i said did they sensor you? he said no. i could play whenever i wanted i was the first american to play in quite some time it was an honor. but they said would every you do do not have the kids come to the front of the auditorium. ♪ ♪ >> he said the police did not had fire arms budget tranquilizer darts they were afraid the kids would go nuts. so he said you know, what i debt below what it did? he said i called them down immediately. >> what was the biggest mistake of break-in? >> putting troops in to the non. we have learned peacekeepers are little more than targets the research now bears this out unless they're already in a negotiated settlement but if it is just a matter of two sumo wrestlers it will not work and repaid day ultimate price because osama bin not invade reference and was talking in the '80s and early '90s with the average paratrooper and how the west could be bloodied into backing off to give al qaeda what it once. i think reagan really best for the rise. it is clear it was a distinct and napolitano 86 or 87 this is not just a powered terroris

i. want i. was was after said it to mobilize. to help me with some money to put up a classroom i have used my own money in addition to this current amount that was contributed by the community members to put up one classroom block who was who i was. and now some of the children. lemon in that one classroom and the other classes sitting under trees sell them. yet. so whenever it is raining is even if it is threaten to rain we dismiss the children to. drive his forms indeed. and then when it is boring much this nor should. we all got that one classroom which we use in knots and i thank you for instance. the recruitment freeze in the public sector another one of the i.m.f. stipulations for signing the loan agreement had an instant impact on the quality of gammas education system. according to the country's education department in order to cover the teacher shortage alone in primary schools thirty three thousand one hundred eighty five teachers are needed this is something that will never be approved but. you're. here in northern ghan

and it was more than i thought it would be i will leave my mark so everyone will know i was here i lived i loved i was here i did i've done everything that i wantedught it would be i will leave my mark so everyone will know i was here i just want them to know i gave my all did my best brought the world some happiness left this world a little better just because i was here i was here i lived i was here i was here ♪was here ♪ ♪ what will you do? ♪ i was here [applause] >> thank you. that was beautiful. it really, really was. in addition to thanking diane, i want to make sure i think the choir. they first started singing for us because i think mary kay used to go to that church many years ago, when she lived in virginia. she got the connection started. they have been coming back ever since. they have been wonderful. we have a new piper this -- yes. yes, thank you. [applause] we have a new piper this year, ray bilter. our piper we had the last few years has injured his hand. i do not know if he will be able to continue. but i thought ray did a magnificent job. we will have scottish pipers a little bit later. if they want to come back, i will be glad

so i went away to haiti for a year i traveled for a year i came back i was parking cars on lossie omega when this agent called me up you know i was back and said we want to send you over to fox they're they're interested in hiring some young contract people and from then on it was like a back i was thinking where once i get in there then i can change i can become a cinematographer you know. it was well be a first thing right it wasn't until one nine hundred sixty eight that i asked i said listen i'm not i'm not in the movies i've been trained to not been i was well trained by then during that those years. and basically i want out unless you're going to use me for something and so they let me go and three weeks later i was i was signed to universal and immediately the following week i tested for well be in six weeks after the pilot aired my which i won the emmy for the pilot. we were number one number one series we'll get back to other things sorry to talk so much no no you know a i love you i've been to your house of course you have how's what's life like with barbara i you know i love about the way you handle it now barbara is not exactly low key wit

wanting to pay my own way. never asked my parents for money. i prefer to steal from my parents then ask them for money. can i tell you? i am an odd creature. definitely, when i was growing being from the source from which all things positive or negative came -- i wanted very much to be my own person. i was stubborn, obstinate, and i had to acquiesce. but i wanted it my way. when you are the child of that kind of privilege and you i wantat kind of access, to go back to the story you told who reached out to you and gave you an opportunity because, as you put it, he was a supporter of yours. as opposed to people hanging on and trying to get access for no reason. how did you decipher the two ge? the distinction between people genuinely interested in you because of who you were and those that were trying to use you for access or whatever? awarenessa really bad of that possibility. i don't really have an awareness of people crawling on my back to get anywhere. any help that i can get for , takingople outside offerings from my father. i think the cabbie ought was that i had to give something back. i did not like that position. anyone felt incumbent on to keep them lift

