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i need to explain? no. [laughter] i was -- i had written, 3 quarters of the book and i was getting tired of only seeing from the point of view of steven. sometimes you get bored with your own character and your own voice because it was coming from his point of view only i thought how would i get another voice in here. this is the fun part of write itting makes you creative. when you get in a jam you think of things you might not normally do. i thought i need to get other voices in here and i will do this. when sachy goes up to the village. the leper lady when she starts telling him the story her voice come in. i thought to myself, thank god. i could write a section in her voice and not only be in his voice. those things don't come until you need to work them out. that stumped me for awhile and came to with when she and the other villagers who contract lepercy decide to kill themselves to not bring shame to the village. and she can't do it. the man servant who's story that steven slowly finds out rescues her. >> even now i feel t

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i will do summer stock. i will do whatever ito what i love best earn some points in terms of enriching my talent. i have a long way to go. i thought i was good at west side story, but when i look at it, i could have done this. i could have done that, and i did not get a second chance to do this or that. tavis: what did you think you had to work on? what did you see immediately that you had to work on to continue to perfect your gift? >> i felt i had to work on my was neveroice compan, which very exciting. tavis: it works for me. >> it did not for me. morest felt i needed experience, and unfortunately, the only experience i could get was more movies, but i was not getting more movies, so i did the next best thing, which is to go to theater. theater is the one place where people of color or different nationalities had a better break, a better chance of doing roles on stage than you would in film or television. even now, the door is ajar. it is not wide open. you have got to push pretty hard still. we are not talking about somebody

so i say, i also come from nigeria and i am like you. [laughter] i do not think she believed me so i was inventing names. anyway. so she influenced me. she had white skin. you could see her veins. she was very strange but beautiful for me. i was always attracted by different beauty that i saw everywhere. i remember some movies called guess who's coming to have dinner tonight with sydney party. i remember i said to my parents -- i was 12. if i come with a black girl, what will you say? and they say, if you love her, that is perfect for you. years after when it told them what i could say about the fact was going with a guy, they said if you love each other, that is wonderful. so i think i was lucky to have parents like that. very modern. very open-minded. unlike for some, there's no question of religion, of color of skin, or anything like that. people can be all beautiful. it depends on who they are, but it is not a question of color. for me, both of us were beautiful. and i loved color. color of the skin. tattoo on the skin, which is a kin

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i learned the mistakes that i made. if i won the tournament i never would have found the mistakes i made which i never really repeated in my career. >> rose: what kind of mistakes? >> oh, i had a one-shot lead but i was leading after nine holes -- with nine holes to play. at the end 1206 holes i had a one shot lead. i looked at the leader board, started worrying about hogan, palmer, the cherry, souchak, those were the ones who were on leave all four under and i was five under and i got nervous on the next hole and i had a little -- and i had a ball mark in my way and i didn't have the presence of mind and i didn't know i could fix a ball mark. but you're not thinking clearly. so i three put it had next green. miss and bogeyed 18 to lose the tournament. arnold won the tournament, that's fine. hogan, he self-destructed on 17 and 18 but all those things, if i had won that tournament i'd have said boy, i'm really good. i wouldn't have learned the lessons, i wouldn't have had to learn how to do different things and it really was

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i will ask this monday. >> i was born in of los angeles. i was in a mexican-american, a chicano town. my dad was a launch your worker. my mother was an office worker at usc. my parents were divorced when i was 10 years old. i moved to the east coast and lived there for six years and then fled back to california after high school. i went to school at uc santa barbara. i have been in san francisco since 1989, have lived in the excelsior since 1999. the difficulty is, muni often sees it as an industrial area, not a neighborhood. we have to figure out how to make it work as a neighborhood and as a place that can service the light rail vehicles. i have had lots of different jobs. my main job has been doing social work for san francisco state university. i have been a community organizer, a social worker, but i have also been a legislative aide. i worked mostly for community- based organization supporting kids and families, working for labor. i got to see how city hall could be an effective tool to create change. i looked at running in 2007, 2008,

i was 15 when i committed the crime. at 16 i to life plea bargain. and that day just changed my whole life. celly! >> i know you like that. >> you've got to have the hot sauce. this is the best part of the day. coming home to a hot cooked meal. can't beat it. >> i was scared to come to prison. go do a life sentence in prison with adult men, that has its own fear on its own just knowing that you're going to do a life sentence with a bunch of adult men but you're still a kid. >> so now we got to eat together. >> i'm a 15-year-old kid. i'm 24 now, almost 25. i'm absolutely nowhere near that person anymore. >>> coming up on "lockup: extended stay" -- >> this is a very important tool for us. that's how easy it would show up. and it picks up the smallest things. >> even the laundry isn't exempt from random searches. ♪ >>> inmates do whatever they can to overcome the monotony of prison life. and the more than 900 officers of san quentin have their own ways of escaping too. >> get started right now. go ahead and put your shirt on, do al

