ijust felt i could do it. i i suppose the naivete. ijust felt i could do it. it. i am not i suppose the naivete. ijust felt i could do it. i am not really i suppose the naivete. ijust felt i could do it. i am not really a thinker on a plan, oranything. i just go with my feeling. and the albert einstein thing was, first of all, he was so gentle and kind. he made us very well come. i went there with these documentary filmmakers who wanted him to speak out against the atom bomb. and he did, in the film. but before we were filming, they were filming, it was all on 16mm film at the time, there was the producer and the director, and while the lights were being set up the director was talking to him. and he looked at the director and he said, "i have a question for you. can you please explain to me about how many feet per second per second the film goes through the camera?" and the director explained all of this. i couldn't explain it to you. and einstein listened there like a little boy. and after all of this had clarified he said, "thank you very much. i understand

ijust want ijust want to be the best i can possibly be.ust incredible. that is all the support for now. more at 6:30 p:m.. for now it is time for that film review. hello and welcome to the film review on bbc news. to take us through this week's cinema releases is mark kermode. so, mark, what do we have this week? something for everyone. we have the lego movie 2. i know you are a huge fan. we have if beale street could talk. the new film by barryjenkins. and alita: battle angel, a dystopian future. is there any other kind? the question is, are you a huge lego movie fan? iam. i loved the first one and the batman one. along comes lego movie to take get back on track. i fell in love again and laughed all the way through. did you see the first one? it entirely plays out in the imagination of a young boy who has a huge lego land that his father owns. this begins at the end of that film. his sister is allowed to come in and play and causes chaos. suddenly this wonderful world is created. a huge, fabulous place has turned into an apocalyptic dysto

ijust think, idida makes you feel better. ijust think, i did a piece aboutjustice.ched them. i tell you what, it was fantastic. in america, it's really good. that's it for the papers tonight. don't forget you can see the front pages of the papers online on the bbc news website. it's all there for you — 7 days a week at bbc.co.uk/papers and if you miss the programme any evening you can watch it later on bbc iplayer. a big thank you to my guests this evening, james rampton, and baroness helen newlove. and from all of us, goodnight. there were fireworks when these two we nt there were fireworks when these two went head—to—head in new york last week that as anthonyjoshua glenn continues in the heavyweight division, he gave some fascinating insight into the amount of research is carried out on his next opponent. i watched his press conferences, his face—offs. i listened to all the boxing channels opinions, i watched as fights. normally i don't listen, it distracts you, but i know him more than a note any other fighter. ijust don't more than a note any other fighter. i ju

ijust it is such a bewildering mesmerising movie. it is such a bewildering mesmerising movie. ijust loved it and i don't pretend to understand it. best dvd? this is the latest version of a star is born. bradley cooper directing and starring. lady gaga as their rising star. i absolutely loved it. the songs are really good and it works in the music world and i thought it was terrific. i thought he directed it really well. there is live sequences, that really is a live sequences, that really is a live rock band. with proper mistakes and a live sound to it. i thought it was really good. do you think it was properly recognised ? was really good. do you think it was properly recognised? it didn't do that well in the oscars. when it first came out, people said it would clearly win best picture. now everybody thinks roma well. awards are massively unpredictable. i thought it was really great. and i like the other versions, but i did think this was... i went into it thinking," please don't be bad." it wasn't, it was really good. we can't let

and ijust hated the whole business of cables on the floor and lights.es, and the documentary approach rather than the studio set up. it seems to me you wanted to find raw subject matter. for example, you went off to north africa — to tunisia during the terrible french war — to try and prevent algerian independence. the french were bombing villages, you went off to tunisia, where refugees were pouring over the border, having been forced from their homes. and some of your pictures, again, caused a stir. i think one was on the front page of the observer newspaper. which was my first front page. yes. so you were close to that world of war photography for a time, even if you didn't go right into it. but i wasn't interested in the war. i was interested in the refugees. post—world war ii, there were a lot of what they called at the time "misplaced people". but before that, there were also people who were misplaced, who were migrants. i was very moved, again when i was younger, by the photographs of dorothea lange who photographed the migrant workers who had to

