>> i wish i knew. (laughs) i always expect me to look like i look on the screen and i always let them down. >> rose: no, but i mean i think of -- bardo. the list that i read. barr doe. >> yeah. >> rose: go on, tell me! (laughs) >> well, i don't know. i genuinely don't know. >> rose: you know what i think it is? i think it's partly your physical attractiveness, intelligence, and some sense of being connected to the moment. living in the moment. >> well, yes, and and this -- i guess my first awareness of that when i see a beautiful -- when i see a woman whose beauty i'm taken by, when i'm unaware it's really noticeable. (laughter) i threat unawareness remind me to be aware because i don't -- for a young man, you know, for a young -- i mean, it was the most exciting thing in my life was girls, you know? >> rose: was girls. >> yeah. and as i was a youth after the pill and before aids it was a good moment to be interested in girls. >> rose: and you knew some of the best of them. >> i think so. >> rose: than

i must say that when i was going to london, i loved that. the inspiration, through the air, to everything. at the same time, i was fascinated. because i was not part of that. but as a voyeur that i am, i wanted to see them. i'm fascinated. i love them. i love the work of westwood. so i love their work because they did something, but they saw something that was happening, rebellion tight, and that mix of conservative with the art still. i love that, so it has influenced me. for example, in london, i saw a black trench coat, and in the front, you say black is not for children. black is bad, and everything like that that is ridiculous, so i told them. i must say that one for me was a learning experience. i love it. >> london has changed, as every city has. you certainly will not have any of those bankers wearing bowler hats and numberless. more to the point, london out is tremendously diverse. paris is becoming in admitting that it is more a diversity, and there's a little line for me quite hidden away the says i'm very much a parisian or i'm i

i really, i mean, when i wrote to him, i said, you know, every time i got criticism, i listenedded to it. every time i got praise, i ignored it. the book got better and better and better, and, also, there's two gentlemen in the back who were working with my dad, you know, will and chris, and who were very important to him in his last years. they are here tonight. i want to honor them. so do you want to chime in, or do you want to throw open the -- >> sure, whatever. >> open to the floor? i mean, we made memoir writing the title of tonight's meetings, but, excuse me, you know, there's -- i think it's water time -- there's no reason that you can -- you know, it's open season on questions. it's just that because we shared all these things, we wanted to let you know a little about what, you know, how we -- what our relationship was like with one another, and then when janna sat down, she said, are you glad you wrote it? i said, yes, i am. i wanted my say. she said, yep. that's showing a little bit about what binds us together too. >> first time i talked publicly about my father was after

i am i buy it i love what. what in the future will bring there's an act performance and. i've done all my life and they have loved admired about you is us election about you with the world's going to take smaller movies you do independent movies to do major films what's the process. i'm just a working actor and i've always considered myself a working actor i've always had nothing but just the joy of doing the job and some kind of realisation that you cannot if you say when i'm just going to do studio film studio films and deny yourself the opportunity to go off and work with a young guy or a young woman who's got a great text then you're short changing yourself as an artist. i like to walk so when you get the script. what's the first thing you do it do you look at the whole seemed you get your part in what you do read it i mean you did the job like the love is all you need my agent called me up and said suzanne of their worries you a danish director i knew this woman's work i knew the work of the danish filmmak

i do a lot and the i learned a lot. i am excited to be able to know th they -- that i will have a future. and it's important because the youth is the future. and the youth is struggling with a lot, and it's crazy. i don't think you guys know how tough it is for the youth. and take in consideration that bya has helped a lot of youth. and our budget has been cut, and we need money to have another bya next year. thank you. >> hi, i am niece, and this program also helped me to be constructive and do better things instead of going outside and doing things i shouldn't be doing. i graduate this year, so they helped me to get paid and to go to prom and stuff. and i just love doing it, and this is my second year. last year i was a youth advocate and this year i am a peer leader. and i love it and i have fun here. >> thank you very much, i want to say we are here to promote racial harmony. it's needed not only in district 10 but city wide. but we can't do it alone, we need everyone's support in the youth and in the community. tha

