every thing came to a complete and the day that i was raped i got there in february by april i was drugged and raped for the 1st time i had like a cold or pneumonia like sometimes and so they sent me to get shut down and while i was waiting to be examined. and came in any help himself he said he was going to the bathroom and he came into my room and and that's when he raped me the entire time i was screaming and yelling for help and for him to stop nobody came to the door nobody came to help me and maurice cure anything they made it very very clear . if i said anything they were going to kill me. you know in then of course i didn't have anyone to go talk to because the people that were perpetrating me were the police. it was my 1st time ever and was had a tough time convincing myself that i'm still. if this is happening to me you know i can only imagine surely i'm not the only one which i found out later going through the claims process that i wasn't. it's just after 3 am i see a shadow of a human head over my body next thing you know that i'm awake and like he's on top of me pushed my leg

and i was absolutely scared didn't know what to do i call my dad. when the 1st thing she said was bad. and. i said. what happened he said i was right. and you're a virgin. because. tribute. don't ever think you're. my main nerve in my spine was 3 places and my hips are rotated. my title is director of military plans and personnel policy for the navy. we have specifically trained judge advocates our navy lawyers in our naval criminal investigative service those investigators are all specifically trained in sexual assault any report of a sexual assault is fully investigated in the united states navy they didn't take care of it for a year and a half they were tracking down witnesses they had all these students that are. and they can walk them down and say hey you're only hold talking to statement and i didn't and i went through 3 investigators it was like ok i'm giving this case that's what it's sort of felt like oh right i'm giving this case i'm going to take care of it oh well this is really want to really want to deal with it females would come up to

i am. sorry that i'm the man. caught it saying. that there was. a model but i didn't. know. was. 150 found helicopter you know you're everywhere and it doesn't matter with your own man or woman only that you're on. the time. i am. 500. stocks in guest house it's a lot of work it's totally it's. there was a waiting list for the navy over a year and i knew i didn't wait that long so i had a friend to me about the coast guard and i went to the coast guard and they said that they could get me in within a month so said ok. i tried college and. i had. a good job but as a married and and east texas i bought my own little house and the military was something i always wondered till i come from the family i was always taught that it's every citizen's duty to join the military if you can you should. so i want to go ahead and join and start a career. but air force i was 17 years old i had a boyfriend that encouraged me to go in so that's why he didn't give you permission to go. when i was in high school i was impressed with the marines that i had met colonel that used to run laps around

and i was good at basketball. so that enabled me but even then i'm think about blackness in the very particular way. it was a very kind of limited notion of it and think can about blackness i didn't include my papers in that formulation of blackness and that was a mistake i made. i thought of them as immigrants, outsider who ha come in and thin thought they're black as well. they're blackness is a legitimate experience, and why am i -- just because nicer not a nigerian character on the fresh prince of belair doesn't mean there wasn't a black experience and i was craving this sense there was a blackness that people were pining for, that it wanted to jump aboard the train as well and had to grow older before i could say there's a multidimensional blackness i can inhabit that has space for someone like me. >> thank you for the question. >> hello. i'm nigerian, also railed in white suburbia. my question -- >> roku. we'll joan a what's app group. >> i think for me, so i had a boyfriend who when he found out where i was

and i was like, an ipad? show's going to go >> jimmy: yeah >> and i was like -- so i - >> jimmy: there's no title for the show >> no, it was "untitled dan fogelman" while we were doing the pilot. and so we all of course accumulated our list i sent it over and -- but the one that i chose was -- it was like, "this, me, and you" or like "this is me and you," or something i'm just saying, i think i named our show [ light laughter ] i'm pretty sure. [ cheers and applause i'm pretty sure he was inspired >> jimmy: wait, so it was "this, me, and you"? >> no. like, "this is me and you. >> jimmy: oh i thought it was "this, me, and you. then i'm like -- >> well, that's not great. >> jimmy: that would be -- well, what if it was two people that an alien comes to live with them? [ light laughter ] >> exactly >> jimmy: "this, and me, and you. >> well, aren't we all aliens? >> jimmy: i know right [ light laughter ] so you said -- >> together: "this is me and you" >> or something along those lines. >> jimmy: you totally named