i don‘t want be disengaged, ijust want to engage in a matter that is betterfor disengaged, ijust wantdditionally, what i think facebook does well with is, it increase —— increases the breadth of oui’ increase —— increases the breadth of our connections. what we as humans find a lot of value in is the depth of our conversations, the depth of oui’ of our conversations, the depth of our relationships. that is the bigger takeaway from the study, we need to focus on notjust the break but also the depth, we need to have close friends that we can have interesting conversations with, we need to engage with our family and other loved ones we have, that is the key part, facebook or any social media is not going to be a replacement, it‘s going to be a conduit, which should hopefully lead to those off—line engagements. conduit, which should hopefully lead to those off-line engagements. we will have to wait and see how many people do switch off, thank you very much for your time. it‘s only a matter of days now until the lunar new year. people in china, korea, vietnam and many other nations in asia

ijust wanted and only started running ten years ago.ning ten years ago. ijust wanted to run their london marathon which is something a lot of people aspire to because it isa lot of people aspire to because it is a fantastic event. i wanted to do again. i have been around the world but i never envisaged doing this, it was such a dream. it is such a wonderful challenge. i am just thinking about what to do next. i am just thinking about what to do next. she has done more than i ever will. fa ncy she has done more than i ever will. fancy that? me neither. me neither. that's all from sportsday. we'll have more throughout the evening. goodbye. hello there. our areas of low pressure coming in thick and fast. wednesday night and into thursday, strong winds across england and wales, courtesy of this low—pressure, the centre of which is now knocking on the door of denmark. in the west we had the next area of low pressure, this is storm erik, named by the irish forecasters. it isa named by the irish forecasters. it is a big system which means stro

i loved his work so much and ijust e—mailed him and i said i wa nted and ijust e—mailed him and i saidee wanted to create the pics of literacy and he said i'm in. i see a tv show coming in. —— pixar of literacy. i meant this one for maryam instead! so funny. not true! so lovely to have you on, thank you very much. stay where you are. in a moment, we'll take a look through the business pages, but first here's a quick reminder of how to get in touch with us. stay up—to—date with all the day's business news as it happens on bbc‘s business live page. there's insight and analysis from our team of editors right around the globe and we want to hear from you. get involved on the bbc‘s business live web at bbc.com/business. on twitter we're @bbcbusiness and you can find us on facebook at bbc money. business live, on tv and online. what you need to know when you need to know. we are asking you for your thoughts on this, the satellites being launched by uk start—up. it can reach all parts of the world. rural villages to deserts and 2021 they should have full coverage. right in the middle of the c

can ijust say the british people and must be honoured? my honourable friend that i think what i would hope members of this house would consider, given the commitments the government has made in relation to these issues, but i hope honourable members of this house would consider that actually that particular mechanisms within that bill have concert do it —— might go beyond brexit. in terms of democratic institutions going forward. it is important, i have been clear, i want to see a deal this house can support that allows us this house can support that allows us to leave on the 29th. that is what we continue to work on. the leader of the opposition has listened to advice from his collea g u es listened to advice from his colleagues and these benches and others and accepted the principle of a peoples vote with the option to remain, will she not now listen to the advice of her own ministers who say that a no—deal brexit, whether at the end of march orjune, would be so damaging it must now be firmly ruled out? yet again, he talks about firmly

ijust sit out the rest of the night there?t the rest of the night there? ijust have absolutely no idea because there is nobody to give us any information. we are close to winchester and we have friends there who say we can go to stay there if we wa nt who say we can go to stay there if we want to do know how it will take to get there but it's probably to stay on the motorway and get down to new forest, even it takes three or four more hours. ijust don't know. can you see signs of cars being abandoned? 0r can you see signs of cars being abandoned? or is everybody‘s staying with our car? we've seen quite a few ca i’s with our car? we've seen quite a few cars abandoned on the side of the road and that's caused a lot of hassles for the emergency services because they can't get past. we seen a motorbike abandoned and quite a few people putting on coats and rucksacks and walking down the road that had no will where they are expecting to get to and how they will get back to their cars the next day. you say you have police and emergen

ijust wa nt to is quite a nice surprise. the crew, oliver walton, my wife, john ruddy, i want to say thanks to] and kata waelti let us make this film about them and i hope this brings them as much exposure as they can and i want to say thanks to mum and dad. thank you very much. applause. #we # we will, we will rock you! applause. and the bafta is awarded to... hang on, ican‘t and the bafta is awarded to... hang on, i can't get it out of the envelope. bohemian rhapsody. #we envelope. bohemian rhapsody. # we will, we will rock you... # we will, we will rock you... #we # we will, we will rock you... # we will, we will rock you... # we will, we will rock you... applause. #we applause. # we will, we will rock you... # sing it! #we sing it! # we will... laughter. applause. thank you very much to bafta and all oui’ thank you very much to bafta and all our fellow nominees. we are truly honoured and overjoyed to win this award for best sound. we owe huge thanks to graham king, a denis o'sullivan, for the decade they put into putting

