i knew he was drinking. and i knew he was smoking. and i knew he was unhappy. he said to me, jerry, i can't do this anymore. i can't go down. i can't sing these songs anymore. i've had it. i've done it. i've done it all. i've got to quit again, get out of this racket. i can't do it. i can't do it. i can't do it. i said, frank, stop it. you're the greatest performer in the world. no, jerry. i said, frank, i'll be right there. i jumped on a plane. on my plane. went up to vegas. >> larry: now it's your plane. >> my plane. went up to his rooftop at caesar's palace. i went up to the rooftop, and he had a swimming pool and sitting in the room in that sweater he used to wear. >> larry: the m & m candy. >> exactly and he's drinking jack daniels and smoking a cigarette and he says to me i can't do this anymore. i said, frank, you've got to stop this. you're talking crazy. he said to me, i don't like it. i need something new. i need something to get my juices going. i said, i've got it, i got it, i got it. he said what is it? i had nothing. so i kept saying, i've got it,

in me, i knew it could be a big deal. t that was. there has been a lot of wonderful things that have come. >> all right. have a good night everybody. we will see you tomorrow.

i knew i wasn't going to write about myself and knew that i was not going to write about my family. but i wanted to write about an aspect about china and women. those were the 2 things i knew when i began the first book. i was fortunate enough to it stumble upon the silk working women which gave me everything i wanted. it gave me the culture. it gave me a sense of what it meant to be a female chinese women in that time and a sense of empowerment on what they had done. regardless of what they understood they were doing at the time. they didn't know it was a culture that was earning money and living independent of husbands and family that was doing everything against what it meant to be in the chinese culture. i hadn't heard about that and it was perfect. it was exactly what i was looking for. i can go off and preach about the fact they think so many of us asian american authors and asian authors in general tend to go back and write about our ancestors and write about things in our past not our specific past but may be of of ancestors and mothers and grand mothers. we have been tellin

one sweet song called going to civilization but was ready for a bit of culture and i knew that in key slovyansk there was a rather special concert being planned in the local film. oh it's very good and back to back to when i was seven years old. my. mom has been a professional organist for more than twenty years and she's one of an exclusive club because she's so rare spent alone or is in high demand she performs in europe and fills concerts here twice a month patients pay an average of forty dollars a ticket a high some compared to the average salary in the region. and when people are shelling out serious money they expect everything to be perfect. for some pretty serious work i must tune an instrument of this saw it's. possible maybe if you want to you can try while i'm trying of course if you're well it can she try. to negotiate is not does not mind i think it's possible you can because you have yes it's interesting. to see how they repair a million euro instrument well extremely carefully it seems that. the mayor is changing the vibrations of the pipes here by touching the little

. >> one thing that i knew but the class helped reinstate is that you have to check yourself. e are all grown adults. >> i try to be motivated in everything i do in my life. if you don't encourage yourself to do something or do things for yourself you can't expect somebody else will do it for you. some people didn't make it to class because they have a bad attitude and decided it wasn't worth it. >> when you do something you have to understand why you are doing it and you can't say and come in and say, i will make good money. construction's not like that you have to want to do it because it's not aedz work. you have to want to get up and go to work and do physical labor for 8 hourses. >> i lived next to biotechnology companies and was a recruiter. i was getting tired and felt sluggish. >> i knew from the first day we were outside being outside having fun, climboth ladder and hammer and the physical labor i knew it was something i would enjoy. to say i put 15 years into this and not retire a multimillionaire but retire healthy and feel good about the work i have done. >> the gre

which was fearful for me because of the fact i knew i didn't have the second book. steven's story, i asked myself questions. a lot of writers do that that's usually how i begin. what did he do? who did he meet when he got off the train? who was this man servant? what was his life about? it all began with the seeds and the particular questions, as simple as that. although, then, i had to answer them. what i had done is i usual low don't work with an out line. a lot of writers do they will out line what will happen and sometimes they have to because like if you are writing a mystery you need to write out the plot. i write about characters the characters drive the story. when that hatched i sat down and said, what happens is, a, he arrived and gets off the train what's going to happen. >> i know z, he would get on the train and leave at the evented book. i didn't know the alphabet in between. i was nervous and i took one step at a time very japanese like. i began to study and read everything i could find on the japanese culture. the incredible thing was not having ever