when i was in high school i was impressed with the marines but i had met. a colonel that used to run around the truck after soccer practice and he started to be perfect for the marine corps has a really smart mouth with the marine corps needs the professionalism the camaraderie everything about it inspired me. after i graduated high school i left for orlando florida which was the 1st time i was ever on an airplane and a life. initially it was just wanting to go see the world because i'm from a really small town i had a college scholarship to go play basketball but i instead opted to go into the military. when i chose to do. i come from a long line of military one of the. somebody from every generation on both sides of the family all the way to of revolutionary war had served in the armed forces and i chose the marine corps because no one in my family had ever done that. well of putting on a uniform every day and you know just getting out there and giving it my all and it's a very proud feeling. that i would have done the camp over and over and it was create

i had to call showtime i was like, "i made a huge mistake. ere all just moving around >> at first, it was cool i was like, "oh, art, this is cool it's like pictures and stuff." and then the pictures started whispering to me [ laughter ] >> jimmy: "hey, just take me off the wall i'm invading your house. >> i got into a dance off with rembrandt. i was like, "oh, wow." [ laughter ] >> i got you i got you. [ laughter ] >> it was a good time. >> jimmy: that's fun that's fun and then -- now, it's a lot of back to school time here in new york city. >> oh, yeah. >> jimmy: i was just seeing if there's any memories that you guys have -- mero, of going back to school do you remember any memories of going back to school in september? >> i just remember my freshman year of high school and being terrified. because everybody coming out of junior high was, like, "freshman friday, bro. freshman friday. if you're not an upper classman, you get your ass kicked, bro. they're going to come get you. >> jimmy: that's what freshmen friday is? >> yeah, "they gonna dro

so i was missing homework because i didn't see that it was assigned. and sometimes instructors would read the assignment from the back of the room, and i wouldn't hear him. i i did no homework was being assigned. so i realized if i just tried to be a student, i'll never be successful. i had to both the student and my own teacher advocate. that's when things change. i started advocating for my rights. i started checking in, what are the strategies to get up close to the assignments if you can't see or hear the assignments? i would go to the teacher after every class and ask, what did i mess? what assignments are there? and and i continued doing that o high school. my grades went up. i started getting straight a's when i i took responsibility fr my education. and the school actually was more accessible than most schools. most schools throughout the united states don't even provide blind students braille. so once i heard the assignment, they would miss out on the opportunity to do the reading and stand top of classes. and those types of barriers force stud

>> i think it was around -- eight. i foind found pornography. as the dial up kind you had to wait. >> i had been struggling with this since i was 11 years old. >> i remember vividly seeing the image on my computer and having this first orgasm with technology. >> i was exposed when i was probably 7 or 8. and then i would say i started using regularly when i was 10. >> i first saw pornography when i was around 9 years old. i actually did have a cell phone or a computer. i had a nintendo ds and they came out of a new model where you can access the internet and by the time i turned 11 years old, i was watching pornography on a regular bases. by the time i was 13, i was fully addicted topography. to pornography. >> many others in the no fap community were addicted to porn at a young age. now report side effects such as reduced sex drive. erectile dysfunction and social anxiety. >> porn is a big issue for my wife. i have gone through a lot of guilt around it. porn causes me to not be able to perform sexually and sometimes thinking about having sex with

and as i was getting chelsea, i could see very clearly that the fire was already at the house. oor and went on out, put chelsea in the trunk. the cage didn't quite fit in the trunk, but i closed the lid hard enough that it fit. >> just as i got to the garage door was when the lights went out. i could hear a cracking noise, like a lightning strike. at this time, bob was yelling from inside the house, "i can't find my car keys." and i said, "we'll just take my car." >> there were embers swirling. there were small dust devils of, not dust and trash, but embers and flame. >> when allyson turned and ran away from us, and i saw the flame and smoke come behind her, is when i first went into a state of shock. it was very confusing. everything was -- just felt off. it didn't -- it wasn't flowing. >> i had to leave so that everybody else could get out because i'm blocking everyone. so lori and i are in my truck. we start heading down the driveway slowly looking for allyson. >> where is allyson? we can't find her. and we're driving and we're looking. and we're trying to figure out. and the

