when she came to new york she settled into new york city club life which she really enjoyed and toldk us she came in with a list of stories she wanted to tell us. they didn't feel that life is good stories but she would meet the list actors not very famous and was veryamou clear se said on her sexual boundaries and go back to the hotel room and did not want to have sex she would describe it as she would just give them a blow job to get out of there. so for her that was a self protective escape so what is that feeling of indebtedness that she felt that she owed him a blow job? so she shares to stories.ri first was when her roommates were encouraging her just to try that she wasn't psyched but there was a freshman who was kind of into her so she said at least he's a senior if i have to go with a college guy that is impressive. in her mind she had an idea of how it would go like a slow production on the first date maybe we go to second base then i will let him finger me we will not have sex until the third date but that is not twhat he was thinking. he was pretty emphatic that he wanted to