so i get in the driver's seat, get all my seat -- i pull it up so i could see, and i put the music on, and just adjust it. and be, like, just turn, and then i'm there. >> jay: and then that's it. [ laughter ] well, that's great. well, you have a wonderful career ahead of you. we're all very excited. you seem like a very nice young girl. so congratulations on everything. >> thank you. [ cheers and applause ] >> jay: j chris newberg, thank you, buddy. and, of course, david gregory! and tomorrow night, kristin davis will be here. but "jimmy fallon" is happening now. jimmy, take it! [ cheers and applause ] ♪ >> steve: from studio 6b in rockefeller center, the national broadcasting company presents -- tonight's guests are -- and featuring the legendary roots crew. and here he is -- jimmy fallon! [ cheers and applause ] ♪ [ cheers and applause ] >> jimmy: that's what i'm talking about. that's a great new york city crowd right there. looking good. welcome to "late night with jimmy fallon," everybody. you guys feeling good tonight? [ cheers and applause ] here's what people are talking about.

i lost. hopefully i won't fill my back up. since this is going on the wall, i feel it has to go on my back. >> when you work as a public defender, you saved somebody and they are like what does that mean? i defend people who are charged with people committing crime. they say how can you defend people? i say it's about the sanctity of human liberty and the cost if you want to take it. >> most important is trying to keep their moral up and try to keep their best interest at heart. i know for me when i relate to my clients i see them as cousins or brothers or uncles just because it's the face of the black community. so many of them are locked up and of course i'm having to work against their initial impression of public defender because their public defender somehow screwed them. >> how are you? >> good. >> sit over here. how are you? >> good. >> it's freezing outside. >> you know why i'm here. i'm trying to get a better understanding of the place where you were arrested. let's kind of go through your information. >> what do you

i was confused. and i was afraid.hing i remember the most was the cold concrete floor underneath my bare feet and just sitting on the edge of that bunk, man, and i just broke down and started crying. and crying for all the people that i hurt. crying for justice. crying for my mother. you know what i mean. and during those three years, seven men, you know, were executed. they lost their lives. >> a change in indiana's capital punishment laws saved stroud from joining them. his sentence was commuted to three life terms without the possibility of parole. but stroud's salvation did not immediately make him a better inmate. >> i was -- i was the chief among all singing songsers. i was the -- among all sinners. i was the bully's bully. i would make things move the way i wanted to make them move. >> that all changed when found himself sharing a cell with mcgrud. >> me weeing a mellow type guy i'm low ski. guys come through me to help straighten them out a little bit. >> he started to thin out a little bit. >> bald head broth

i'm glad i met her. if i didn't have you on my case i would still be locked up. i think i actually would have served those years they were trying to give me. i'm glad i had you to fight for me. i can see there is an honest person in the system. i kind of got mixed up in it and how, i don't know. i'm glad and they actually had people that care about people behind bars. i'm more aware of my freedom taking it for granted. i'm free and loving life. [ applause ] >> i would like to ask our first panel to come up and take their seats. >> i'm going to start on my right to your left here and introduce karen hooper, the author of chasing gideon and i just want to announce that she will be holding a book signing. the book came out yesterday. she will have a book signing during lunch. next is don porter, the producer of gideon's army. the clip we just saw. don is a founder of trilogy films and director of gideon's army. it premiered in the 2010 sundance festival. she's an a -- she's on the 2012 hot shot directors emerging to watch, she's also graduated from georgetown univer

i mean, i don't know.houldn't you be wondering these things after that incident. >> when we're filming in these prisons, i don't know if you call it luck or not, but we're there roaming around and we just happened upon these situations with some of the people we have been filming with, and they're used to us at this point and in some ways they become oblivious to us as in the case of christine on the phone. >> why don't you come down here and see me and bring our children. why can't i be a part of your life no more? i'm sick of being in this [ bleep ] by myself without you wondering what's going on. i'm trying real mother [ bleep ] to stay out of trouble and get my [ bleep ] together and it feels like i have nothing to come home to. >> it encapsulates the loss one goes through when you're incarcerated. she's begging the father of her children to not leave her and to please let her see her kids, and this became a very sad, desolate situation, which she remarked upon afterwards, but it was the quintessential