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i had no idea. that was the first time i learned and what was hard about it was i asked her, what happened? why did he die? and she said, you know, we don't know. for sure. it could have been the plane crash. it could have been the pediatrician who wasn't paying careful enough attention to what was going on, i never had full confidence in him. it could have been that you were just the stronger of the two and that you consumed the lions share of the resources. and i heard that as, am i being blamed for the death of my sibling? i know that's not what my mother meant but that's what i heard. and so that was a moment that i never really let go of. margaret: you take somebody else's job as well, take someone else's work as well as your own, do you feel you carry that with you? susan: i don't know that i thought about it that way. i'd known from my childhood that i was a strong personality and a strong character and that i had a lot of self-confidence even from an early age. and i was an athlete, a tomboy. threw a

i was drunk, but aware. ive headache, and lay motionless for a few minutes, running back through the memories from the night before. i saw myself coming into the house, going into the kitchen, getting the glass of water and the paracetamol, and then it came. the intrusive thought: i had taken a whole box of paracetamol tablets. i could feel the sensation of the cardboard in my fingers, the feeling of swallowing each tablet. i was in danger, grave danger. i ran downstairs in search of the physical evidence. i rifled through the cupboard. i found just one box of paracetamol — and it was almost full, with only two tablets missing. with overwhelming relief i realised i was going to be fine. i was fine. but...hang on. how could i be sure? how could i be absolutely, 100% sure that the box of paracetamol that was in the cupboard was the same box that had been there last night? what if i had taken all those tablets and then drunkenly thrown the box in the bin? and just like that, there it was. another memory. i could

i had a ball. it was tremendous. talking about golf, your favorite course to play of any, other than the ones you might have designed, i assume you like those the most -- jack: it's like who is your favorite child, the same thing. david: which ones would you say were your favorites to play? jack: well, if i had one round, probably pebble beach. i love pebble beach. the scene out there, i love the u.s. amateur there. i won the u.s. open, three others out there. i just love the place. my two favorite places in the game are augustine national and st. andrews. david: when you finish your professional career, it was in 2005. your last tournament was the british open. was that emotional? jack: yeah. yeah. david: you had your family there. jack: i had my family there. they were all there. my son, steve, caddied for me. we stopped on a bridge across the 18th fairway. we didn't get a decent picture of steve because steve was crying too much. tom watson was crying. they are all emotional. i'm trying to figure out how to finish

i was not taught hate at home. i had to look at these people who were very insular and plain old ignorant people, including the governor. that is where i was coming from. then, even atsane 14, because i had the right to be there. bei knew i had the right to there. that was by stating above it all. it may not work for the other eight, but it worked for me. that is the way i don't with -- dealt with them. >> dr. roberts, you are a psychologist. are you sane? [laughter] >> i truly doubt it. re?would you know if you we can we pass the mic to you? >> i am a teacher at central high school, and i must stand mrs. lanierk you to for coming to my classroom and talking to the students. it was a beautiful, awesome moment. studentson is -- with from all over the spectrum falling through the cracks, without having the obstacles 1957, what are your thoughts? what are some things you can share that we as a community can reach out to those students, or know, them today, you obstacles you are facing now -- you can't compare to what y

i was like, "of course." and that was actually the hardest part of the whole thing. it took me an hour to like get the thing going. >> jimmy: that's what the whole episode is, you trying to start an old vespa >> tipping over, it was so humiliating. goddamn vespa wouldn't go. but the funniest part was, i like finally get it hurtling down, on this vespa you have to change the gears and suddenly, there was this rumbling behind me i was like, "oh my god, i can feel him." that sounds weird. but he flew right over my head on a helicopter. i was like, "ah, there he is!" it was awesome >> jimmy: really >> yeah. >> jimmy: and did you have to go - you had to go camping. you had to eat bugs and stuff? >> yeah, yeah. >> jimmy: you did all of it. >> i ate a rat [ audience groans >> jimmy: cara, what are you doing? >> i told you i would do anything for bear. >> jimmy: what are you doing >> i would do anything for bear >> jimmy: you did, you ate a a rat? >> yeah, but the worst - >> jimmy: how could you though >> the worst pa

