i don't know if you've been two separate people more tn two different laye, becausi think thers a side of you that'very-- is a very good listener. re very emthetic. thk yore veryelpful logical,nd rational anybodytalking about mething at going on. then, i'll be honest with you, it surprises m we tald about your apartment, your work situatio your partner and your old boyfriend. i really tught, god, you're going through so much. it surpris me that this was hpening because you uld lk about ur family-- because we all do here-- and you were so helpful and empathetic, and eninof that you had all of these other ki of micrises going on, because at's really what they are. they only seem to come out when they seem a little overwhelming to you. right. that's what my life has been like in the couple of years. it's just slowly tten to a poinwhere-- eemed like was manageabl then it became unmanageable. then be antic and crazed. that's when i ndered how i'm acting-- if i'm just keeping all this craziness inside. that's what i wanted to know. i've been thinking about it. alof a sudden, i said at, it be