ijust get my hand to it, and it goes in that direction. and honest to god, i thought it was a goal. when i hit the floor, boom, like that, the position now,

ijust loved it, and i don't pretend to understand it. best dvd?ing and starring. lady gaga as their rising star. i absolutely loved it. the songs are really good and it works in the music world and i thought it was terrific. i thought he directed it really well. there is live sequences, that really is a live rock band. raw action. with proper mistakes and a live sound to it. i thought it was really good. do you think it was properly recognised ? it didn't do that well in the oscars. when it first came out, people said it would clearly win ‘best picture'. now everybody thinks roma will. awards are massively unpredictable. i thought it was really great. and i like the other versions, but i did think this was... i went into it thinking," please don't be bad." it wasn't, it was really good. we can't let you go without a word about albert finney. he sadly died at the age of 82. one of the great stars of stage and screen. he was the face of british cinema. oscar nominated for a huge variety of roles. also great performances in films like tim burton's bi

and ijust want, ijust want forgiveness, really, from the uk.hrough, i didn't expect i would go through that and, you know, losing my children the way i lost them, i don't want to lose this baby as well and this is really not a place to raise children, this camp. maybe temporarily but not permanently. if the islamic state hadn't fallen, if they hadn't been defeated, would you have stayed? no, i would've left. she was brought to this camp in northern syria after she and her dutch armed jihadi husband surrendered to kurdish forces. she says she no longer supports is but still mouths its propaganda. so here's your opportunity then to apologise to some of the people who were murdered by the group that you joined. some of the british men, some of the women, some of the kids from manchester who were killed in the manchester arena, you must have heard about that attack? what did you think about that? i was shocked, but... but? i just couldn't. .. i didn't know about the kids actually, but...you know. i do feel that is wrong that, like, innocent people

ijust want forgiveness really from the uk.ough, i didn't expect i would go through that and losing my children the way i lost them, i don't want to lose this baby is well and this is really not a place to raise children, this camp. maybe temporarily but not permanently. raise children, this camp. maybe temporarily but not permanentlym she said she no longer supports isp still hears its propaganda. here is your opportunity to apologise to some of the british men, women, the people who were killed in the manchester arena, you must have heard about that attack. what did you think about that?” heard about that attack. what did you think about that? i was shocked but... ijust you think about that? i was shocked but... i just couldn't you think about that? i was shocked but... ijust couldn't didn't know about the kids actually. i do feel thatis about the kids actually. i do feel that is wrong that some people did get killed. it is one thing to kill a soldier, it's fun, you know, it self defence but to kill people, like women and chi

ijust cannot say enough about our team. work ethic, mental toughness, physical toughness, determination, will and just extraordinary ability to perform under pressure. have so many guys that do that well and do it in is only different ways. he's been an believable guide to learn from. as a foot ball believable guide to learn from. as a football player, as a professional, a family man, the guy is all in. that trickles down when you see leaders of your team do that and it shows guys like when i was a young quy: shows guys like when i was a young guy, hey, it's tom brady, he's bringing ina guy, hey, it's tom brady, he's bringing in a quarterback coach who has been a super bowl champion and is still putting in the hours. he said the same with our coach. incredible domination of the last couple of decades but they are not popular, iv, the patriots? isuppose it's the winning thing, that brings resentment from other franchises but are we resentment from other franchises but are we still seeing a reaction to spy are we still seeing

ijust only started running ten years ago. i just wanted to only started running ten years ago.rathon because i know it is something a lot of people aspire to and it is a fantastic event and then iran it and it is a fantastic event and then i ran it once and it is a fantastic event and then iran it once and i wanted to do it again andi iran it once and i wanted to do it again and i have been around the world running lots of different places but i have never done anything like this before but it was a lwa ys anything like this before but it was always a bit of a dream just because i thought it was such a wonderful challenge. and i nowi i thought it was such a wonderful challenge. and i now i have done it andi challenge. and i now i have done it and i guess the question will be what ex—partner won't think about that for the moment. even if she doesn't do anything again she has done more than most ever will. tributes have been paid to the legendary baseball star frank robinson who's died at the age of 83. he'd been in hospice care at his home in bel air. during his career, robinson