>> i think i was around -- i was around, i was a round -- the teddy bear, i got it at 3:00, but i let him free at that time at the three years old. i let him free. i think i was around five years old that i started to take care of him. first, very important, i was -- [unintelligible] seeing on my grandmother. she had white hair. so i was putting on the the bear a little color that was kind of blue. after that, i do not know why, but i said he has to change. so it was more red, which was a strong color, too. then i try to make it black. that did not work. the texture of the paintings, because i was putting paintings on him, did not go with it. so i had to destroy it and start again. blue, red, start again. all the make up was the makeup of my grandmother. you can see an exhibition a teddy bear. i should say that he is a little nice monster, but it is a little monster anyway. you know, i have some affinity with air. i'd love the air. i love to touch the air. >> i hope you like my hair, because of a drag queen's last night were trying to touch it. [laughter] >> for the moment, i am not y

i i can't do what you all do. i tell them about a book i read called freedom summer about the summer project 1964 when young people from all over the country and the south, bruce tells the story through the interviews of these young people and they went and talked about how they can change the world. they knocked on the doors and they said i don't want anything to do with you. they got discouraged. john louis said if it wasn't for freedom summer, barack obama wouldn't be in the whies how white house. 40 years from now our children are going to see a better criminal defense public defense system because of you. so our lawyers are changing the world. public defenders are changing the world everyday and you don't realize it because you are caught up in this wrath of injustice. part of it is supporting the public defenders to advocate with stories to try to get the resources that we need and to ultimately build a movement where the voices are too loud. you can't ignore the voices saying. remember what gideon said, this

i would never. act like i did i would read prison and normal life never ever the way it were using medicine there was to get at the prisoners and rake them down the side of treating people it was almost like we're punishing them for seeking treatment from us i mean when i'm ordered to give some a fourteen gauge needle. especially if they're not in a mass of trauma i know that that's not needed and i know that that's purely to inflict and and those explicitly explained to me by the officer in charge as give these guys fourteen gauge needle also they won't want to be used anymore because they're so huge and they're so painful. usually the prisoners are crying and wailing and screaming that you're you know in the us. there's nothing to feel good about stick in fourteen years be in somebody for no good reason. take the one that's those people who are i'm sure there was other people who also felt the same way as i did but. a prisoner was not a place you spoke out against. i guess if i had a practices there was or. when d

i know. it's okay, though. >> i know what i did to you was terrible. i cry, still cry. care how many times you tell me you've forgiven me, it's there. >> i know. >> the most brutal beating of all occurred when chris was 14 years old and had snuck out of the house. >> you know, i think about that time. i mean, i see it just like it was yesterday. >> so the next day, he's at my bedroom door knocking on my bedroom door, and i open my door and he asked if he could talk to me. i told him, yeah. and he came in the room and he looked at me and he asked if he could hug me and when he went to hug me, i flinched. >> i don't know what happened. i just -- automatically i just stopped and i remember looking down at you with your hands covering your face. and it was like that light just went on. i saw the hurt that i put on you. and that's why i still cry. because that memory was what changed me to not ever want to hurt you again. and i looked at him, and i said, i'll never raise my hand to you again. >> and what means the most to me is that he never has. he never lifted a finger to

wanted to be as good as i could but i think i always knew it wasn't my best -- i knew i was never going to be as great as one could be in it. i knew that i lacked something as an actress, i knew that always. >> rose: what did you think it was? >> i always saw things from the point of view of the director. i couldn't not see that way. >> rose: you thought like a direct overas an actor. >> so i couldn't let go completely because i was seeing the whole thing. that's what a director does, they have to see the whole story all the time and the actor has to lose themselves in one point of view and i think i somehow couldn't do that. it had to do with -- i suppose it was a kind of talent or an inability to release your conscious mind which makes me value acting all the more but partly my fascinationith what ti is with in part with what t book is all about. >> rose: this book? >> yeah, because both masha and jacob at certain points are actors. he becomes an actor and she's an actor so the getting down to the nitty-gritty of the alchemy that acting is. >> rose: i mean, hello? by the way, yo