[l ghter] bush: when i was president, i would ca bill and, you know, he was ver helpful. and it wasn't-- you ow, it was, uh, he knew a lot about a variety of issues-- particularly international affairs that i was interesd in-- i knew i could count on him for good advice, ind he was gracious eceiving my calls. i knew i could count on him for good advice, rubinstein: president clinton, all of us who have gone to school cognize that sometime there's somebody who's a student body president who's a class president, and everybody thinks this person could be president of the united states but none of them actually have made it except you. most people burn out and they say, "i don't want to still be a leader," and you've managed to pull this off. what would you think the qualies were that might-- instilled by yourother or what? well, i also lost two elections along the way, which kind of keeps you humble first of all, i think all that stuff's kind of way overrated. i think i got elected 'cause i was the... basically, we're the last generation that was born w. i was 10 years old b

when i was very. before the transplant foreign travel was out of the question. sightseeing in san francisco i wander around chinatown in the past even short trips within europe were difficult. isn't well off time and if we wanted to go on holiday in italy we had to plan every last detail i had time you had to make dialysis appointments everywhere and to get in touch with doctors and send over reports it was always a massive undertaking. but i was all over. the difficulties of the last few years are long forgotten. guns. that cost the friendship of laos still attends regular checkups and also takes medicine but he's adjusted easily to his new found freedom. i don't feel blood because this is a normal life you forget that waiting for an organ donor is an exceptional situation once you have a new organ things can go back to normal but it's not like a huge explosion before something for other. life has also gone back to normal the transplant was 3 years ago but maggie is now 57. at one point her body began

i think i was getting soft, mild discrimination. as not suitable for me to be talking about marketing, i was technical, and generally feeling that i was not allowed to expand from being a technical person to what i became, a manager. i hope a good manager, i've really worked very hard at that. but the fact that doors were closed or were very, very hard to open really made me quite assertive, aggressive — i believe in equal pay, i will carry my own things, i will do my own things, and that set a tone, perhaps for what was going on in the rest of the world. well, we're now talking now about the late 1950s and the very, very early 1960s, a time when perhaps the word "feminism" was just beginning to be used although, frankly, for many women, it probably still was not a word they were terribly familiar with. i personally avoided the word because it was very much anti—male, which i assure you, iam not, but... you really felt the early forms of feminism to be anti—men? it was. yes, it was. the men did not like it and we had to — i mean, now

was one thing i really tried to do which was -- there are like 14 songs on the album and one of the ach had like fully different, fully different tastes like one person likes this, one person like this and that's all they like and if i play then my album, each person would like at least one song. >> wow that's a really cool way of attacking it and you did it i heard it, i think i heard "bad guy" first and i was like i don't know if anyone is ready for this type of music it was so different. i was like -- >> i didn't, either. i thought they'd hate it. >> and you changed the face of pop music and music in general because we were hearing the same song for the last three years, and you played something totally different like -- i was like -- now we're going to hear nothing but songs like "bad guy" for the next three years that's all -- it was good. >> thank you so much. >> i love the whole record which one, just tell me which one would go to me in the 14. >> would go to you >> yeah. >> what number am i? >> what number >> you made it pretty clear that you're "bad guy" so. >> trick questio

my first two years in college, i was a catholic women's college, i was one of eight young black women who had integrated that college. transferred to lincoln university of missouri when i decided i wanted to be a journalist. i learned shorthand because at that time women were expected to be secretaries. when i was late trying to get a cab and tried writing my story and shorthand in order to be able when i got to the office to type it and get it in on time. i am not saying i never missed a deadline but i didn't miss many. part of it was using those things that i knew to help me. the other thing that helped me during stressful times was i did seek out black journalists and other publications and that was helpful as well. >> what did you get from them? >> the washington bureau of jet, the head of that, a woman named fanny grant was his assistant. fanny reached out to me, she helped me find my first apartment. it didn't happen, she knew somebody was looking for a roommate. i was able to get a roommate on capitol hill. that went along fine until i got mugged coming home late fr

i was inspired by them. i feel that even though many of these women were writing from the field or they were writing in countries that there was war surrounding them or in the aftermath with those wars. they still felt hopeful for their own futures and they felt that they were obliged to continue with their professions because that's what they have to do. that's their job and a photo journalist in this book, she says, i actually would love to read the last sentence in her essay. yes, found it. so she -- committed to really trying to take photographs of pockets of hope in yemen as opposed to, for example, pictures of destruction and malnutrition and she says, whenever i think of giving up, i have indeed thought of giving up. i remember i cannot because many girls are relying on me to show the world what fighting spirits they are. and that's such a moving sentence for me. it's such an honest sentence and we need to continue having that hope because we need to pass it off to the next generation. it's very lofty