i knew emily and knew her mother by name even though i didn't have many stores about her. i didn't know fellamin's mother's name. when we found that and i say, we, i had to hire a professional geneiologist to help me find this. that document was in 10,000 unindexed records. that they had to go through page by page by page and the records a majority of those records were in very, very badly preserved creole french. which is why i couldn't go through them i would have missed something. i know english, the emotions of finded that were first, joy. i was so thrilled. i cannot tell you how happy i was to at last be delivered these ancestors in this way and had names and they had a place and then to go from that to just fury. real anger. that people were selling people. >> and different directions to different people. >> i'd like you to read a passage that describes some of what lead to the sale. and we can talk about it after. to set it up this is after the rose due the plantation was being dissolved and these ladies were being sold. >> this is before the sale itself. where the

>> i knew when i was 12, i was in love with america.-- i read every book>çirw howard fast ever wrot. he loved america so much, he would make you weep when you read about it. i was going to go into that when i stopped acting. -- i knew i was going to go into that when i stopped acting. that was being ignored. like the 100 years after the civil war and people lynched at the rate of 90 a month. we forget and think those were the golden years. we are hypnotized in the same way. we don't teach the basics, and we think everything is just fine. the@6á÷ basics have to be taughr this country will disappear. tavis: richard dreyfusss new film is "the lightkeepers." we will see you monday night. until then, keep the faith. >> for more information on today's show, visit tavis smiley at pbs.org your side ♪ >> and by contributions to your pbs station from viewers like you. thank you. [captioning made possible by kcet public television] captioned by the national captioning institute --www.ncicap.org-- /q >> we are pbs. /q >> we are pbs. [rocking blues

i specifically because i knew that if i fired back it would drew more fire and i just knew they wereothers so i knew that they were confused and i didn't -- i didn't want anymore trouble to come to them. >> larry: there is an obvious here, russell. assuming that's correct, why were they shooting? >> you know, i -- i can mirror o'neal's, you know, his statement. you know, i really do believe that there is a serious lack of control. a lot of the guys that were shooting at us were young rangers an it was their first -- >> larry: scared? >> not just scared but lack of control, meaning there are people above them on the ground that were in charge of controlling their fires and i think there was a grave lack of control. >> larry: did you ever talk to them? >> i did not. >> larry: why not? >> never any opportunity to. >> larry: never saw him again? >> no. >> larry: why didn't you talk to him? >> i addressed him. once we returned back to salerno in afghanistan, we were to a meeting we all got together, we sat down and we discussed what happened and what went wrong and even after that you kno

i knew that i had a lot more to do. and i had expressed a lot of it throughout my life, but i knew that there was something really, really significant that i wanted to do, and i was stuck -- going to the same place every day and sitting down in the same room every day and all of the kinds of things -- and i really let go of it all, i was challenged to do that in a meditation, and i walked away from everything i had. all my clothes, all my shoes, all my records of every kind. started out a whole new life, and what a transformation and what a difference it has made in my life. one of the things people notice in watching the program and reading the "tao" is that it's a whole new way of thinking, the eastern philosophy is so different than what we're taught in the west. that's where the paradox comes in. but it's very interesting, you know, babette, because we think that it's different, but the fact is, we're all the same, whether we grew up in china, in ancient china, or whether we're here or whatever, that we're still all

i knew i didn't have the courage of to mocko nor this women. the waves washed over her. i turned away from her and began running. i ran and ran away from the beach and all the death and dying. even now i don't remember what i was thinking. the greatest honor i could have given my family was that of my death and i ran from it. i was frightened at not only fulfilling my obligation. not giving code to my parents. there was a voice inside we telling me it was a mistake. at night i hit along theistries on the stretch of road much it was cold that first night alone and i was so hungry. i began to think may be death was a better way after all. >> main stage start in this magazine rack much the fliers for the upcoming events and i used to walk past in every day going to the tv studio. i said, that looks like a fun event i wish i could go to that. i could make a tv show and go to these events. >> main stage is produced through a private/public partnership coordinated by sfg tv. library staff set up the shoes. media services gathers the production details and stages the live event