mayor jordan -- mayor agnose called me and said "i need help". i said "i will do whatever i can". he said "can you meet with me and i have a laundry list of things" and absolutely where do you want to meet? i am at the command center on turk street. i asked what the cross streets are. you know the bridge is down. can i land my helicopter there? yeah and lee got the police to clear the park. >> >> i came in here. the mayor was waiting for me and he took me down in the basement of the fire department communication's center to what was the fire department was the bedroom for the firefighters in the 911 -- in their 911 -- in their portion of the 911. i couldn't believe it. they moved beds aside, and they had butcher paper on the wall and i will never forget this. there was a consiewl general talking long distance on one of the out going lines and nobody could get him off the phone. people were coming in off the streets. it was terrible. i could not believe that a great city like this did not have a proper command center. as i walked a way with the mayor i said something that i later r

i mean, i read the article, and i was taken aback by it. but really when you look at the broad landscape of both telecommunications and the internet, i think that the united states of america really needs to concentrate and we in congress and certainly the fcc really need to concentrate on true competition. competition is one of the hallmarks of our economy. and it seems to me that i bump into those that speak about competition with a great deal of passion until they see competition coming from a thousand miles away and want to squash it like a bug. so we do need competition, far more consumer choice. and i think when those two are the pillars, that we just can't go with wrong. but we have a long way toss go to get there -- ways to go to get there. of there was a very interesting article in today's new york times about the duopoly we have in our country in terms of telecommunications companies and the history of that. i think all of that is instructive. at least it's instructive to me. so those are the two things that i keep my eye on. >> h

well i would lose weight i would and you know in the past for different stage roles i lost weight i i do know that every single actor that's ever lost lots of weight like that says that they've suffered permanent health issues between i was a drop a lot to really mess up your whole again no others didn't erode did share the boxes . is a lot of nudity into blood right yes are you comfortable showing skin and was it hard is first. i think it's it's a bit like it's a bit like being a swimmer but i think you know it's kind of cold. you know outside of the pool and you're kind of maybe anxious before you you know before a race let's say but once you get into the water you you know what to do i mean once they yell action boom you're in there you're you're being a werewolf you're not thinking about you not being self-conscious is the fan base illuminati i mean i'm in the best respect their little wild right i love our fan base and yes they are wild but i think that's what makes it so much fun and i think that's what's made the show so successful and so you know such a long running successes

>> i do. >> i keep adding and i have my file and i add rules to it and i hope someday you'll send me yours because you've been around quite a bit around the track. >> rose: a bit. (laughs) >> rose: "rumsfeld rules, leadership, lessons in business, politics, war and life." thank you. pleasure to see you again. thank you for joining us. see you next time. captioning sponsored by rose communications captioned by media access group at wgbh access.wgbh.org

>> i do. >> i keep adding and i have my file and i add rules to it and i hope someday you'll send me yours because you've been around quite a bit around the track. >> rose: a bit. (laughs) >> rose: "rumsfeld rules, leadership, lessons in business, politics, war and life." thank you. pleasure to see you again. thank you for joining us. see you next time. captioning sponsored by rose communications captioned by media access group at wgbh access.wgbh.org >>> rising rates, from mortgages to credit cards to auto and student loans, why next week's fed meetings could hit the wallet and hit it hard. >> crude mood, if energy production is at record levels, why are energy

i knew what i done when i done it. i knew the heinous nature of what i done. i can still to this day remember nearly every blood spot that was in that house. i can remember the wallpaper, the way the bodies were laid. i can remember nearly everything that happened that night. >> blanchard has served a little more than one year of a 195-year sentence. but his facial tattoos will forever commemorate both his crime, the triple murder and the moniker the media gave him, the kokomo slayer. >> that's who i am and what i'm about. yes. >> blanchard tracked down his former girlfriend, her mother, and her mother's boyfriend when they traveled to kokomo, indiana to attend a funeral. blanchard broke into their home, hid inside and stabbed all three to death with a butcher's knife. >> a friend of jessica's told me that she had an abortion and that's what probed my anger and my hatred. i mean that's my child that was killed. i'm not even a political person. i've never thought about abortions this that manner. but i guess you could say as a man, i felt like i was stabbed in

this is what i think i think this kid's a punk i think he's a coward and i don't view him as a patriot at all he's a coward because he would come home and face the music so i hope we'll chase him to the ends of the earth bring him to justice and let the russians know there will be consequences if they harbor this guy we need to get very very serious about treason and old by the way for treason as in the case of bradley manning or edward snowden you bring back the death penalty. yes folks you just heard lieutenant colonel ralph peters publicly calling for whistleblowers to be put to death let me get this straight u.s. government orders the n.s.a. to spy on american citizens in violation of the constitution you know that little oath that officials themselves have sworn to protect and once an individual makes known this unconstitutionality he's charged with the crime of spying wow i wish orwell was alive to see this but i digress needless to say the case of edward snowden's global escape has turned to a full blown media circus but the timeline of events looking more and more like the page