ijust thought we could rebuild the future, make everything awesome again. sighs., you've gotta stop pretending everything is awesome, it isn't. every morning you walk through town singing that terrible, annoying manufactured pop song! that song really seems to upset you. no, it doesn't! the thing is, on the one hand it's got all the stuff i love from the first film, lots of really good jokes, it's visually really interesting, it's got excitement and action and all of that. what's really clever about it is this, this is basically a film which essentially plays out in the imagination of two separate characters — of the young boy and his younger sister. so therefore there is this collision of two worlds and the best thing about it is, if you imagine a really complex surrealist film—maker making a film that's playing out in two separate imaginations, you know, it would be impossible. you watch it in the lego movie, you just accept it completely. the two dimensions incidentally arejoined by the dimension of reality which is the house in which they live, in where there

it should still be here if it's plastic, it doesn't ijust.s of birds next week will reveal what's causing the guillemots' deaths yawned any reasonable doubt. anna holligan, bbc news. all british horse race meetings have been cancelled today, because of an outbreak of equine flu. the decision was made after three horses tested positive for the disease. our sports correspondent andy swiss reports. here at doncaster they should be raising this afternoon, but as you can see, the course is empty. this is one of four meetings that have been cancelled because of this outbreak of equine flu. what happened is that yesterday's meetings at ayr and ludlow, three horses ran which tested positive for this disease, which is highly contagious. the horse racing authorities said it was essential that today's meetings were cancelled to try and stop the disease spreading, but a lot of people remember what happened back in 2001 at the foot and mouth outbreak, which saw racing cancelled for some time including the famous cheltenham festival and with the cheltenham

ijust thought we could rebuild the future, make everything awesome again. sighs., you've gotta stop pretending everything is awesome, it isn't. every morning you walk through town singing that terrible, annoying manufactured pop song! that song really seems to upset you. no, it doesn't! the thing is, on the one hand it's got all the stuff i love from the first film, lots of really good jokes, it's visually really interesting, it's got excitement and action and all of that. what's really clever about it is this, this is basically a film which essentially plays out in the imagination of two separate characters — of the young boy and his younger sister. so therefore there is this collision of two worlds and the best thing about it is, if you imagine a really complex surrealist filmmaker making a film that's playing out in two separate imaginations, you know, it would be impossible. you watch it in the lego movie, you just accept it completely. the two dimensions incidentally arejoined by the dimension of reality which is the house in which they live, in where there i

it's unfortunate because they are home with me all the time, ijust make they are home with me all theooking forward to school? 0h, to school. carson, are you looking forward to school? oh, yes. i have more maths to do and more of every subject. that sounds so much fun. can you play outside? no, it is too difficult. we had to climb over a huge pile of snow and it is four minutes outside and you are so cold, you‘ve got to come in. minutes outside and you are so cold, you've got to come in. let's see, it must be awful to have so much time off school, you must be sad. the aymack. adam, can that be true? how are you dealing with all this? some of the photos are really great. it's been very impressive. when it gets really cold in the water breaks on the shoreline of lake michigan, it explodes upward and freezes into these enormous icicles. i‘ve been waiting for this all year long. a lot of people are afraid to venture out. some of my favourites when the waves freezing crash on themselves. there are shots of your camera equipment suffering. fortunately, it‘s pretty waterproof. u nfortu natel

ijust couldn't. .. about that? i was shocked but... but... ijust couldn't...amima begum she is now wanted here in syria and wa nted she is now wanted here in syria and wanted at home and as the islamic state caliphate collapses, it leaves more thanjust state caliphate collapses, it leaves more than just rubble in state caliphate collapses, it leaves more thanjust rubble in its state caliphate collapses, it leaves more than just rubble in its wake. 12 more british women arrived in this camp last alone. new zealand's seagull population is in serious decline. but there may be little appetite among some for helping them, with many dissmissing them as dirty and bothersome. so are they victims of bad press? i've been speaking to sophie barker who's started a seagull appreciation society in new zealand. i think we have to appreciate them for their cherry red cheeks and the way they look after their young and the fact that the population is in such a decline. your part at the self—described appreciation society and what can you do to promote their image because of cou