i knew i wanted to write. incidentally, i wanted to move to the united states. i couldn't explain either of these two things very well, but i now realize and the book taught me the two impulses were the same. to mature as a writer i had to leave england and come here. >> rose: surely you're not suggesting you can't reach maturity as a writer without coming here. it only applied to you. >> to me, yes. >> rose: what is that all about? >> i can't be sure. it had something to do with the scope of america, certainly, and the relatively limited character of english society comparatively. >> rose: in class structure and everything else? >> things like that. if you show any promise in britain, in london, that's fine and people will give you work and so forth, but you keep feeling you have to pass a series of tests and prove he's quite promising. you can die of that kind of encouragement. whereas in america, if you're willing to take a chance and say, "here i am, try this," people can-- you go through these stages of evolution, maturing like a fine old vintage. >> rose:

and that was before i knew anything. we just really -- it was just passing in a hallway. >> larry: you've not seen the child or anything? >> i have seen the child actually. >> larry: you have? what occasion? >> when john and i were together, and he was, you know, wanted to be a father, which i admired, that he should -- when he found out that, in fact, this was his child, he wanted to be a father, and if that were the case and we were together, i would be this child's stepmother. and so it was important. we went down -- >> larry: right. >> i know. we went down to charlotte. and a third party picked up quinn and brought her to where we were. and i let -- john spent some time alone with her. it was before christmas. we brought christmas presents and dresses and little things. >> larry: was it strange for awkward? >> no, it was not awkward in the least. she didn't know who i was. that was something she was going to learn over time. unlike john, she didn't have a name -- there was not going to be a name that she then associat

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here is what i knew. "out of sight" the movie. "get shorty." i loved it. remember reading the script years ago. this isn't fair. i should have stopped myself. i remember reading the script to "the big bounce" and i loved that script and i loved that character. that owen wilson played, i think. i remember thinking i would love to get my hands on one of those characters. but i hadn't really read the books until i got this job. i read -- tavis: i was being a little bit flippant when i talked about the fact that he shoots people, although he does. tell me more about the character that you play on the series. >> it is fine. i actually hate talking about these things. he is a marshal. [laughter] and he goes back to kentucky where he grew up and he shoots people. you did fine. [laughter] that's it. that's it. tavis: they call the series -- i figured this before i saw it but then i saw it, i understand why they call it justified, in my mind at least. these are people who have done bad things. >> yeah, that's true. yep. i wanted to call it "kill tucky." tavis: not

so after i knew what it is i spent hundreds of thirty bucks i got the raider because of its design the d. bold touch screen machine proved vulnerable to a twenty year old hack the old bootloader hack there's nothing worse than bootloader hack honestly i haven't seen this kind of things to happen in twenty years this you can do you've confirmed this this isn't on the db old. machine this is confirmed by me and proof of concept were for going by princeton university so you have independent verification for my father in two thousand and six a princeton university professor and two graduate students confirmed what hari hursti had already proven they posted their demonstration on you tube hacking the de bold touch screen machine in less than one minute's time they inserted a vote flipping virus that changed vote tallies would spread to other machines and flip an election without leaving a trace it would hold did they didn't steal the last election but you know if they did. i guess the outcome would have been completely different if we had a different president the war in iraq probably would

valerie: the phone rang around 6:20 and i looked at caller id and it said fort campbell, and i knew. you know? and so i just said "john's my son, is he okay?" and he said, "ma'am there's been an incident." john: well, i remember running up to a humvee to start unloading it and all i remember was falling down and i thought i smacked my head on my rifle. when i got up i wiped my forehead and there was a little bit of blood on it. and i guess the mortar round had exploded about five feet away from me. and shrapnel had gone straight through my helmet and straight through my head. coyote: john barnes effected arm had almost no dexterity with his fingers and a greater loss at the shoulder and elbow. taub: there was almost nothing that he could do with the arm. begley: if you constrain the good arm so that the patient doesn't rely on it, but instead through intensive therapy which is about eight hours a day, five days a week for a couple of months or more, but just encourage and coax and urge that patient to use the seemingly paralyzed arm which sounds paradoxical but they can, they can make

it was this guy i knew as a kid. on this was the first project since the passing of your mother. how do you push this through when i assume you are going through a difficult time? >> i basically made the unconscious choice of throwing as much work as possible at this situation. it for my mother passed away i finished my album and luckily i had a good month with her to be with her, so i was not multitasking at that point. but right after i went on to our -- went on tour. it just felt that way and i think the fates were on my side. some hire force was looking after me because it is too long to sit down and think about too much. i do plan to take a good six months off after christmas and absorb the shock, but i do recommend working a lot. tavis: i can understand that. it does help to put ourselves into our work, but it is not either or. at some point if you don't take the time -- you never close on ed, but if you don't take that time it will he -- hit you when you least expect it. >> i am aware of that fact. there have b