i thought also that it was racism, but what was predominant was i thought it was black people. and then when i -- a few weeks into my college life at fam u in tallahassee, like black folk across florida experienced the election of 2000 where pretty much this voter suppression was ascendant and pretty much through the election to -- threw the election to george w. bush in the faces of black people. and those firsthand and secondhand stories of people's votes being spoil or being turned away were flooding into famu because famu students were representing the entire space. so i heard racism, racism, white ray is schism in particular. and it was undeniable, right? and it ultimately caused me -- i didn't really see it actually as racism at the time. i saw it as white people. >> host: right. >> guest: because almost all of the people who were engaged in these acts were white. >> host: right. >> guest: and so then i went from, okay, the problem is black people and to some extent is a racism, and the problem is black people, to a certain extent racism and white people. and then i went w

justice ginsburg: i was called on a saturday in vermont, where i was to attend a wedding. justice ginsburg: i was called on a saturday in vermont, where i was to attend a wedding. bernie nussbaum said the president wants to meet you. please come out to d.c. and i said, well, i've come all this way to attend a wedding. can i come tomorrow morning? [laughter] and he said, fine. you'll go right from the airport to the white house. and i said, but i'll be wearing my traveling clothes. well, that is ok. the president would be just coming off a golf course. so i arrive in my plainclothes, handsomemes a very president wearing his sunday best, because he had just come from church. [laughter] ms. totenberg: so what was the conversation like? what kinds of things did he ask? and did you have a good time, or were you in interview agony? justice ginsburg: i didn't hear that -- >> did you have a good time? justice ginsburg: i had a wonderful time. it was very easy to talk to the president. we talked about constitutional law. after all, he was a constitutional law professor. we talked ab

amateur when i was 15 years old. that time, he had gotten paralyzed as he went on, but he was still walking with canes at that time. and he saw me play. in the last practice round, he says, young man, i am going to come and watch you play tomorrow. here i am a 15-year-old kid, playing in my first amateur, and the greatest player who ever bob jones, wanted to come and watch me play. he came out in a merely bogey, bogey, double bogey. lost my match, but it was a great experience. he became a good friend. he was great counsel. he was a really, really good man. david: so you decided ultimately to turn professional in the year after you won the second amateur. you won the u.s. amateur twice. jack: yeah. david: you decided you would make a career out of it? jack: i didn't have any more goals to do in amateur golf. and i wanted to be the best i could be at playing golf. so i said, the on the record do that is to play against the best -- the only way that i could do that is to play against the best. play against the pros. da

i was like - [ laughter ] "are you kidding me? but i was like, "i guess, okay i guess so."r ] >> seth: yeah. >> and there i went. and honestly, it was one of the hardest things that i've ever done >> seth: it -- it genuine -- like you make it look easy, but also you can tell it's very hard >> it's difficult. >> seth: and also you mentioned -- >> if you go to my youtube channel you can see very awkward moments of me learning the pole. >> seth: okay. [ cheers ] >> in fact, more awkward than i would have liked [ laughter ] i was like - it was like not cute >> seth: i feel like right now no one's watching this anymore 'cause they all went to your youtube channel. [ laughter ] but we will -- we are gonna continue the interview just in case anybody doesn't have a wi-fi connection [ laughter ] but you mentioned, you know, you had to undress obviously, when you started rehearsing the scene where you're doing it, obviously those are extras >> it was -- >> seth: i mean, this late in your career do you get intimidated having to go out in such little amount of clothing >> so, i'm -- i'

i read a lot of science fiction. that wastion. >> i have heard you say you do believe in, like, pushing toward things you are afraid of. you talked about standing in an elevator and making it -- and having an awkward experience intentionally. >> that's awkwardness. that's -- i suppose there's fear involved in that, but i -- so your dad dies and your brothers who are almost as big as your dad because they're yur your older brothers. they hung the moon, in your mind. so suddenly this important thing disappears and important things suddenly lose some of their power. supposedly important things. doesn't mean you didn't love your dad or your brothers any less, but things supposedly have status don't have status anymore. and so being willing to be ridiculous of nr not worrying w people thought of your status, suddenly became easier and actually the -- sort of the -- the bits of embarrassment that you might feel about being ridiculous in public, like, singing out loud in an elevator full of strangers, which is an awkward and embarra