ok, but can ijust establish, can you see a way that the uk can leave a customs union with the eu?k, a mean that to my personal point of view, i would rather see the uk stay in the customs union. yes, i'mjust wondering if it is possible because free—trade agreements rely on some form of checks? they do, but if there is no deal... there are two parts to this, if they leave the no deal, is straightaway and apply the wto rules and i go back to what was said on this, and i think everybody else has said the same too, then you have to have a high border. that seems clear and i do not think anyone disagrees with that. i sat through many sessions on brexit in universities with various experts and it seems very clear that if you go to wto rules, that you have a ha rd go to wto rules, that you have a hard border. then, leave that one side, if there is an eu uk trade deal, then it is imperative that you have to find a new, different relationship than the backstop. and thatis, relationship than the backstop. and that is, that is the challenge, but ifind it, listen, i have seen compromises in a

ijust think it is the worst and a red nose.using ones in the group? that is right but you can walk away from them at the end of the day. if you are stuck with them for eight months and then it months back. useful out with anyone any group, not just the useful out with anyone any group, notjust thejoker viewer useful out with anyone any group, not just the joker viewer with them eight months. shall we get somejoy eight months. shall we get some joy in the programme now? we‘re on bbc one until ten o‘clock this morning, when andi 0liver takes over in the saturday kitchen. you always have a smile on your face, i think you would be fun on a spaceship. speaking of red nose, i have a red nose right here. it is really narrow richard curtis, we have got a love actually. i special guest is writer and director richard curtis. how are you? i'm glad to be here in my cozy blue jumper. they are very here in my cozy blue jumper. they are very narrow here in my cozy blue jumper. they are very narrow these red noses, how to get onto my nose. we

ijust want to get in now. you're in? perfect!helping me and another instructor go under. it is not an activity you can do as a group, rather one person at a time with an instructor, for safety reasons. and we rotate into the water, now! my initial worries of freezing to death quickly went away. perfect. bye bye! but it didn't quite go to plan, and i had to surface. so my mask started to fill with water... and i started to panic, so i was like, out! after a little reminder about what to do, namely don't panic — i was mentally prepped for another go. i ready to go back in. i was only down there for maybe a minute or so, but it is so pretty down there, just being able to touch all the bubbles under the ice is really cool. this time my mask stayed put, but we decided not to stray too farfrom the ice hole, and my confidence returned. it is an otherworldly experience under the ice, cut off from the noise and distractions above. and it is surprisingly relaxing. 0nly towards the end did my toes and fingers start to tingle, but otherwise

then ijust rub it out, we different. then ijust rub it out, we drew, and came up with that.s a family friend? no, we were introduced to the ceo of house of icons. they put oi'i the ceo of house of icons. they put on shows during london fashion week, and josh did his first shakers in 2018 with the capsule collection, some of the pictures you see on the boards behind, and in september last year it went on to the evening wear. now the next show coming up in september will be another big evening. what do your mates at school say, when you turn up in school say, when you turn up in school on a monday morning and they have been doing other stuff, and you say you have been to fashion week, displaying my latest creations in milan, or whatever you have been doing? a lot of people are like wow, that's amazing. some people asked me to make them something. but a few people i like, why is he doing that? it is something i enjoy, sol people i like, why is he doing that? it is something i enjoy, so i keep doing it. it must be hard work. to create something like that, as you say, must take a

and ijust think, i wa nt had that class.rt, it is a pro— sport. iwanted it to want tennis to be a pro sport, it is a pro— sport. i wanted it to be global, it is global. i want equal prizemoney at every turn and, because it is about the message, not the money. we have that now. i am not finished yet, so it is hard to me to write this letter! dishy know she is 75? because she sure does not act like it. she has so much energy andi act like it. she has so much energy and i always tease her because she said to 20 years now that she has wa nted said to 20 years now that she has wanted the slowdown, and she clearly is not slowing down. she has too many things she wants to completion. her favourite quote is "go for it", and natasha lives a life, that is the way she played her tennis, and thatis the way she played her tennis, and that is what she wrote to me when i was ten years old on her autograph will stop go for it, billiejean king. billie jean is notjust an inspiration to me, but i think lots of athletes, she has changed our spo