i have no regrets i would regret it if i hadn't stayed and done what i did during the war when i saved lives. well worth looking at for sometimes when i visit my village. you know maybe for a funeral. other times. just to see friends. yes when i try. to avoid going. near the hospital. or pollution because. you know i think what happened here. no matter how much time passes. it will was. going to freshen my memory or. mission free accreditation free lance for judges is free. range and free. free. to try free. download free blow against cloning video for your media projects a free media dog r.t. dot com you. get are sometimes you see a story and it seems so you think you understand it and then you glimpse something else you hear sees some other part of it and realize everything you thought you knew you don't know i'm tom harpur welcome to the big picture. let me let me i want to know not let me ask you a question from. here on this network is what we're having the debate we have our knives out. to try to give the scientists a bad steak never get here in a situation where being i don't wa

i just learned, i don't know why i didn't know this, some sort of denial i guess.but they gave medals of honor to u.s. soldiers who participated at wounded knee, absolute massacres of unarmed women, children, and elderly people. they gave medals of honor. and, you know, this idea of lincoln as this great savior. which is true. but in deifying him, it completely, completely whitewashes the fact that he was also a complete part of the colonization of indians, a complete part of the wholesale slaughter of indians. >> bill moyers: he lived in the in between le everyone. what i know of this incident is that 303 indians were sentenced to death. president lincoln commuted the sentences of 265 of them on the basis he himself said of not enough evidence, but allowed 38 of them to be hanged. >> sherman alexie: so, the hypocrisy abounds. so once again, the way in which i watch lincoln the movie is far different than most people watch lincoln. that movie in no way portrayed the complexity of human beings, and certainly does not portray the complexity of lincoln, who for his ge

i got to do what i got to do. i got remorse for what i did. i can't change that.down and do my time and get out and just live a productive life this time and change my lifestyle, you know. >> for lance mccutcheon, who received a five-year sentence for selling drugs, arriving at anamosa is a bitter realization of a life gone wrong. >> when i pulled out front and i seen that 35-foot brick wall, man, it's like a reality check, you know. this is my first time being locked up. i'm locked up for selling drugs. i feel hatred but, you know, most of the hatred i feel for myself because there wasn't nobody forcing me to sell drugs. i sold drugs, you know what i'm saying, to try to have a better life for myself and my family. i was walking around with thousands and i jumped off somebody over $65. when the police came i had 56 grams of marijuana on me in my underwear and it cost me five years here, you know? just to sit back and think about it, you know, i could have let that $65 go. i'd still be in the world with my family. >> you have huge -- just do upper bodies and make n

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ed i went to stanford. -- i went to stanford. when i graduated, i move to san francisco. my first job, i started working developing economic policies for low-income communities statewide in california. i worked with young people, parents, families are around issues that concern our neighborhoods, whether it was communities, affordable housing, public schools, or just planning issues in neighborhoods like parks. i did that and actually ran for the board of education here in san francisco. i got a term on the school board working for families in our public school system and actually worked for the lawyers community and i came to the board of supervisors. >> why did you choose to live in san francisco? supervisor kim: you know, i do not know if i have a good answer for that. i just wanted to try it out. >> tell me what motivated your interest in politics. supervisor kim: that is a tough question to answer. i never had any intention to get involved in the electoral process. >> really? supervisor kim: i was always politically active. i was always working on statewide initiativ

i go to the church of the highland . i i don't care what church he goes. he was supposed to tell me who he was. i wrote that in the letter. you never answered it. i demand that you answer that letter. there are good officers at the ingleside station and i have some of the names here which will not have done what these two officers, lady officers did. the best officer chilla, officers perry, dominguez, lava know, nacho, a wonderful man, not in the service anymore. great captain and then another two they have here, malla knows me. i request an answer to that letter. what i'm asking in the letter is i ask the name of the officer that came into my house. i think i have the right to know who came in my house. never answered that. we have a mediation thing with salazar. that was a joke. the biggest joke. i refuse to accept what happened there. i met two people. i think it was from your office. they gave me the name of two officers. i don't remember the names. mr. mazzucco, commissioner, i request the name of the officer. it's is not funny. it's serious. they cam