person i want to be i want to do something bigger than myself and i want to emulate what they did. >> why not navy? >> go army. >> why did you join west point? >> i always wanted to serve since i wasor recipients. >> to me this is a fight between two rivals and to tell people that it's the navy fighting the army today, that we fight harder together. >> the great thing about this game is that these guys are fighting it out on the football field, but the day after the game is over they become brothers and sisters in rm a s ins in arms and work together for all of us. >> what is so special about the game? >> it's really not that special because for 11 years in a row, i've had to pay my younger brother a fee. and he's retired navy. and i have to listen to his crap crap. it's note ral really looking that good. >> the defeated team in this case was army. head over to the other side and they had to sing the opponent's alma mater. and then every heads over to the winner's side. the team that comes in first gets the high honor of singing second. that wraps up this hour. next up, "meet the press". across america people are taking charge of their type 2 diabetes with non-insulin victoza®. fo

i thought it would be, much more. i think i was really just -- i was living in milwaukee at the time when i was 18. i just wanted to make a living. i thought i would be happy if i could make a living in this thing that i enjoy. that would be fantastic. ♪ >> stephen fry is here. he is an actor and political activist. he has interviewed steve jobs for time magazine, has been to prison, and thought he would dedicate his life to studying shakespeare. he is currently playing malvolio in "twelfth night." how is it to be on broadway with this remarkable production? >> it is remarkable not just because of the greatest speaking actor in the world, mark rylance plays richard the third -- i am not in "richard iii." >> what you think that? >> it is a charisma that he has that is, to other actors. it is just quite something. then there was the great described olivier. on stage. hebe said i have just seen the greatest stage actor. he was a nobody. he wanted to be a film student. they said to him, why? i said, i don't know. it is something he gives off. you can train to have it. >> there is a famous story about olivier having

i was that and describe the kind of music you like. i was i was the kid who kind of listen to everything you know i want to perform in our school so i studied classical music i studied jazz music i studied rock and country and everything so i was really into everything and i had to study everything but on my i pod goes from elvis to like. new school to change that kanye west jay z. to. lumineers you know so it's just really just weird you have a kind of tenor voice or you can hit pretty hard notes there and if you're with the dudes you do sing broadway views or it could i mean you could do everything i actually started off doing musical theater i went to college for a theater really and i landed on broadway on broadway and i turned it down because i knew that if i would have done that role i would have been locked in broadway forever. did you like musical theater they'll love music with their you know but that's not where my heart was i love writing music you know and if i did musically to do when the allowed me to express myself really be an actor to i'd i would yeah that's in his album cycle i think i'll try to dive when we go back jason

i became attached to him. i couldn't imagine living without him so as i was leaving i thought of nothing else i didn't think about my relatives nothing at all . i just wanted to be with him. and a soon as i left i began to realize that what i had done was wrong. used to tell me that it was the duty of every muslim take part in the jihad and more five the religion of islam. he said he wouldn't stay here he had already chosen that half so there was no talking about it he was very far. was born one month before his father died in a shootout with police officers. for other militants died with him they all wore suicide belts and carried a whole stash of explosives. he was a good man and i became attached to him. he wasn't rude or anything he was a good man and always kind to everybody he tried to help people he did this for these people and that for those people. understood feels good man to fail would he was on the federal wanted list he was eventually found guilty of taking part in several crimes which included killing servicemen and police officers and if the cia is not yet ready to tell him about his father. i don't know i don't even think about it i can te

. >> one of the things that was important to me when i finally decided that i was going to write this book, and it was a book i wrote because i wanted to read it, and it was not out there. this was a completely missing piece of the history we have had up in 1920 and, indeed, of the renaissance, and i had gone looking for the piece, couldn't find it, and realized if i was going to read it, i was going to have to write it, but for me, one of the conditions i set for myself, if i was going to do this, was that i was going to withhold judgment. i was going to withhold it at a couple of key moments. that as i went looking for miss anne in harlem, who the women were, who put harlem at the true sent of their lives and resurrect them, i was not going into the archives sure of what i knew about them. these are women about whom we've known either nothing or very little or on whom we have already passed judgment, and i think, particularly, of nancy whose been dismissed, a great deal written, but these been dismissed as a sexual predator. i want to go back in the archive with an open mind, not my usual way, by the way, but i wanted to go back i