and i knew perfectly well ijust simply could not do any of that.working always for men, you see. and i was very struck by how much more idle they were than i was. that was still the days when they had secretaries, you see. i can't tell you how much my bottom and my knees and everything were pinched and... we are not fragile little things... by the end of the 60s, the women's movement had come over from america and, of course, i was very influenced by the young women who were absorbing it all and took it up and i said absolutely, so agree with that! i don't know how i came across virago but, i think i was drunk at the time. reporter: yes, the heroic woman? yes, the heroic woman and also the fact that i do think occasionally women should be loudmouthed and arrogant. i started the company and took up the name and staff in 1972, and the first book was published in 1975. it took some time to get the list together. writers had the write the books. archive: mary chamberlain was first author to be commissioned by virago. her contemporary account of the wom

his ranks at tottenham and i just made come through his ranks at tottenham and ijust made his england stamford bridge changed his life foreverlj then a match at stamford bridge changed his life forever. i was playing for hull at the time and i headed the ball and unfortunately, for me, someone came through the back of me and i sustained quite a traumatic injury at the time. i've used this expression before, like a bomb going off in my head. the impact was so much. i've got a 14 metal plates in my head as 28 screws as well. it was a case of putting it all back together and then putting it back on and summing things back up. what happens to ryan has reopened a debate about the risks attached to heading the ball. in the us, it is banned for under 11, so does he think that should be the case here? personally, yes. in 20 yea rs' case here? personally, yes. in 20 years' time, the whole youth setup will be different. logic tells you that if you've got 7—8 year old heading a solid ball and his brain isn't fully developed, his bones aren't fully developed in his goal, that could be doing damag

ijust i just walked down the street, i ijust walked down the street, i see it, sexual harassment, i haver it you are a child or a woman in this society, that comes back in may lyrics a lot of times. —— comes back in may lyrics. i have one piece for a talk about sexual harassment. some people even suggested that a come with another name and publish it anonymously, you know, like in a way that's how much women can be scared from talking about these things also, you know. but this is actually the reality of the society in itself, because they watch women as if they were glass. as if they are going to shatter if they try anything different. lam not i am not just i am notju5t a female, i'm a person. it makes a lot of difference. a5 i always say, people might come to the party because i'm a girl, and they want to see that palestinian female who wants to play. but they're not going to dance for three hours because i am a girl palestinian. the going to down5 because the music made them dance. —— dance. this feeling of partial freedom that we get here, i wish that other people in palestine also c

when the anorexia was at its worst, ijust deleted social media because it wasjust making everything worseow we're being sold to is changing fast. it used to be easy to spot what big business was up to. we knew what was going on. but now it's more complicated. advertising has changed. in this new world of smartphones and social media, brands have found a way of reaching directly into our lives. good morning, and welcome to dubai. a youtube stamp of me. these are the stars of instagram, youtube and snapchat. the world's biggest domestic cat, called badger. people who have built huge followings off the back of our obsession with social media, from fashion to lifestyle advice. as we look into their lives, they tell us what to buy to be like them. body shop have these new body yoghurts. i am pleased to be doing this video because i am working with mango on it. i am working with gilette today. driven by an industry desperate to capture our attention, some of these superstars have revolutionised how companies plug their products. these are the social media influencers. these influencers are like

ijust want to get in now. you're in? perfect!her instructor go under. it's not an activity you can do as a group, rather one person at a time with an instructor, for safety reasons. and we rotate into the water, now! my initial worries of freezing to death quickly went away. perfect. bye— bye! but it didn't quite go to plan, and i had to surface. so, my mask started to fill with water... and i started to panic, so i was like, "0ut!" after a little reminder about what to do, namely don't panic — i was mentally prepped for another go. i'm ready to go back in. i was only down there for maybe a minute or so, but it's so pretty down there, just being able to touch all the bubbles under the ice is really cool. 0k... this time my mask stayed put, but we decided not to stray too far from the ice hole, and my confidence returned. it's an otherworldly experience under the ice, cut off from the noise and distractions above. and it's surprisingly relaxing. 0nly towards the end did my toes and fingers start to tingle a little, but otherwise t