i gave that one away, didn't i. we would like to thangt writer's guild for naming "red eye" one of the best 101 best written shows of all time. but we can't because they didn't put us on the list. and a new report from the college young republic shows what went wrong with the gop and young voters? the words dismal situation are used. >> thank you. see you at the half. >> i won't be back until later than that. >> why? >> i have something i have to take care of. >> i hope it comes back negative. >> you will be the first to know if it doesn't. >> you noy what i am excited about? >> what? >> i feel like we are the first on fox news to cufort irs story today. >> i haven't seen it at all. >> i haven't seen it. we are always there. first -- first or second. >> 12th? >> yes, 12th. >> what irs story? >> i don't know. you can know when to go out. thank you. let's welcome our guest. she is so hot that young boys use her to fry ants on the sidewalk. i am here with defense attorney johnna. and comedian tom connor. like the eyebr

and me, i got ear plugs, i like to read i like to draw. you know? i read books and have pictures of my daughter. >> it has been less than a year since kathryn's baby daughter died after suffering a severe seizure and stroke. >> her name was kiara, when kiara passed i was up here in lock-up. one of the attendants came up here with my mom, and she was like it is kiara, i was like is she in the hospital, she was like no she is dead. i did everything i could, i freaked out. they at least let me go to the hospital. but it was upper staff management. because i was up here in the status quo that i was in it didn't allow me to go to the wake, the funeral or viewing or even at the hospital. because at first her brain died and they had her on a breathing machine, just to see if they would let me go up there. but when they didn't let me go. and my spirit kind of dropped. i didn't eat. i lost a lot of weight and looked like a raccoon, you know my eyes were all black and stuff. but then i thought about it. i said that is just another baby that god needed. but wh

i said i think i can feel my ribs. >> still ahead, entrepreneur dan agoglia engineers an economic boom in one of kenya's poorest regions. for 40 cents, i got an egg. i got gum. a kazoo. a candy necklace. i got one of these. helium. fabric softener. [ pop ] lipstick. two pills a day is what it takes to stay alive if you're h.i.v.-positive. those pills cost about 40 cents a day. ...and we inspected his brakes for free. -free is good. -free is very good. [ male announcer ] now get 50% off brake pads and shoes at meineke. >>> take me back to that night. i want to get on you record explaining. >> the day that i was injured i was 24 years old. it was a time in my life when everything was going right. i was working at harper's bizarre and i had a summer share on long island, and there was a pool at the house, and the metal ring ladders that they normally put in the deep end was actually put in the shallow end. the second that i dove in, my chin hit the bottom of the pool and my head snapped back with such force that it shatte

so, i think that some of that is detailed in here. so, but i think that i am clear now. and you know, i have had pretty thorough conversations with her. >> i appreciate that, the only reason that i flagged it was not so much the specific to you, as to the commission and the city attorney's office, being able to guide people who introduced and i think that the core word is on board commission members and other people working with the city and so that the people to avoid anybody getting caught in a misunderstanding that could be difficult for them later or presume determinations that we need to make. but it sounds like you are clear about that and that... >> yeah... >> i think that we have the information that we need. >> now that they are clear and they need to tell people before they agree to do it that they are going to have to go through this process. >> thank you. >> i just have a question i have is that why, we have got this requirement of the one-year where you can't contact the deal is that the department... where you serve. and why is your case special, that we sh

and i think we shouldn't forget that. >> rose: all right, know's-- you are smiling. >> i do because i agree with my colleague. it is impressive where we don't expect much to be different in the world 3 or 4 days from now after the meeting, i think it is important that they meet just for the fact of establishing communications. and because as richard was saying, we all know the problems president obama has trying to increase his leeway domestically, internationally. the problems that xi jinping faces are larger than that and include acute ones, dealing with north korea, japan and the east china sea. i think the one thing that is closest to a critical issue between the u.s. and china now is the whole cyberquestion. where i think the chinese are beginning to realize that they run the risk of alienating the part of the american structure that's been most supportive of them over the past decade, essentially the tech establish am, the intellectual establishment. if you have google thinking that china is an actual enemy of intellectual freedom and property, that is a problem for china and th

