is funny but its documentation just saying how things were and how they speak could be misread kerrseriousnonfiction don't le the new and i wanted it to be a personal story and reported knowing my own strengths into staying in my own lane kind of thing. but yes. i'm just ready to talk for an hour or a lot of those books i am curious as you were recalling the stories do you remember some of these things are nostalgic? that's an interesting question. it's kind of sad. they useful document for me was my e-mail and this thing happened afterwards like what do you think this means, should i be worried or excited about this. the conversation has happened over two drinks. am i about to become an executive? i felt like i was reading a book about my excitement and enthusiasm for the industry and increasingly reading my own disillusionment and frustration and anger and a lot of ways. in 2017 and 2018 in the world and of the industry and friends of mine i knew i was so close to it but i have to try to be detached and was the most emotionally honest it would take a while for me to understand for the in