can't mention who. >> i thought that you... i misunderstood. i thought that you were saying that you never got the documents formally. and officially. >> no, i got documents. i understand that it was belated and that you were... >> mr. buell and miss ballard. three minutes rebuttal. >> i failed to mention which i think is important to not sound so presum sus that i had influence over the common wealth club but i searched all of the meetings and records for two full years and could not find any title that had a degree of bias or a subject matter that had only one side presentation. so i made that the case for when i went back to them and asked them for their consideration to change the title and add a person that could contribute to the other, or some other information about the issues and not have it so one-sided. i just wanted to say that. >> while you are here, i have a quick question. >> i was going to take questions after public comment. >> go ahead. >> okay. >> miss ballard. >> commissioners, i hope to offer up a clarifying comment although

and i turned my life around -- i mean around. yeah, i got into byca and i did a lot of community work. i grew up around here and i am intune with a lot of people around here. and this year i got myself into em emaculate academy on my own. and i learned how to file and scan and call around and outreach. and i interned at a dentist office and i scan and do procedure codes. i do a lot and the i learned a lot. i am excited to be able to know th they -- that i will have a future. and it's important because the youth is the future. and the youth is struggling with a lot, and it's crazy. i don't think you guys know how tough it is for the youth. and take in consideration that bya has helped a lot of youth. and our budget has been cut, and we need money to have another bya next year. thank you. >> hi, i am niece, and this program also helped me to be constructive and do better things instead of going outside and doing things i shouldn't be doing. i graduate this year, so they helped me to get paid and to go to prom and stuff. and i just love doi

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and i love everything, i love people. i love topics. i lover the news. i love everything. >>ose: love ow business. >> exactly. i love goose i-- gossip. i'm into all of it. >> rose: dow a bit of gossip on the show. >> well, behind the scenes we talk to each other but other than that we don't gossip too much. we pretty much go with what is in the newspaper and more or less the thoughts on our mind. >> rose: did anybody say you have to give up the football gig to do this. >> actually, no. and the great thing is it actually worked out perfectly. the tough thing is the football gig is in california so monday through friday i'm here, and friday i fly back. >> rose: friday like 10 or 11:00. >> 11, 12, i'm out and then coming back, t in the udio sunday at 5: and done at 5, 6:30. >> rose: how do you prepare for that. >> oh, man. >> rose: chemistry is also important there too. >> reading a lot of notes. understanding the team and the players. >> rose: make a lot of phone calls. >> i make call, i make calls to players but particularly sometimes coaches. but i like to come from a playe

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>> yeah, i mean, i don't know. i think one thing is -- you can really tell from whether, you know, players are professionals or not by the way they move their pieces. >> rose: show me what a professional does. >> no, i mean before the game you would kind of adjust the pieces so that, you know, everything's in harmony. and that the pieces are more or less in the middle of the squares. >> rose: yours are so perfectly place, yes. you set this board up. >> yeah. so it's like when i move a piece like i would -- you know do it very quietly and put it right in the middle of the square and of course there's usually a plan with what i do and i try to direct my pieces so that i work together in harmony and that's very important. >> rose: can you -- your best matches you can replay in your mind instantly? >> yeah, more or less. >> rose: morlsz. and great games in which imposing champions have played against each other, i assume you can replay those as well? >> yeah, i mean i can -- i might not remember every single move but i'l

want i want i just want to at. i want to add one thing when i say that terrorism by most accounts in north america focuses on non-state actors that doesn't mean that when states use violence against civilians it's somehow ok the thing is that we have a very rich vocabulary we can use many different words terrorism is not the only negative word to apply to actors in the international system. i don't want to give . you know i don't want to in any way exonerate seeds from attacking civilians indeed when states attack civilians they tend to kill many many more of them then when non-state actors do but that's terrorism isn't it max it depends i suppose on which country you're in william. we use a much more restrictive definition. i think is the definition definition you gave before it is for terrorism i think is quite suitable there has to be a political motive involved and usually there is where that where the state actor or the government. or when individuals there was nobody in the case of boston i think it was politic

i graduate. i'm going to have to pay student loans. i want this now. i was walking down the hall in school and i saw a big flyer and it said professional experience and i said yes. i want to put it on my resume and i went to an interview and now i'm here. they have offered me technical training and professional training and showed me what it's like to be a professional in a competitive environment. they have taught me what it's like to be a professional in three months more than what my school has taught me what it's like to be a professional in two years. this is actually an opportunity that i had with bay cat and basically my piece represents the idea if you want to make changes for yourself, no matter how hard it is you have to go out there and take chance. i hope you enjoy the video. thank you for your time. >> thank you. >> we've save the other interest. i want to honor the other speakers. thank you jessica, if it does cue up, we'll let it play. many of you know bay cat as a very long history in working with youth and i think part of that outreach q