there was nothing i could do but they did this to my child and all i could do was scream in silence i couldn't run through the streets screaming they'd have stuck me in a mental hospital straight away i think i had the sense of helplessness for a good 6 weeks always 6 o'clock it was nuts we knew that cotton had been threatened we tried to support her and be there for her we wanted to hear her stories that she had terrible things to say about what had happened to her and how the authorities had treated her but the east german papers announced that there hadn't been an order to shoot so that nobody had been shot but we knew he'd been shot and still it was denied we immediately knew that the state wanted to shut us up and sweep this whole affair under the carpet they didn't want anybody to know that someone had been shot at the wall it doesn't enter into to see madonna marshall someone else. 24th of february $989.00 police headquarters keitel stossel christopher his funeral must be prepared with the goal of preventing anybody from abusing the ceremony to commit provocative actions agains

and it was surprising to me. iwas also surprising to her, but the energy was, it was there. and i immediately felt awful. and i said we can't do this. i can't do this to her. >> meaning that you couldn't do that to jennair. >> i couldn't do that to jennair. and whatever was happening, whatever was about to happen, it just wasn't going to h i called it off. >> how many weeks into having met her did this happen? >> four weeks. >> it was fast. >> it was very fast. >> mark had applied for a job in colorado before any of this had happened and he gets an interview. so he decides he's going to go out and check it out anyway. >> and i was in the middle of the interview and something inside me clicked and said i don't want this job. >> there was something about not seeing through what meredith and i started professionally that i just, i couldn't give it up. >> professionally? >> both. >> and personally? >> from the airport in denver i texted her that i was all in. >> and how did you feel in that moment when you'd made that

i would start off with what was the impetus for this book? >> like the rest of the world i observed national terrorist attack in paris organized by a few young men who had grown up in europe mostly belgium and france and turned against europe and european men decided they wanted to join a foreign enemy and attack their own hometown so 500 people and i saw this but i never thought about jihadist or violence before but i just saw these young guys and i thought they grew up and not very different from me newcomers and second-generation european. in and out of criminal lifestyles and have seen their friends go through drama. and very much people i could have grown up with but then they wind up in this place i have a hard time understanding so i wanted to know i saw a lot of emotion and frustration from all sorts of different backgrounds and i wanted to write a book that would explain what we might learn from their experience not these fringe young men that could teach us nothing but the result of a lot of things that everyday people can relate to.

i got educated i love the military. was 19 and i went to the cello all alone and the next thing i know i was laying on the ground i was struck from behind and 2 guys hold me down and one guy was pulling my pants down. and. you know. he was taking care of his business and you know struggled and i was being struck and hit and told you know told to shut up or they'd kill me. and i see how it destroyed my life. i mean that i'm i've been married 3 times this luckily i have a wife right now who i've been married to for 25 years. you start wondering you start sort of you know you're coming up with reasons why things are the way they are and for a long time i kept thinking i don't know if this something something else. i had never told anybody over 30 years i decided to tell my wife. it was the scariest moment my life i was going tell my wife she was going to leave me and i would be lost without her i mean honest to god i couldn't i couldn't get up every morning without my wife. you know. and i told i felt horrified and i felt sad

>> miller: i was in shock. e saying i just put aside a year and a half of my life, so he could go to county jail for three months. there are young men, particularly young men of color, serving longer sentences for non-violent crimes, for having a teenie-weenie bit of marijuana in their pockets. and he's just been convicted of three felonies. and he's going to serve one month for each felony. how can you explain that to me? >> whitaker: chanel didn't think her voice had been heard, but it had. the news website buzzfeed asked to publish her impact statement in its entirety. without giving it much thought, she agreed. >> miller: i didn't think it would take off anywhere, and i actually felt really vulnerable again, thinking, "why am i putting myself out there one last time?" you know, "who's going to sit and read through this entire thing?" but then the views started trickling in, and soon it was 100,000, then 500,000. and by the end of the day, it was a million. >> whitaker: within four days, it hit 11 million. by