i was facing the death penalty at that point. and i don't want it till finally i just -- i'll come if you just leave me alone. i don't want to hear it! and don't ask me to talk! that's how i was. >> eventually, she joined the bible study and found a connection with several of the other participants. they too, killed their husbands or boyfriends. >> it helps me just knowing i have sisters i can lean on, someone i can talk to, someone i can share these things with. in here, you have to be careful who you share things with. ♪ here is power for you all ♪ here is power for you all >> while rupel appeared to have found redemption behind bars, our crew was struck by a parting comment made by the director of her prison choir. >> the inmates are con artists. they kind of have to be to survive. okay? you can't be sure, no matter how beautiful the song sounds, how much heart and soul and person there is behind that song. i mean they're not very different from the rest of us. ♪ >>> coming up on "lockup: raw killers among us" -- >> i hate to say it, but murde

i loved it. it was what i wanted to do after school. baseball, but there was also practice time. iice every day. tavis: i can hear a record without even knowing it is you and know it is you. how do you define your style? you created your own thing. gospels a combination of music roots in the church and classical training and my love of the blues. i am not sure other people have but being borns, , andmphis, tennessee playing on beale street, those elements created this t jones style. -- this occurred t jones style. this: the reason i love instrument so much is because long before i heard of ray charles, i am a kid growing up in a pentecostal church. for yearsr director at my pentecostal church in indiana. i fell in love with this instrument through the church. you mentioned ray charles and he was taking that instrument and secularizing it. similar journey? >> let me say something about the pentecostal temple. iwas raised methodist, so would stand outside the pentecostal church and listen. some goodyou want usic, come check us out. wax my teacher was an organist there. it was a no-no

me at uncle square too i think it was many years about 20 i told the north pole was far too cold & so i decided to jump plays and uncle square was where i decided to stay. i wantd i'll be in union square i looked to seeing everyone there >> thank you. >> there anyone else who wants to make general comment. >> seeing none, public comment is closed. we're now on item 5 which the the consent calendar. is there anyone who wants to make a comment on consent calendar >> seeing none, public comment is closed. commissioners we need a motion >> entertain a motion. >> it's been moved and second. >> all in favor, say i. . so moved. >> okay. we're now on item 6 which is the san francisco zoo. >> i'm tonya peter i'm president of the san francisco zoo. i'm casual this is the for the first time i've ever worn jeans at city hall. (laughter) >> so you're not the person i thought you were. >> again, we gave shirts out to celebrate our new background and got a logo. this is actively a remodel of a ancient and rusty prognosticated. this is the slide. where we are on attendance. year to date we're 9 thousand 20th century 2 hundred over projections. our prognosticated opens this su

i took the wrong road and i thought i could leave it just as easily for them go i was a fool. song then i made a choice because i saw that these people really wanted to help and i was turning my back on them it's bad. or bad about that but what i see is the kids enter this room they turn into actors that he's not children anymore the professionals who play a role in the performance i always tell them they should leave their problems behind that door during rehearsals we were when we talk about what's happening in their lives after the rehearsal but when you're on stage you have to work you know there are certain rules and penalties because a kid might be banned from the next week her so as a punishment if he steals from other kids it's most likely he'll be excluded from the circus. if he starts taking drugs again and comes here while he's high then the door will be closed to him. i play a street cleaner who's in love with a waitress. in one of the scenes i imagine that my dream is the girl i'm in love with. it was different in real life i was writing on the metro and so a girl and we were just looking at each other for half an hour she mr stop him

i started that was from a french colony. she was beautiful and black and very inspiring, very nice. i say, yes, why not. for me, a difference was beautiful. they looked to me, and i wanted to show it. another kind of different was the fact that when i saw farida, i said, my god, she is incredible. i was very impressed by her beauty. very frightened even by her beauty. she was kind of a very arrogant imperial. and african and beauty with a special expression. not arrogant. but beautiful. i said, i want to show this girl which is different. does not know how to walk as a model. they have their own personality. i remember this year i was asking a professional model to walk to see if there were walking too much as a professional model because i did not want that. i wanted to tell them, please what differently. not like a robot doing their profession. they have no control about the way they were walking. they learned to do that. so that is that the condition that they did not like. i wanted to show people that it is by the attitude. they were arriving. >>in some ways, a was a very shy person. you can make the casting for me something. to be honest, it is a reason because i a

