. >> in a cherry orchard and i went to stratford, directed by sadanie with peggy ashcroft and john, well, and michelle, gave me a very bad time, and she -- i mean, it was unbelievably stellar cast, and we get to the end of a run-through, and he would go around giving people notes at the end of act 1, and then he would get to me and go, i have nothing for you. no, i don't know how to get it right. so when it came to a run -- it made me more and more and more tense when it came to a run-through of the play, long after that, i said, john, as we went around to do act 2, he said to me, well if you have been doing that for me i would be delighted he said and he changed my entire attitude about it. you know. >> rose: your daughter, said the only part of her that is totally unreachable for me is that she has never told me why she is an actress. >> no. that is another thing john said, make up your mind why you want to be an actor and never keep anyone, keep it to yourself. >> rose: exactly. >> it is true. >> rose: do you know why you decided to be an actor? >> i do. >> rose: but you are not going