: the miami thing helped. steve: mary is like, " oh, nothing is gonna happen." and by her doubting it, i knew even more it was happening. lemonis: total revenue last year -- $2,448,000. gross profit at $1,000,000, so less than 50%. steve: yeah. and that's -- lemonis: you said the margins were amazing. amazing at under 50%? is that considered amazing? steve: no. lemonis: the industry standard on custom furniture margins is around 70%. grafton furniture is operating at about 50%. we have a lot of work to do to figure out where the 20% is leaking out. the total liabilities that should be on my mind are $369,000 in third-party debt, $600,000 on the mortgage for the building, and $50,000 in a liability to the other shareholder of the property, which happens to be your brother. steve: correct. lemonis: and so, it's about $1,000,000. steve: correct. lemonis: it's a summary of all of it. lemonis: that

that's how i felt about washington too. residential biographies, the audible series, the presidents are people too, would rick put into my mind what was understand this i would read micro histories. i would also read like three or four biographies unchecked biographies of the same time of the conversation with each other. i would emerge with some sort of understanding of the present, hopefully. that just never happen for me with washington. it's the same thing, needled me and i felt like i -- it's a surprising assertion to make because you look at washington books, they are quite a few. there's one book on allison freda. but i felt like i had to do something to that bookshelf, it needed something. >> host: in the introduction you talk about how these washington biographies -- make us not just that there are a lot of them but they all have a similar cast, written by a similar person. i will be honest, at the beginning you say you are a typical washington biographer. reuel going to washington sites, lived in virginia, and i wa

i felt what you felt. that is how powerful it was. irl suffering like that, you know? i am still coming to understand what it is. all of my life, i will still be learning from what you gave me and i wanted to give what you gave me to the world. so i wrote the piece. that part -- [improvises notes] -- those are the bombs falling. >> and what are the words? what is she singing? hannibal: what is this rain that falls from the sky? this rain that burns me until i die? oh, father, when will this fire come to an and? when will the angels descend to make this fire end? to make their souls a sin. from this fire that has no end. because the fire is still in aleppo. the fire does not end. it is ignorance and hatred. how it destroys so many lives. how it destroys, destroys us. it's too much, because when i put the last note on the paper, i asked the creator to make sure you could hear it and i never thought to ask if i would be there to see it, but that is how the creator works. the creator is all knowing and powerful. [applause] >> it is an extr

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that's what i felt about washington too. love presidential biographies, the audible series the presidents "presidents are people too!" would require in my mind to understand what it was going on as i read micro history. i would also read three or four biographies of the same time in conversation with each other and i would emerge with some sort of understanding of the president, hopefully. that just never happened for me with washington. it needled me and i felt like it's a surprising assertion to make because you look at washington books there are quite a few one book on allison freda but i felt like i had to do something to that bookshelf it needed something. >> in the introduction you talk about how these washington biographies it's not just that there's a lot of them that but they all have a similar cast and written by a similar person. i will be honest, at the beginning is a typical washington biographer grew up going to historical sites, lived in virginia and i was like it sounds like me. [laughter] could you talk more

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i felt pretty abandoned, actually.epressants since 1996 and has attempted to come off his most recent medication three times. the withdrawals are far worse than the original depression. for me and so many other people, it's really an acute need and those needs aren't being met by services. it's left to people to do it themselves. so i've been taking the medication for 17 years. 0k. and i was taken off whilst i was an inpatient overnight. frustrated at the lack of support available, stuart started his own group and he invited me along to meet some members. it's the best thing that's happened to me in years, honestly. just the fact that you're with people who have been through the same and you're not sort of... "her with mental health problems." that feeling of not being alone. yeah, you've got people to talk to. nearly half of uk users of anti—depressants have been on them for more than two years. and research shows that the longer you're on this medication, the harder it is to come off. a new nice guideline on the safe

and i told i felt horrified and i felt sad and i felt angry and you know all along the course of the evening you know feelings just started to surface that were probably just simmering for a very very long time and she put her arms around me and we're both sat there and saw it was like. this great weight had been lifted off for me. i think it's important to recognize that military sexual trauma is not limited to women and in fact when it comes to the absolute numbers because of the proportion of men in much larger numbers than women actually the numbers are even greater. or i think one of the last bits of research showed that about one percent of males had been victims of sexual assault within the past year in the military that equals to about 20000 you get labeled as a body and that's the nice term to be related to so.

i felt that borisjohnson could have may be given a slightly stronger message. or tomorrow but it seems to be very soft in terms of businesses. we really don't want you to sacked people. but without providing those concrete financial measures, businesses have just gone ahead and made those very stark decisions right away. there is an expectation of what the chancellor might do tomorrow. whether that's looking at national insurance, the tax breaks but even though those things might be down, it could be extremely helpful. there are talks of loans being easily accessible, people have already lost theirjobs and what are they supposed to do? they supposed to now sign on with universal credit —— credit. we are going to get more information. people are also saying, it's ok for the government giving them loans but these loans take a long time. people say, we've lost 90% of our business and we need the money now. to keep people in work, as long as, of course, they don't get rid of them ata course, they don't get rid of them at a later date. the bank of england cut interes

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