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dead i was embarrassed mr say it was tough so i wasn't allowed to say in this state what had happened and that was very painful as i got out and felt numb. owes a tart things mystery and i asked myself what i was doing in a country like that i went to the police station and got myself together and decided i will talk with me because that was the day they told me that their investigations were completed and that the state had acted properly and that i should never say again that he had been murdered. one of them added you yourself said chris was like a little wild horse what do you do with wild horses if they don't let you catch them so i looked at him and said you just shoot them he nodded that's when i woke up and knew that i had to leave i couldn't breathe anymore i didn't want to live there any longer like kind of he and really. really she was up until then she didn't know about her son's death was special commission informed her that her son committed an attack on a military object carrying go for oil would be questioned here for weeks. he wanted to. they're young they ne

always find it ironic while the fed acknowledged i was only guy saying things were falling apart, i was the only guy in the media vilified for telling people to sell dammed if you do and don't that era has changed and changed me it changed the show. it was more of metamorphosis because i added language meant to describe a new pan femanifes. i say every night in some form or another, the show is meant to educate, inform and teach and say it in different times and ways each night. that's very important and very different from the original show, a total break in a lot of ways because i think it's not enough to give you stock ideas in fact, we deliberately minimized them over the last, well, decade we want for you to be able to understand the process and depict them for yourself or more important, we want you to understand the stock market enough for you to make a judgment whether you can do it yourself now, me, i love individual stocks, have for years and years and years. i think they can be tremendous vehicles that can lead to great wealth our shows identification with certain stocks

last year i was with him, i was not allowed to leave -- the last year i was with him, i was not allowed to leave the house. his paranoia and control took over to the point where i had no control over anything i could do. he was murdered in 2002. i was initially charged with conspiracy to his drug operations. the charges were dropped. i moved on with my life. i gave my life to the lord. i started focusing on myself and bettering myself. i met a wonderful man. we got married. had two beautiful daughters. i would bring it with my third daughter when i was indicted five-and-a-half years later on all of those crimes that were committed five or six years prior. in 2008way to prison when my daughter was six weeks old. autumn was four. abel was two years old. needless to say, prison destroyed my small young family. -- to is set up to set up separate industry bonds. as a mother, need to be there for your children. i was initially sent to illinois. i was getting regular visits. i was able to see the girls six to eight weeks. the prison closed. i was sent to florida. now, i saw my daughters once a

to do and i was a great team winner. i really enjoyed the whole challenge of it i got several different awards and. it was mainly men i love that i could blend in and keep up with the guys and work as hard as. i knew how you were challenging and education was talking. my senior year i was selected to be one of the top 30 leadership positions by the company great officers there. after basic i went to the naval security group alaska i remember getting there you know issued a parka got set up in my room and then he took me to the bar which was in her barracks and set down in a table were it was me and about 10 other guys. and you know kind of felt like a piece of meat on a slab at that point and i never wanted to turn around and leave so much of my life that i couldn't. yeah yeah. i. did. i'm a corrie december 17th of 2007 i was on watch when she got to the station and then this blew me away when she walked in. please write. orders ok thank you. the command told us that she was coming then there were some issues but we didn'

one of the 1st things i was told my entire dinner was. don't worry because the marines will think you want to sleep with them and i thought that's just ridiculous the atmosphere off the bat at marine barracks washington was was horrible people asked me what sexual favors had i performed to get my orders there . there is a senior officer in my command who the 1st time he spoke to me he said marines here are nothing but objects for the marines to. shows up at my work. all of the new females get talked about. so. i mean i did it got progressively worse and worse they determined that i welcome the sexual harassment by wearing my regulation length uniform skirt and running and running shorts. there were several junior female marines that came up to me crying while i was there saying that they felt humiliated to come to work. the. one of the duties at marine barracks washington was a ceremonial drill. evening parades are what you would see on the news the. president everybody goes to those type of things. after the parades. all the officers are

i was raised in a housing project by my grandmother. m the youngest of five sisters born to parents struggling with addiction and mental illness. i found comfort in books early on and excelled academically. i earned scholarships. i was always seemingly good on the surface, but my life home was very chaotic. the environment was making it hard to succeed and my neighborhood was filled with the enticing entrapments of the street lifestyle. this all came to a head in my junior year in high school where i was incarcerated for a robbery with a group of girls. this was a culmination of a long-time struggle for me on two diverging paths: the school or the streets. i had a choice to make and it grappled internally with this decision. i had a hard time believing in myself and could not see that there was a life different than the one i was born into. so there i was facing serious charges, kicked out of high school. i needed a change in my life and my best friend's dad asked if i was ready and to make a phone call. that phone call was to terry, the