i did research and i was like, how did i forget? how did i recognize not wreck it dies she ran for president, not as a third-party candidate but as a democratic party in 1972. how do we not know this? >> what about that 1972 election, for people who do not know anything, did you find most important part of her involvement? >> the thing to remember is that robert kennedy had been killed, so there was no front runner. he had been assassinated. hubert humphrey, george mcgovern, who became the front runner. it was not obvious in the beginning. there were about 10 or 12 candidates total, all vying for the same number of votes. what she decided, what i found out, she put her bonnet on the dash into the presidential ring. but she had a strategy. it was not just a vanity run. she knew if she traveled around the country and collected delegates, she could get attention. her 150 delegates could be the difference between the nominee, which could give her political capital and leverage. you can yell women's power, purple power, black power, what

when i am on a date night, i i do not want to hear the toddler is saying i have to pee! have to pee five times. and i love kids. for date night make it adults. >> bill a restaurant is where people sit down and eat a meal prepared for themselves which they pay for. are you familiar with their dumpsters. they are outside the restaurant. the restaurant is in front of the dumpster. do you follow? >> poor criticism to the sushi place, take the lock off your dumpster. >> you can't dumpster dive at the sushi restaurant because you will die. >> depends on what you eat. tuna rolls stick around awhile. have a sushi restaurant. no kid eats sushi. >> my six-year-old eats sushi. >> i am calling child services. >> i am not abusing her. she likes it. >> that's a humble brag. oh god, my kid eats sushi. oh, my kid -- my kid is reading philosophy. oh my goodness. >> i don't bring them to a restaurant. my chef cooks. that's great. we all make the same money you do. >> oh stop. >> we will. on such a sour note i will almost apologize to america. more stuff is on the way. amazon.com, autograp

i had to deal with it until i was 16. had to go to hospital. , dying at such a young age, taught me so much. what if i am not here anymore? what if i do not exist? what am i going to do with my time while i am here on this earth? could not go to school for a while, i had to stay home, i was thinking i would not be properly educated. the fear of not being properly educated or being illiterate, all of those fears were killing me. and then my father came in and said, do not be afraid, my child. success can only be achieved beyond fear. tavis: i have come to believe that we are who we are because somebody loved us. we are who we are because somebody loved us. it is clear your parents played a major role in your life. >> my parents were such loving parents. they were very young, my father was 24 and my mother was 20 when they married. i was their first child. you can imagine all of their love. they were spending so much time with me. ourrother keeps saying, parents never spent as much time with me. i told him i was the first c

two weeks later i found out i had hiv. my hiv treatment was constantly changing because of the way my psych meds affect my hiv meds. i'm bipolar and it has been an up and down process. my doctor at case helps me manage how the drugs affect each other. i've only been on meds two months now but now i'm undetectable. i'm really glad and i'm really proud of myself. it takes a lot of work. at case i have stability. i'm there all day and live right around the corner. right now where i live there is a big posit of drug dealers. to get away from the temptation to use i go to case. as my safe cell. a year ago i used to smoke every day. now i'm only smoking twice a week and that is just with the help of case. case has been there for me, case is my home, they're my brothers and sisters. at case we are all building a healthier tenderloin community. i'm proud of that. i hope you're proud to support us, too. please continue to invest in us and in our community. thank you. >> next speaker. >>> hi, my name is [speaker not understood] and

i mean, i don't want to be a murderer. i can't change it. i want it to change me.ening right now. i educated myself. i'm spiritually inclined. i understand the word of god real well. i have been born again. i pray every night for your parents. i pray every night for you. and i think that's the most -- the most important thing to me at this time is that you don't hate me. >> well, you can't hate if you're going to be well. hate kills you. you killed my family. i'm not going to let it kill me. and that's what i tell the kids. you can get better or bitter. and bitter will kill you. >> it was moving. it was touching. it gave me satisfaction that she understand i was no madman. i was a misguided individual. and not saying i wanted something tragic to happen in my life to get here at this point. but there are people who didn't die in vain. because i been blessed. without them, i wouldn't have been nothing. >>> coming up -- >> i've had three of the smartest students i've ever had while in this program. all three basically in for life because they were all three in for mur