i knew the memory was going. i knew he was getting more irrigable -- more irrigable. he accused me of stealing. so much going on. they -- they would say he talks fine to me. i thought it was just me. he is getting older. but finally -- and i am a nurse -- supposed to know better. but finally, i went to the neurologist, and sure enough he confirmed what i knew exactly all the time. one of the interesting things about my husband -- he had a way of hiding his decline. the matter of fact, the neurologist was giving him tasks, and he said to me, i am not going to play the stupid games -- he just pretended. this was his way of not dealing. to me, the most important thing was trying to learn to take care of myself. that was the most difficult part. harri cared little about myself, probably because of the bill. i have been with him all these years. my right to do so. you must take care of yourself. that is not being selfish. it is only being realistic. if you do not take care of yourself, there is no way you can take care of anyone else. [applause] i say that, that it was ver

i knew my wife was safe and everybody else in the family was safe and i put them aside. i think when you come to a catastrophe, you don't think about your personal side of things, you think about your commitment to people. i chaired the louisiana recovery authority to one half years while i was working -- 2 1/2 years while i was working on building the university. if you had nothing before katrina or were marginal, you lost everything. i tell people all the time, the story and the numbers that don't talk about are the people who died of broken hearts. they were taken out of the city, watching television, watching the area, and saw their homes under water. those people died. i went to more funerals right after that. the tragedy is such that something happens. you either give up or you find the adrenaline to proceed. tavis: we have been friends for years, which has been a great honor. you cannot focus on your own home because you had to focus on the people you were serving, the thousands of students at xavier. the governor called you and asks you to chair the louisiana rec

i knew a guy who i had worked in uganda, he was tutsi, the tribe that had been targeted. i went there a couple of years afterwards and it got under my skin. i became fascinated with the nature of evil and also how people respond when confronted with evil in both people and institutions. that is a clip of an amazing young woman who survived. it is about how all of us responded to the horror of that placed there and how the international system, the political system made a calculated, logical decision to do nothing. and it was in the best interest of the united nations and specifically the u.n. security council, the u.s. in particular, to take no action. that question haunted me -- how is that possible, and on a deeper level, how would i have responded if i had been in a position of power? what if i'd been one of those people seeing that? most of us did not know how we would respond to those moments of crises until they happen and then our true nature is revealed. >> who is the other fellow? >> he is one of the killers from that village. >> how did you talk them into recall

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i knew i needed training. what they were saying was everyone was showing up to the disaster site but they were getting put aside because they didn't have the skills. i went to the red cross and received disaster training. i got training in shelter and case management and said i'm ready for the big sdaefrt. the red cross said, no, you are ready for any disaster they handed me a hard hat and flashlight and said go forth and help your community. at 2 in the morning my phone will ring and a family would have suffered a sdaefrt and we would go out and we would provide is shelter and we would provide clothing and mental health needs and food and this happened weekly. it happened every day. some nights i would be on call and have 4 or 5 calls at night. i was going out and giving back to my community. after a while the disaster manager says, this experience you are getting out there and a team leader you will be a shelter manager when we have the big quake you run the airport shelter or the stadium shelter. i said, is

i knew them for two and a half years. wild bill and his wife. >> reporter: cher and keith lived together on their piece of paradise. their own private island, just across the water from where wild bill and jane settled in. and cheryl was really happy? >> unbelievably happy. got that little island, we said, yeah, we can die here. we can spend the rest of our days here. >> reporter: their marriage went south, and they separated. but even after, they remained in contact, until late march. >> the last three, four texts i got were just a little strange. they weren't what cher would say. and she said in the text that she met someone and she was leaving. >> reporter: keith says she now knows the messages that didn't sound like cher weren't. it was wild bill, he says, impersonating cher. keith, sandy and others tried to alert local authorities. >> i said, cheryl hughes was a very close friend of mine, something's wrong, her dogs are not with her, she would not have ever sold her ireland. >> reporter: why wouldn't the police look