this if we have a good term to come to that you know it can i can i just interrupt go ahead max jump in no i what i would. i just want to i just want to add one thing when i say that terrorism by most accounts in north america focuses on non-state actors that doesn't mean that when states use violence against civilians it's somehow ok the thing is that we have a very rich vocabulary we can use many different words terrorism is not the only negative word to apply to actors in the international system so i i don't want to give. you know i don't want to in any way exonerate seeds from attacking civilians indeed when states attack civilians they tend to kill many many more of them than when non-state actors do but that's terrorism isn't it max it depends i suppose on which country you're in william. we use a much more restrictive definition god willing i think the definition to definition you gave before is for terrorism i think is quite suitable there has to be a political motive involved and usually there is where that where the state actually where the government. would individuals there was

i knew i had a problem when i got home or any relationships getting into legal trouble and i knew i was drinking the tragic forget things that happens and i showed up at the v.a. made an appointment and they smear the p.t.s.d. and put me on so often hydroxyzine that. i have here i was taken here the v.a. has these contracts with certain pharmaceutical companies and if there's a medication that can help you or you maybe save your life you might not get that medications to them they use other medications for uses that they're really intended for just because they don't have as big a selection if i saw in our old actually right now insurance i could afford it you'd think i would have to deal with this crap and having to pick from. this selection who they have their deals with. i really don't know what's working. the hospital most of us the man raised nightmares every single night wake up sweating. terry explain to people that at a certain point in time you have such extreme anxiety that you don't even know what to do you're pacing or frying a story. that sleep is becomes overwhelming for f

you know i don't know what i could've done differently i mean for heaven's sakes i didn't want him in the study it was not important at all how dan was chilling if it were important how he was doing that would have contacted me after we contacted them on good friday and said do we have to wait for him to kill himself and we did we had to wait for that i called the corner of the monday after he died i said i wanted to see him and i remember her kind of yelling at me and same oh. don't you know how he died. and i his head well evidently i had hope. and i didn't you know who. or when you find out your son kills himself you don't say what do you know i didn't know. but it wasn't a normal suicide. he slit his throat so badly that the car nurse office said young mr capitated himself. and then she said probably because he wasn't dying fast enough that he. let his abdomen open and. reach his hand inside and she said when they found him his one hand had the box cutter frozen and that and the other hand was inside his abdomen up to his wrists. and. you know i

got it so that i could catch animals on the idea that i might eat them and i wanted to be ready to know how to get food get meat on the table was because i had no money. over the age of forty five and that's the cutoff date for drug experiments when there's no money there's no money so you have to do something that doesn't cost anything. in my little world part of the complexity that i take a drug to help me continue my writing and research and i also have a lot of problems with the way the drug manufacturers go about their business and make front test of profits. my work helps to address some of the contradictions in my life it has a hailing effect on the world i think and some modest the greedy and they are all of how they produce my writing. the relationship is not complicated to me it just works this is the educated trial all the doctors that i was seeing do not stand tap of my drugs and it's a good thing that i. am my own case manager. it's true. keeps me on me to this i can see all right now she would feel really strongly that she's doing the right thing

don't think i was very good when i was out there. in be better. >> joe watson committed armed robbery after his gambling addiction spiraled out of control. but that didn't stop him from taking the biggest gamble of his life after he landed in jail. facing a possible sentence of 25 to life, he's chosen to represent himself. but that gamble has paid off. >> filing so many motions, my prosecutor in response to one of my motions has basically conceded that i'm not facing any more than 9.25 years and i had to read it about three times over and over and over again before i finally got it. and it was really emotional. it was really an emotional moment, because after sitting in here for three years now and not knowing what's going to happen and believing that there was even potential for me to spend the rest of my life in prison and now that that is completely gone, knowing that i will have an actual second chance at life, you know, a chance to redeem myself. it's a huge relief. if something is unjust and unfair, you have to fight. unfortunate