was so beautiful. they were so perfect that i wanted to have it all. so i make a photo of all the book, and i wanted to have all around me to get into it and to see through that, so it was -- that is one thing. another thing -- >> one is enough. >> you know what, there is too much selection on the internet. i like the motion, which i mean like surprise. i go somewhere and find something i did not expect, it is there that i have the real shock. i have my reaction. sometimes it does not happen. sometimes it happens late. what i do in that case, i will not tell you. [laughter] >> that might lead to the next question -- what scares you? and then maybe not to be more in love with my were. fashion. >> maybe you are scared that there might be one day -- i'm sure it will never happen -- when you do not have the energy anymore? that scared of a piece of blank paper and a collection coming up in six weeks -- that does not scare you? >> yes, but i tried to protect myself. for example, i go to a flea market, and nt place. when i see something that i find interesting, e

i just want to fly. i want to jump. i know i can do this." as soon as we hiked up, and we arrived to the top, i realized that i didn't have the lines that i wasetty confident, but i just realized that these are not the lines i wanted to use. they're thinner. i decided to go for it, because these lines are normally strong enough. this was the moment for me to go for it. i was actually a bit scared. i don't know, you just go for it and overcome your fears, right? man: ruben, can you hear me? take the speed from the slope, and don't move the kite. ruben: copy that. i will try. laila: just as ruben is about to launch off the cliff, something goes wrong, and he has to abort. ruben: yeah, so, i didn't get enough speed on the takeoff, and then i jumped too early and not enough into the wind. second attempt, let's do it. laila: this time, he does get enough speed. ruben soars over haugastol; and in those brimming moments, he knows once again he's taken kiteboarding somewhere it's never been before. ruben: it's hard to describe this feeling, you know, because you work up to it, and you kind of have an idea, and it's just that moment, you know, and it'

walked away i will always want you i can't live a lie ♪ ♪ running for my life i will always want you i came in like a wrecking ball ♪ ♪ i never hit so hard in love all i wanted wasorce ♪ ♪ i guess i should've let you win i never meant to start a war ♪ ♪ i just wanted you to let me in i guess i should've let you win ♪ ♪ but don't you ever say i just walked away i will always want you i came in like ♪ ♪ a wrecking ball i never hit so hard in love all i wanted was to break your walls ♪ ♪ all you ever did was wreck me i came in like a wrecking ball ♪ ♪ yeah, i just closed my eyes and swung left me crashing in a blazing fall ♪ ♪ all you ever did was wreck me yeah, you, you wreck me yeah, you, you wreck me ♪ >> thank you. [ cheers and applause ] >> jimmy: well, doing it all. miley cyrus right here. wow. her new album, "bangerz," is in stores right now. be right back, everybody. [ cheers and applause ] ♪ so you made some bad decisions last night. make a good one this morning. get two biscuit sandwiches, with your choice of country grilled sausage, egg, and cheese, or bacon, egg, and cheese, both on my new southern style biscuits. you'll save some cash 'cause right now

i never had a problem with henry being of a different culture. - that's not entirely true, dad. - sara, your father was just upset. this isn't working. all i wanted was... to tell everyone iwas sorry so things could be like they were before. henry, i'm sorry. when i set up the dinner it never occurred to me that it might get this crazy. me neither. all i wanted was to be with you. that's all i want now. me, too. let me get this straight. you're asking henry and sara to wait a bit ? - right ? - for what ? before you do something. you know. oh... right. you mean like something stupid ? look, we love you and we respect you, but we're both old enough to know what we're doing and we're both old enough to make some of our own decisions. every 17-year-old in the history of the world thought they knew more than their parents. i think you forgot that we were 17 once ourselves. - or maybe you forgot. - henry, that's no way to talk to mr. grayson ! i don't mean to insult you, any of you. you're too important to me. we know you see things differently than we do and we don't expect you to change a whole lot, though it sure would make our lives a lot easier. kids, they make everything