when i was younger i loved to bike, i loved to exercise, i loved to go to all of the place that this city allows you to go, but now that i'm pushing 50, if i can't get there by car and if i can't park there, i don't go there. in these places now in the city where you are taking away parking in places that i used to have access to, you've created a lot of in/sropb convenience inconvenience in any life and i strongly urge you to say no on this funding. there are so many people in this city like myself who don't have the option to bike, who don't have the option to walk long distances. and now we are in a position in our lives where we rely on our cars and i don't [inaudible] handicap parking, but i need to be able to visit people like howard and other people who have mo best and i need to be able to park so again, i urge you to say no on the funding and come up with a better man. -- plan. that's it. >> thank you, next speaker please. >> good evening. my name is dan, i live on central avenue one block from sonic. i do ride a bicycle. i also own a car and park it on the street. i think y

i have to ask i'm not in this bill i haven't i was the one question i don't. so do you think that that are they now do you think obama is bringing along absolutely they want to teach absolutely so then you're not you're a journalist with an opinion. of course and i think you have not i think it's naive to say that journalists don't have opinions and i think it's refreshing. when journalists do i don't think it is when they bring it to the. ok we're going to forever that's a little bit different time of i don't know and i think it's amazing to get your insight and i think that times are changing where you're seeing people like the spotlight i think. it's dangerous when you see people calling first prosecution for simply having that opinion that you're stating. i wouldn't buy i don't know barbara i don't know but well i have to look at the law if you if you break the law and should be prosecuted i don't have a brawl broke up with that. and that was larry king state turn out the break i'll talk to former u.s. ambassador edward peck and get his take on the violenc

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i was confused and i thought i had to shut down. shut down to me meant turn off the cart and don't put new stuff in the cart. >> i guess what i'm trying find out if do you admit that you were out there june 2nd, june 3rd, 15, june 24th after were you packing up and getting ready to go were you still selling at that time after 1 a.m.? >> if there was still food in the cart and still able to be sold, yes. people would walk up to the cart and ask for food and i would sell it to them. at the same time there was two of us and as long as we were packing up and trying to leave the area and do everything to abide by the rules. >> but you didn't understand then that you have shut down a half hour before 1 a.m.? >> i didn't see that written down on anything. when i was handed the permit, i was handed at the department of public works. the permit said i could do business until 3 a.m.. will -- were you present at the hearing when you were attempt ing to get the permit. were you present at the hearing when there were objections at the hearing? >

i felt comfort, and i felt a sense of dignity, and i felt my grandmother with me.hen i spoke to the fact there at then and women cemetery just four miles from where i stood, that was my tribute to medgar. i did not call his name, but that was where his body rest. i do not know how many people picked up on that, but enough did. i do not expect another 50 , but i hope this 50th -- but this 50th anniversary has raised some negative feelings again, and i am surprised they have surfaced eerie at -- surfaced eerie get it has also raised awareness. i am determined to do whatever i can to help us move forward. tavis: an amazing story about the march on washington, and we are still learning details. a longtime congressman from atlanta, georgia, he is the last living person to have onken at the march washington, and we commemorate and celebrate that march 50 years ago. medgar is assassinated in the same year. you were asked to speak at that march. i had forgotten you got caught up in the crowd and did not get to the podium. here is why that is fascinating, because you would

am i making any sense? >> and so any way, but i think that... yeah, i understand. i want to encourage you to look at this and read it because it is complex. >> one question, if the answer is that it can't be answered, that is fine. >> the healthy san francisco and the affordable care act today, are they mutually exclusive or and your anticipation of what you envision in the future based on the knowledge of it so far which i think is as much as i know and you know more than anybody else that i know or would you say that based on your knowledge so far that they will be complimentary and maybe present and an individual may be present in both of them. i just want to know that right now and i don't need any other details. >> i would say that as it is looking, they are almost exclusive. >> you will be signing up with one or the other? >> well, the thing is that you are not going to be able to sign up, and you can't sign your employees into the city option because the city option is no longer health insurance, and the individuals mandated to provide coverage for themselve

i mean i recognize that it is complicated because of what the regulations say, i mean i think, that we intended that the arts commission failed to comply with something and it would be the arts commission who would ultimately be... >> that is what the sunshine task force intended is to be directed at the arts commission. >> right. >> not at some employee of the arts commission. >> right. >> yeah. >> and i think that in this case, it sounds like miss patterson had the authority and the ability to comply with both of the second and third matters. so in any event, i think that she would be the right person. but i don't know that we need to... >> right. >> and it was she that consulted with the city attorney and got a view from the city attorney that these... >> and also the commission and the secretary. and that... >> involved in that conversation. >> that these... that this information should not be provided. not that they did not have to be provided but that she should not be provided is our understanding. >> and it was the department head that agreed to that, i know that the conversati