puberty, like, started, and ijust felt this huge disconnect. growing taller and broader, and i wasn't having any of it, but i never talked about it, i knew that it wasn't right, i sort of knew that it wasn't normal. similar stories are shared online by transgender bloggers. for as long as i can remember, i have always felt incorrect. puberty made me feel like there was something really wrong with me. i want to scream at the thought of not being able to wear the clothes that i wanted to wear. gender dysphoria is a feeling of intense distress around a physical body that does not fit in with one's sense of one's gender identification. it is a profound experience for many young people, and it is exceedingly distressing. polly carmichael runs the only nhs service offering child gender medicine to under—18s in england and wales. based at the tavistock centre in london, it sees many young people with gender dysphoria. often, young people will wish to be read of the secondary sex characteristics, or afraid of them developing, if you like, which don't m

well, it's hard, because some of the lines are really difficult to memorise, but all i do is ijust sayou play miss honey, a really lovely character. you come from a theatrical family yourself, so tell us a little bit about what started you in stage performing, and what do you make of matilda, particularly this asian version? yes, igrew particularly this asian version? yes, i grew up in a very theatrical family and it was a very natural thing for me to start doing with my life. my mother was on stage very much when i was little, so i always watched her and thought, i wonder if i will do that one day. and i've landed up being involved in this spectacular production of matilda. it's an incredible story, and basicallyjust brought to life onstage in a way that people can't quite believe, especially with a child like sofia, who is only nine years old playing this of mammoth character, this incredible body of work that she has to remember and pull off every night. yeah, so do you get quite protective? i mean, your character plays a very protective, supportive role to matilda in the play, so d

want six years, i applied for head teacher and ijust want to see what interviews at this level might, mrs conolly. the newspapers picked this up the next day and the school was inundated by quite a numberof day and the school was inundated by quite a number of journalists, day and the school was inundated by quite a number ofjournalists, he came to take photographs. since she took over the headship of the school a few weeks ago, she has brought a new vitality to it. her children for many parts of the world mix happily, unaware of prejudice. when i was appointed, somebody threatened to ban the school down. i had newspaper articles that were actually sent to me with, crossing out my photograph, with actually nasty comments. go back to jamaica. i also had letters from, interestingly enough, members of the black community. they felt that i had sold out to the white establishment, and they reminded me, these letters reminded me in no mean terms that i was here only for the black children. the racism was coming both from the white side and on the black side. i had a responsibility for all

i did not see it, ijust saw it now. it was quite a comical moment.n its progress for women. it was impact will to see them then up in white, which is the colour of the south reject. it is really great news for the us, particularly with ceremony other western countries having such progressive maternity and family planning laws coming in. in the us, currently there is only four states that have family leave or statutory maternity parents, which isn't a lot considering how big the country is. at the end of the day, more women are working and going back to work, it is good for the economy, good for taxes, good for everyone, good for the next generation of children. this is really great news. he didn't give much clarity on what it would look like. you wonder how much of this has been influenced by his daughter, isa has been influenced by his daughter, is a working mother. yes, absolutely. and his daughter has actually been charged with some of the progressive ideas when it comes to enabling women to get back into work, and changes of laws to enable that t

it's not really common, and also ijust wa nt to not really common, and also ijust want to say that notat kind of toxics are in this brown word or that are concerning you? there is a sediment and organic material associated with the sediment that affects the light levels acutely, as well as over subsequent events as that subtest sediment settles out, it can be redistributed further and cause prolonged lowlight effects on the sea meadows, it also affects nutrients in the water. these nutrients... these are like the favourite food of the north star fish larvae. steve speaking earlier there. thailand is one of the world's most popular tourist destingations, but the cost to this success is that much of the coastline has been damaged. maya bay, the setting leonardo dicaprio's movie "the beach" is closed indefinitely, after nearly all the coral died. our south—east asia correspondent jonathan head has got access to see how it's recovering. from the air, its beauty is breathtaking. sheer limestone towers soaring at an impossible democrat and possibly turquoise sea. a landscape so dazzling it s

ijust come to lead. i never thought he was suicidal. i just thought come to lead.somebody has lost their limbs or whatever. but with mental illness, it isjust invisible. the ministry of defence is stepping up research, support and funding for veterans‘ mental health. but it is notjust about money. it is the system that needs fixing. a few other stories in the news this hour the government is considering forcing mobile phone companies to open their networks to competitors to improve reception in rural areas. ministers want 95 per cent of the uk to have a mobile signal by 2022. a fifth of the uk lacks an adequate signal for basic mobile services. if one of britain‘s busiest railway lines will be closed for nine days from today, causing major disruption to passengers. network rail is carrying out major engineering work between three bridges and brighton, a stretch which it says is the cause of many delays. child car seats which are illegal to use in the uk are still available to buy online, according to a consumer watchdog. which? says it found the seats, which are ma

