you know good moredock. how many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. people will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respects you for a human being but i was very very wrong. and this is very. good to talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see we have gone back. and paid to still growing. more than i ever would. so you go warning you but. in a way very disappointed to know world in feeling goes a dissing way. here speaking up is not enough. i'll start our lives. every day with a life that. was . a mature prison. and i was not a humble person. a lot of my life not really. contributing much. you know carnegie. i just really didn't have any use for anything positive i'm just going to be a prison guy. is for sure. you never know who you're going to be is going to change your line. would shape or form you're going to come here. and. i mean will