wanted to do. where does that confidence come from? was a little boy i always was confident in the things i wanted to do in life. i was in prison with many inmates -- some learn to do the time. others let the time do them. i was fortunate to be in prison where i was locked up with some of the most brilliant minds. michael milken was in there. any of the wall street guys. he said, when you were on the streets selling drugs, you understood budgets. do isd, all you have to change the product. self discovery, learning how to cook in prison. i utilized my gift of gab, which is a great communicator. i came out ready and focused. to key is being able reinvent themselves. the prison system doesn't rehabilitate you. you have to be ready to rehabilitate yourself. the recipesentioned to success. i want you to say a word about how these became recipes to your success. particular order, the self-control are. >> the self-control or is an individual who understands a level of leadership, an individual who takes control of his life. that is important to me because in prison they take control of you. i wanted to make sure i let

i had sort of a jumpstart. i was ahead of the game. i had something. it allowed me to continue to do well even though it was very difficult. i do want to get to harvard. i do not want to get lost in that. i was a bit of a radical. that is what happens back then. you were black and things were changing. we were very upset. that changed at a riot in harvard square, where i finally realized, this is going too far. this hatred that, as my grandfather would often tell me when he saw me, you were not raised to be that way. i can give you the exact date. the road to damascus date was the morning of april 16, 1970, the day after harry blackmun was announced for the supreme court. we were in the newspaper. that is how i knew. [laughter] so having come back from the riot at harvard square, i am not understanding exactly what i had just done. i stood in front of the chapel at holy cross and that is where made a promise to god that if he could help me get this hatred out of my heart, i would never hate again. it is sort of ironic when i hear people trying to tell me that i am supposed to be overwhelmingly race-conscious and have this sense of g

was my first appointment. i studied psychology in college. when i wanted to become an officer i was told that you should have a business degree and i used psychology every single day regardless of my specialty. first and foremost, i wanted to be an officer because i wanted to be a leader and intelligence happened to be the branch i chose going in. i liked intelligence because basically as a new officer, second lieutenant, i was responsible for a platoon, aerial assets. i was responsible for a 24 person platoon that operated these unmanned drones for the unit. >> which part? >> this was seven iraq. -- southern iraq. i was with a manned helicopter unit. i went in with some experience from that understanding more of the aerial respect they are and what needed to be looked at in terms of intelligence but we were in southern afghanistan during the same thing except now i'm dealing with pilots putting themselves at risk going out several times a day and flying helicopters themselves. these were small aircraft with two pilots, no passengers, single-engine aircraf

i knew these folks. when i said i wanted to do this, i was yards ahead. i wasn't introducing myself. the credibility was established because of the first book. they -- you know, they want people to know what is going on. >> maybe you don't know, but when you see the rebel in -- relevance of a book like this, the first book, how many copies did it sell? >> maybe 150. it is still selling. it has not been retired. >> is that what you expected? >> i expected the book to absolutely disappear. i expected it to sell five copies and those would be my five copies, right? these are not the most popular wars. there was something about the first book. it did find its place and it did resonate. it was a word-of-mouth thing. it kept spreading. >> eric shinseki was the head. but get your reaction to this. >> suicides every year, 20% of them are by veterans. on average, 18 veterans commit suicide each day. five of those veterans are under our care at va. so, losing five veterans who are in treatment every month, and then not having a shot at the other 13, who for some reason have not come under our c

triblt to my community and making a difference i want to make a change and be a role model if patrick can do it that's my fuel. >> when i joined this program it was two weeks i wanted to be proud i worked for a good company and wanted to learn and if it wasn't for this program i wouldn't success. i can only thank sf cc i found my dream so thanks sf cc >> you're fine. >> thank you very much. for your attention. i want to (inaudible) >> hi, i'm - i came to this core to obtain a high school diploma and make a better life for me and my son. when i first came to the core i didn't have any tenant/landlord relationship or sloop or construction experience. my first project was the brewster community garden we rebuilt their garden retainer walls and got rid of a lot of debris and did a lot of soil maintenance. now we have a wonderful community garden. my goal is to finish my concretes and get the certification i need. i'm not sure what i really want to do after the core but i'm thinking about going back to school to try to further my career >> thank you. >> good morning. >> good morning. >> hello i came to the san francisco conservatism core about 8 mortu