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>> i think my intuition was pretty right. i think he was a very dangerous man. k he would retaliate. >> all you knew was what he was telling you. >> yes. and his to sort through that. he spoke in half truths. >> the jurors did not hear bobbi speak of these things. after weeks of testimony and 13 hours of deliberation, they did arrive at a verdict. as the jury filed back into the courtroom, bobbi says she was hopeful. >> there was actually no credible evidence. >> but that hope quickly evaporated. the jurors found her guilty. were you shocked? >> yes. yes. i think everybody in the courtroom was shocked. >> you had 38 defense witnesses, and the jurors didn't believe them. >> no. they didn't believe any of them i guess. >> the district attorney thought justice was done. >> it was just a sense of relief that, you know, that we had prevailed on it. >> there were those who thought you should have had the warden on trial, as well. >> yeah. i don't doubt that. personally, i think he is to blame to some extent for allowing an environment within the prison as far as securi

i wasn't involve which was disappointing. -- [ laughter ] i never spoke to shia labeouf. >> seth: got you >> and so i felt like that was -- you'll hurt the movie a little bit [ laughter ] >> seth: yeah. >> but i've got to say, the only part -- i thought shia labeouf did a pretty good job, actually. >> seth: yeah. >> the only problem is he has no muscles in his legs. [ laughter ] >> seth: okay, yeah. at is a very - >> i said, "i have muscles, okay!" >> seth: that's a very hard thing to fake for an actor >> so that hurt. >> seth: there you go. >> but besides that, it was, you know, how often you get -- you know, you go -- where a movie is made about you >> seth: yeah, that's fantastic. >> got to look at the bright side >> seth: there you go. and now you're doing voice over work it's all happening for john mcenroe >> a narrator. >> seth: narrator. i'm sorry. >> i'm not -- narrator >> seth: i did not mean to offend you [ laughter ] give it up for john mcenroe, everybody! we'll be right back with toni collette. [ cheers and applaus

i was also an au addict and i was an alcoholic and i was homeless. i came here and slept in the alley. i've been every street out here that you can name and through the years i did want to get help. i didn't know how. and so after more abusive relationships, i finally got a good guy and it was his choice for us to get clean. he said we gotta get clean in order to make it here in san francisco. i'm going to stop doing what i can do so that you can get your act together. and so i decided -- because i've been in all the shelters out here. i know how the shelters work. i decided to stay next door. i stayed there for a year. and i behaved. from there, i went into an s.r.o. they placed me in a single-room occupancy is what it is called. a room with a bathroom and i stayed there for five years and prior to me -- when i first moved into the s.r.o., my mother was dying of cancer and she didn't tell me because she knew it would take me out. i had a year of clean on me and i didn't look back and thought that's not what my mother would want. i'm going to stay cle

so i was like, i need a tv -- so i was like, i need one here on the lanai.ed one in the kitchen. i'm going to need it in my office then obviously, the media room i was like, i'm going to need it in the bathroom and my dressing room and then in my bedroom. oh, the guest room the only room in my house that doesn't have it is the guest bathroom >> seth: wow [ light laughter ] >> he says, he goes, i'm a little concerned it's going to start looking like a sports bar. i was like, that's the dream, homie! [ cheers and applause that's the dream >> seth: you -- anything -- anything you want to shout out anything you're loving right now? >> i mean, i feel like everybody at this point knows that "fleabag" is - >> seth: the best. >> second season is the perfect season [ cheers and applause >> seth: it's perfect television >> it was perfect tv as was the episode -- i don't want to give anything away, the episode with the little girl in "barry." >> seth: yeah, amazing >> i feel like that should have been submitted for an oscar. >> seth: yeah. i think it will still win som

i was trying to focus on the law. the fa ct was trying to focus on the law. ultery by force. and i argued the semantics of the case and i argued the law. the afghan law. and that is what i do there i don't come in from this morality approach and judge, i used the law with my clients. you have to have an extremely detailed knowledge of afghan law, you would have had to have gone deep into it yourself? absolutely. that is the job of a litigator, represent their clients and argue the law as it best relate into the interests of your clients. you so repeatedly i didn't see myself so much as a human rights lawyer, as myself very much an inside the courtroom litigator. you we re inside the courtroom litigator. you were just taking a grandstand overview of human rights in afghanistan, you were doing it on a case—by—case basis with an intimate knowledge of that particular afghan law that was relevant. exactly. to me, that is more effective. i definitely respect human rights lawyers, but i don't think petitioning, marching was going to help her. what i thought was that