and as i said before, i do. but i am not... i was going to say that i don't care, but of course i do care, but what i am not referring to is the little tiny percentage of increase that is related to, and but the big things and so that the people can understand, and instead of coming to the podium with only the information that just shows that you have 20 more million dollars and i don't have any way of knowing where it comes from or why or how you are spending it and i presume that you are not spending on what i want you to. i want more tf and the public to be better able to understand it. >> so commissioner, i think that the best place to look for that information is in the budget book itself. and it is in exhibit 6, it is summarized kind of by line item or department, or each of the contributions in and out, and so that is probably the best source for looking at those comparisons of the budget. >> actually say what is the difference? there is an increase and there is a decrease. thankfully and i am very happy to say that, our

i went to bed, i think i prayed. i slept in their bed.heir bed, and i wake up, and i just hear screams from the living room, very big screams. a hoarse voice, and it was my mother's. i was going to open the door to go into the living room, but i decided to jump back into the bed. at that moment, my brother walks in and he tells me, you know, bad guys went into the business last night and your father was shot and he -- and he died. but he's in heaven now. so he's okay. i was silent. i turned my face to the left and i had tears and i held onto my teddy bears. >> i want to cut forward from that awful time for you to 2006. you suddenly decide i'm going to find the person that did this. i'm going to track him down. how did you do it? >> ten years later i tried to get information, when i got the nerve to go to the precinct. so 1996, i go to the precinct and i felt like, it's like a dead end. i was told -- i don't know exactly if the case was closed, i can't remember, but that the person ran away and there was no extradition, it just got complic

i wish i could take all of the credit for the renovation of the waterfront myself, but i i have been so blessed to have worked with three mayors, you and your colleagues, great fellow commissioners, an amazing staff led by director monique moyer and all of her wonderful cacs. with that, i am here to answer any questions >> colleagues, any questions? supervisor breed? >> yes. thank you. thank you for being here today, miss brandon. my question is around the proposed development of is it pier 70? the warrior city? >> no, that is 30-32. >> you yourself are actively engaged in a lot of community programs including on the board of directors of the ywca, which you are hosting a fundraiser tonight to raise money for that organization. >> thank you. >> and i know that you are a port commissioner and i know you vote on a lot of these major land deals, but what do you believe the obligation of many of the organizations like the warriors? what do you believe their responsibility is to san francisco outside of just construction and long-term employment opportunities? >> that is a great question.

now that i cycle, i can bike around the city, i can shop here and i can gets places, but i need safe streets. i need separated bikeways because i'm not comfortable to be fighting with traffic, i'm not that strong of a cyclist. i've only been doing it for a little while so it would be really great to have safe streets with separated bike streets for me to go visit friends and shop and everything. >> thank you. >> thank you, next speaker please. >> morning supervisors, my name is vince, i live within a block of misoni. i'm in opposition of this so called fix. these changes are intended to make safety improvements, but they don't /pwhr*eufr on this promise in many ways. with the project manager at the mta for the research they did on cycle tracks. this is a cycle track in richmond british colombia, suburban area of vancouver, absolutely nothing to do with our area. indeed of trust /traoel area, not urban. there will be numerous right hand turns along this street that will cross the path. a survey done in denmark in 2007 was impressive. they saw a huge decrease in cycle injuries, however

i called them and i said great. i said now are you going to run for it or do you just want to serve on an interim basis? he said i have no interest in being a political candidate governor. i would rather not run. i said that's fine with me jeff, if you don't want to run that's fine. [inaudible] obviously we -- i'm going to have to name an acting attorney general and i'm not there yet one that. we will have something to say about that next week. the attorney general does not resign until monday and take office until monday so he has got very capable people in his front office there that can be considered an obviously the attorney general's advice on that and we will make a decision on monday. i have no idea. i've no idea what's going to happen after october. let's see what happens after october and what senator diaz' idea is. i have made it clear to jeff and to jenny that they have sacrificed a great deal of her time at my request and that they get to decide what they want to do after october 16 and if they want to c