working on -- i wanted to reveal -- i will not reveal it in case i actually finish it. i wasfocused on this agency for a few months. the other story i wanted to pursue was jeffrey thomas -- thompson. i wanted to pursue the jeffrey thompson story first. i wrote the memo and they said, we think you should pursue this agency first. so i did. but then the jeffrey thompson situation started heating up. we knew some things would be happening. the time to do this jeffrey thompson profile is now. so i approached my editor about it and he was great and he said, yes, that is what you should do. and that is what i did. i think we came out with a great story. i was grateful that "the post" gave me the time to finish the story. right now, the news industry is going through a transition. this transition has lasted for about 10 years now. it's tough. i know we have limited resources. but what i presented going to jamaica, at first, i don't know. then my editor said, you should go to jamaica. >> and why? >> i wanted to go to to jamaica because we were following the money and just to really d

was my first appointment. i studied psychology in college. when i wanted to become an officer i was told that you should have a business degree and i used psychology every single day regardless of my specialty. first and foremost, i wanted to be an officer because i wanted to be a leader and intelligence happened to be the branch i chose going in. i liked intelligence because basically as a new officer, second lieutenant, i was responsible for a platoon, aerial assets. i was responsible for a 24 person platoon that operated these unmanned drones for the unit. >> which part? >> this was seven iraq. -- southern iraq. i was with a manned helicopter unit. i went in with some experience from that understanding more of the aerial respect they are and what needed to be looked at in terms of intelligence but we were in southern afghanistan during the same thing except now i'm dealing with pilots putting themselves at risk going out several times a day and flying helicopters themselves. these were small aircraft with two pilots, no passengers, single-engine aircraf

i didn't believe it until the end until i saw him on t.v. showing that he surrendered i was so happy that he's come back he had given himself up. i didn't want to kill anyone there was some misunderstanding about that they argued about who should be killed but i didn't want to do that. eighty eight i clearly remember one time when they were talking about it i wasn't standing far from them and. thinking about how to escape from them as quickly as possible and you know. he talks quietly and his speech is a little slow. around psychologists believe that exhibits the classic signs of autism back in the woods he was only trusted with menial tasks the only way he could earn the respect of his comrades was to become a suicide bomber. once he returned home from the woods cut his hair and took off his kemah flowers uniform his mother was relieved. grew up and lived most of his life without his father who was sent to prison for murder he says that he used to watch islamic videos on the internet he became obsessed with the subject and began to look for people. who could introduce him to militant groups to just. met some people when i went to the mosque

was my first appointment. i studied psychology in college. when i wanted to become an officer i was told that you should have a business degree and i used psychology every single day regardless of my specialty. first and foremost, i wanted to be an officer because i wanted to be a leader and intelligence happened to be the branch i chose going in. i liked intelligence because basically as a new officer, second lieutenant, i was responsible for a platoon, aerial assets. i was responsible for a 24 person platoon that operated these unmanned drones for the unit. >> which part? >> this was seven iraq. -- southern iraq. i was with a manned helicopter unit. i went in with some experience from that understanding more of the aerial respect they are and what needed to be looked at in terms of intelligence but we were in southern afghanistan during the same thing except now i'm dealing with pilots putting themselves at risk going out several times a day and flying helicopters themselves. these were small aircraft with two pilots, no passengers, single-engine aircraf

there were really dying and i don't know if you remember he was wearing always a big map of africa on his jacket and he was telling me i want to be the gate for africa and i told him why would you want to be the gate of anything if you are you going to kill those nurses so i think it was a win win deal and i want to see the nurses in their prison and then i went to see the kids remember it was four hundred fifty kids infected by the. virus and fifty or sixty were already dead and the other ones who were in the hospital i went there and there were very small kids and it was really sad and i mean i told him maybe we can help to send some medicine and doctors to take care of those kids so i think i was that he was listening to me i thought when i was talking to him in the middle of his i mean i don't know drugs he was listening and he understood that it was maybe you a way for him to to make a new humanitarian act in his life so i think i was at the right moment at the right place like you say right moment the right place i mean you went there as yourself but also as the wife of the french president and at that moment everyone knew that nicolas sarkozy and k

like i want -- i don't want to be okay. i want to be better. back when i was in my teens, my 18, 19, 20. so it's amazing on how a lot of that is lost. because, a lot of regular doctors, it's not really their fault. they don't have time to spend to talk to you. >> but i think also i think that people are afraid when they go in to their doctor. they're nervous what the doctor's going to find. they're really happy when it's quick and fast because i just lost a friend to esophageal cancer. he said i'd go to my doctor, you look good, go home. i was happy with that, until. and i think that happens a lot. doctors are people. they've got a lot of work. a lot of pressure and you come in. you look good. your bloodwork seems to be okay, for the markers that they're looking for, the cholesterol, and et cetera but you say that you really need to question your doctor, push to find out these things and to make yourself better at 50 than you were at 20. and that's what you strive to do. and this, you said, created a new type of business for you. why don't you tell us about th