ijust wanted to read one of the contributions that came in from one of the parents.s us, i have three teenage children and have been having a nightmare getting them ready for a 9am start every day. in order to start at nine, they have to leave the house at 8am, get up at 6:30 am. that echoes the point. she carries on, i would defy anyone to try to get five teenagers out of bed at 6:30am and not feel as i do that it is far too early. having to wake up five teenagers that early is like having to raise the dead. it is not that they don't want to get pu, they genuinely can't get up. their health and well—being suffers usually and moreover, so does mine. school is the most stressful time of the date for children and parents. i have some sympathy for that account, and i am sure some others will recognise it too. the schools minister said schools in england could already choose their own start times, but said the government wouldn't be changing the rules. there is insignificant evidence saying that allowing teenagers to start later across the board will be beneficial. a tim

living in rome, i am loving the history, ijust found this group of people that, ijust love history andcular, you know, it is very strict, there were different categories, there were real rules that everything is done in the wake that they used to do it before. spartacus was, you know, used a fight with this, or who knows how many warriors, anyway, this is very efficient like a weapon. they we re very very efficient like a weapon. they were very few gladiator service. all of the other roles, female roles, in ancient rome are very static. so the only active role female role is gladiator. females are not as strong as men but when you have a weapon, things change and i love hitting people! 0k, it looks like this but it is really fun, the family make fun of me a little bit and my daughter said how can i say to the people my mum is a gladiator? of course it is a little bit strange but imagine if we have, and you cannot go into the supermarket and buy. that is why i come. 0k, cannot go into the supermarket and buy. that is why i come. ok, let's fight. gladiator school in italy. let's bring yo

ijust want... i just want forgiveness really from the uk.y children the way i lost an. i do not want to lose this baby as well and this is not really a place to raise children, this camp. may be temporarily but not permanently. if the islamic state had not fallen and had not been defeated, would you have stayed? no, i would have left. she was brought to this camp in northern syria after she and her husband surrendered to kurdish forces. she says she no longer supports is but still knows its propaganda. so, here's your opportunity, then, to apologise to some of the people who were murdered by the group that you've joined. some of the british men and some of the women, some of the kids from manchester, who were killed in the manchester arena. you must have heard about that attack? what did you think about that? i was shocked but... but... i just couldn't. .. i didn't know about the kids, actually. i do feel that is wrong that innocent people did get killed. shamima begum is now wanted here in syria and wanted at home. as the islamic state cali

ok, but can ijust establish, can you see a way that the uk can leave a customs union with the eu?t of view, i would rather see the uk stay in the customs union. yes, i'm just wondering if it's possible, because free—trade agreements rely on some form of checks? they do, but if there's a no deal — let's not... there's two parts in this. if they leave the eu with a no deal, you straightaway apply to wto rules, and i go back to what pascal lamy said on this, and i think everybody else has too, that if wto rules applied, then you have to have a hard border. that seems clear and i don't think people are disagreeing with that. i've sat through many sessions on brexit in universities and elsewhere, with various experts, and it seems very clear that if you go to wto rules, that you have a hard border. then, leave that one aside, if there is an eu uk trade deal, then it is imperative that you have to find a new, a different relationship than the bsckstop. and that is, that is the challenge. but i find it, listen, i've seen compromises in all kinds of things, including the compromises in th

i have those weeks where ijust go, what am i doing here? back to your childhood, because you've portrayed it as a state that was very different. and we are going back to the 1950s and early 1960s, when you are a kid growing up. it seems like you felt about it in a very different way. i did, but when i was a kid, we grew up in western fort lauderdale, and really, the geographic edge of the florida everglades. there were no malls, no interstates. we would get on our bikes after school and we would ride out with our fishing rods. it was like a tom sawyer sort of existence. we collected snakes and wild animals, brought them home, let them loose in the house, terrified my mother. that was the childhood that i had. all of it was spent outdoors, really. was one of the motivations for you to get into journalism, and for a while it was investigative journalism, was it to try to explain to yourself and to fellow floridians what's happening? i think a lot of that was anger, in the sense that every time i went home from school, i went home to visit my