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i think was-- i was-- as i said, earlier on, i think i was trying to-- i think i was trying to use myself as a kind of material within my work. so i think there was a sense of distance. and now the signature gets recognized or the name gets recognized or my image gets recognized. it's-- it's not so easy to have that separation. . my project kind of slightly blown up in my face. >> rose: do you see yourself on some journey where you see where you're going? >> sometimes. i think sometimes the-- sometimes where i'm going seems very clear, and it seems everywhere -- >> rose: and at this moment? i don't mean at this table but where you are having finished this exhibition in new york and going back to london tonight? >> i think-- you know, i think that-- i definitely feel that there's a lot more art for me to make. i don't know if that's an answer to the question. >> rose: but you don't quite know what direction it's in, or is it cumulative? >> it is definitely cumulative. there's definitely a point where you-- when i make work into future, i'm certainly picking up on things that i've made befo

i want i want to see for this but it is so need i see stuff from yeah i. said i felt i was meant. what's national companies and while in our community i'm going to community l.n.g. more believe. it and give it to myself i doubt if i don't think. that out that a dad x. . will fight for our own right a call last minute. if need. be i'll fight a faucet if interest is they don't all want to be self-reliant is when god i've already blessed goes on and give us all these oil and gas on all these teams though we are supposed to be surviving from somebody and if it's a good not. one but. how will you and i need to feed up again so that is why we decided no going to fight for water rights you see today . i was done for the new show of luther myself to fight for the last three years you not done it without a doubt as we start from the asphalt i believe i would not walk down on an island. where i marked out. well i can. buy them for that was too much of a mercy by sin something if you say anything against them in newcastle and nothing would save you there are so many dead bodies and understood

and i know i don't know i know who. i do better why not why not well i do whatever. i want and then i got done regarding. that i overheard lulu years there's courier that far down the. road. you got her. i was out of there out of every god out of her on the other hand i wanted. to take as militants settle in for another night waiting for the situation to. equally ready to rise again and fight or quietly return to ordinary life but i began to wonder whether most of the guys were really here to fight for a noble cause the villagers had lost faith in them it seemed the choice that led them to join were borne out of social economic conditions that offer them no good education broken families and virtually no opportunities to earn an honest living and many after a long exile in the wilderness dream of returning home. anytime somebody else. if you like it with luck welcome on the morning. yeah yeah we turn forty three don't hold that's not the time and that is. undoubtedly those nights. play. play. play. play. play. play. play. play. play. play. play play. play. play. play.

i thank. i was. i was that high you and me are in big trouble was around jamila run was run i did as i started working in israel when i was twenty seven. and i'm sixty two so i did something. i lived were surrounded by fences and you can't live without working. live in order to work you need a permit. hasn't really had to go in this way. because people come in this way. what the hell they get out. of the city you get a permit you need in this really good renter to sign for you the city it was nobody's going to sign for us. i. know clinics i walked in israel before they build the security fence i study it. goodness awful could do a better world but happier than me. janish i used to work because the people who treated me with respect couldn't learn the suddenly they greeted me with coffee and cake with. their one accordance come up wouldn't do it either and then i'd start working. my midnight he trusted me. and man i still have the keys to the house as i worked and if it did fail refer to . the thirty on

i still live. and if i still live, then i have a gift. and so what am i going to do with the gift that i have been given? how am i going to use the time that so many of my friends wish they had but will never have again? how am i going to use it so that i can make sure that i earn it, so that i can make the most of something that i know they will never possibly have? how do you do this? i mean, how do you live each day like it's your last? i don't know exactly because it's -- even though i've been in combat, i can't conceive of what it is like to die. but i suspect it is doing something like dick hoyt does which is giving his best and giving our best every day that we get up and have the opportunity to run the race that we call life. we can pursue the tasks that are in front of us without regard to how they will turn out with our best efforts because we know that each day given us brings a responsibility, and to do anything less than the best with the day that we have is a slap in the face to all of those living and dead who don't have wha

but i am also, i won't date a guy that is taller than me. i won't date a guy that is bigger than me. i guess i am more of the masculine man. >> rhodes has been teaching his inmate, the finer points of chess, a creative challenge kidding they don't have a chess set in their cell. >> we need to make some more squares. i ripped them up. now, if you look, at the scoreboard. mine is joey. his is kyle. 4-1. and one stalemate. >> beauchamp pled not guilty to shoplifting and violating his parole. represents the third kind of inmate housed in the unit. >> he is actually a straight guy. he is straight. he know it gay at all. >> during his interview process for his housing he said he was homosexual. he was housed in the homosexual unit, upon his request. every inmate, signs a form, requesting homosexual unit. under their own free will. some straight men look to the homosexual unit as a safe harbor compared to the predatory environment found in many other units. >> i had one or two gay men tell me, hey, go to the gay pod and you will be taken care of. i h