that night i found out that she had died. i was very sad. i really wanted to talk to her again. but i also knew that she heard my voice, it was going to be a memory of what had happened back in dallas. and i did not think that that would be the thing to do. young john, when he was killed in a plane crash, it was such a shock and so terrible. because i was with him early when he was born in now to know that he died in that manner was just absolutely terrible. so he would have been 53 years old today. >> okay, two more questions. [inaudible question] [inaudible question] >> did everyone hear that? >> you need to read the book. >> this is our publisher. thank you. [laughter] >> yes, that is true. >> a nice testament. >> yes, caroline said finally that mrs. kennedy thought a lot of me and she didn't have any problem about what i was writing. [inaudible question] >> are you asking about the writing process and how difficult was? >> well, it was very difficult. we had an office in two computers side by side. we spent a must most when four hours a day together for many months. and i did

was killed. what would you say now, wesley? >> i never wanted to hurt him. i didn't have vengeful thoughts. didn't want to throw my life away. i didn't need to settle a score or payback. nothing like that. if there was anything i could do to fix it, i'm more than willing to do. this is the first thing in my life i can't, i don't know how to fix

i guess you have to look at where i started. i as i mentioned he earlier i wanted to help people and at the time it was children and family. many years of serving people i realized in providing services that somehow, i have to impact the decision-makers so i started advocating on issues i cared about. i was somewhat effective and wouldn't it be nice if i could do something different i ran an organization for 20 years. i felt i needed to grow as much as the impact i made the decision to leave the organization and asked myself now what. i want to make a bigger impact that's when i ran for the school board. people said you you've been involved in the issues and being in the classroom and one that grew up and having two daughters it seems like a natural thing to get into. i judgment into being an elected official >> you've worked on the school board house has that prepared you. >> there's a couple of of things that prepared me to be on the board of supervisors. number one i not only came in there the ranks vs. the youth director and tutoring uneven he run your organization and you can't miss like running the organization especi

and it was more than i thought it would be i will leave my mark so everyone will know i was here i lived i loved i was here i did i've done everything that i wantedt it would be i will leave my mark so everyone will know i was here i just want them to know i gave my all did my best brought the world some happiness left this world a little better just because i was here i was here i lived i was here i was here i was here ♪ ♪ ♪ what will you do? ♪ i was here [applause] >> thank you. that was beautiful. it really, really was. in addition to thanking diane, i want to make sure i thank the choir. they first started singing for us because i think mary kay used to go to that church many years ago, when she lived in virginia. she got the connection started. they have been coming back ever since. they have been wonderful. we have a new piper this -- yes. yes, thank you. [applause] we have a new piper this year, ray bilter. our piper we had the last few years has injured his hand. i do not know if he will be able to continue. but i thought ray did a magnificent job. if he can continue with us, great. and we will have two more scottish piper is a little bit

i wrote about it. in fact, i did not write about. i waited until the first time i was asked. the same thing when coming out. pressn't want call conference, saying, ladies and gentlemen, i am gay. ladies and gentlemen, i am insane. so there was a guy who does these podcasts, and he asked about my mental health, and said, how is it? i explained why. , youte a blog about it and want to tell people and you've got this condition, don't think you were cast down into the depths forever. you want to tell them that it is very serious. go and see a doctor. don't think you can laugh it off. it is that mixture of getting it across. i think of danny -- >> and utter tragedy. we can be quite devious. we can hide from our friends how we are feeling. i presented a show and there were communications where evan a two-hour show when i was laughing, but underneath my stomach is saying into my brain, i am in hell. i am feeling so well and it is a bit like the alcoholic and scotland -- a colic -- i'll call it -- alcoholic in scotland, who says -- >> thank you for coming. thank you very much. ♪ >> and sophie mutter is here. sophie mutter is her

