they were like, is this zoe quinn? and i'm like, yeah, you dialed my number. just hitting buttons randomly? oh, your phone number it on the internet. i'm like, uh-huh. they're like, oh, and then they panic and hang up or apologize. but i mean it's nothing else, it's weird. my generation calls people, god. so, there was that component of it and it was hard to face other people that were targets as -- with a tenuous connection to me. the sadder part was seeing these institutions that were in name supposed be the sort of thing that is there to help, completely fumble, and fumble spectacularly and usually contribute to the problem. i had to deal with too many members of the press just simply reporting on the false accusation that i had -- if you actually look at what would have taken this to be true, had traveled back in time to sleep with a game reviewer for -- that worked for a web site i had already written for so obvious low could not have gotten that connection any other way, slept with him to get a review of my game that never existed, and the game is also f