i just -- i didn't have any. so i just told him the truth. i don't have any. and i was nervous at the time so i gave him a wrong name because i didn't want -- i was just nervous. but then i ended up telling the officer my real name and everything, and i got arrested for that. giving the officer wrongful information. i was going to get arrested anyway, you know what, officer? i screwed up. i'm from mexico, this is me, and i've been -- he was a really nice guy, he just read me my rights and took me to jail. >> diaz has been in the system since he was age 3 and now has two children who are american citizen. >> my aunt says my youngest, the 6-year-old, was saying where was i at. she was going to hang pictures all over the block to make people find me or something. my wife, i don't think she told her where i was at exactly. she didn't want to tell her i was in jail. so we teach her what's right and what's wrong. i've never had a ticket in my life or even had problems with the police. that's why it's weird to them, knowing i'm locked up. i just want to see them again, man. really bad. >> maricopa has always been a controversial jail. but inmat

i could not articulate it. i didn't have sound bytes to talk about what it was like working in darfur. and i wrote about how different people thought it was. and i wanted to take away the p p perceptions the media gives you. i wanted to sort of pull the curtain back on the industry that we are not all saint or hippies. we are professionals doing the work. and the industry. it is a multi billion dollar industry. some people call it a coming of age story. it does take place from when i graduated college until you know just a few years ago. so that is like spanning by 20's and 30's. so i did grow up in the backdrop of these massive events. and with that, i know people are standing so i feel bad carrying on. i will going to read four passages. the book starts out with a flashback in north darfur and then new york where i just graduated from college. and then rwanda where i was an intern at a un agency there. and then back to new york. two chapters in darfur again. and then go to the tsunami and then coming back to new york and going to the middle east and then haiti. i will read from rwanda where i started out and i was totally green and naive and idealist

i thought it would be, yes, much more. i think i really was just -- i mean, i was in milwaukee at the time when i was 18, i was really just -- i just wanted to make a living at it, i thought i would be happy if i could just make a living of doing this thing i enjoy that would be fantastic. >> rose: thank you for coming. >> oh, my pleasure. >> rose: it was great to have you here. >> rose: stephen fry is here, she an actor, comedian, writer, ev production and play -- >> it is a remarkablectio for those who don't know, remarkable not just because i think the greatest stage actor in the world, the speaking world anyway, mark rylance who is playing richard iii, it is a double bill, i am not in richard iii. >> rose: why do you think he is the greatest in the world. >> you just hav have to see it,s inning energy, just astonishing verbal facilities, physical mobility, it is a car irs ma that is not selfish to other actors, none of us in the cast feel -- it is just quite something. harris years ago harris, many people may not remember, the great director of a broadway in the 20 and 30s. barry more is based on him. and he described olivia when he f

i was interested to start an airline. i was a commercial pilot. i learned to fly while racing and then i wanted to see a comeback which was nice to try. after two years not running i won long beach won another championship and then i went to my business life running airlines. >> rose: and were successful. and snowed >> today i'm charge in a whole group of modern sports for the engines of the formula 1 cars. >> rose: you're in charge of the mercedes car? >> i'm the chairman of the board and i was part of getting everything away from mc claire ren and i go to all the races to see them moving forward and in a moment it's going very well. >> rose: let's show some clips. this is from -- this is showing you returning to the race. >> niki lauda, just 42 days after his near fatal accident will race here today against all medical advice and no doubt in incredible pain. (speaking italian) >> the returning niki lauda is overwhelmed. he's passing car after car. (speaking italian) >> lauda's flying on the the grass! he wrestles it back on to the track but that was a bad moment for niki. niki lauda's the rei

i want to be back when i was -- i want to be better, back when i was in my teens. it's amazing how a lot of that is lost because a lot of regular doctors, it's not their fault. they don't have time to spend to talk to you. >> i think that people are afraid when they go to their doctor. their nervous of what the doctor is going to find. they're really happy when it's quick and a fast visit. i just lost a friend to e esophageal cancer and he would say, you look good, go home. i was happy with that until --. doctors are people, they have a lot of work. a lot of pressure. you come in and look good, the blood work is okay for the markers, the cholesterol, et cetera. you say you need to question your doctor, push to find out these things and to make yourself better at 50 than you were at 20. that's what you strive to do and this, you said, created a new type of business for you. tell us about that. >> what happens is one of the things that we do is that at five weeks when people come in, if they're not getting the results, if they're not losing the weight and doing the ri